Good game all. Congrats to any Dodgers fans who may see this post. While I’m saddened by my Jays loss, I am still proud of how far they came. And now to get stoned and eat chocolate.

I’m going to bed early, as I’m going through some mental sads at the moment. I hope to wake up to a World Series win, and for all of you to have that joy of a win! I think I may try to take a week off here for my mental sake, but idk. Goodnight, go Jays go.

LET’S GO BLUE JAYS!! High socks, full hearts, can’t lose. Game 7, tied 3-3, winner takes all. I love you SO MUCH Canada fam, I’m gonna cry no matter what the outcome is!! 😭🥹⚾️💙🇨🇦 #IWantItAll #WorldSeries2025 #WANTITALL

Attention all Jays fans of Bluesky!! Let’s get this World Series win TOMORROW NIGHT!! Because we can DO THE THING! Hugs to all my Canadian Blue Jays friends, from this American Jays fan. We want it ALL! #IWantItAll #WorldSeries2025

May Belle’s sweet loving energy help bring our Jays to a World Series win 💙 Let’s go Blue Jays!! Rooting all the way from the St. Louis area! ⚾️💙🤘🏻 #WANTITALL

Update for those who are interested!

In honor of it being a week since my sweet Belle’s passing, I created a small video of my favorite photos of her, alongside the music of @nightranger1.bsky.social. We would always listen to them on our trips to the vet. Rest in peace, my sweet baby girl. 💜 #pittsky

I just came out to my uncle over text and I’m nervous what he’s gonna say lol 🙃😵‍💫 it’s a week later than I planned but with having to put down Belle I needed some time to grieve. Fingers crossed it works out!

I signed up for a puppy yoga class for next month, which proceeds help benefit a local animal shelter. It’ll be the week before we leave to see fam in TN for Thanksgiving, thank god so I can go. I need to hug some dogs, literally anybody’s dog. Please let me love all the puppies.

My babygirl helped the Jays to a win last night! 🥹💙 I got Belle back. I set up a little shrine on my bedside table, with her favorite toy (monkey). I had some of her ashes put into a heart necklace so I can always have her with me. I plan to get a tattoo next year, also. My heart 💔😭

My Belle is ready from the funeral home. My parents and I will pick her up tomorrow morning most likely. 😭🥺💔 I hope her energy helps our Jays to a World Series win. Idk if I’ll watch (grieving pretty bad right now) but I promise I’m rooting in spirit. Talk later. ❤️

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7 months to the day after we put our other pitbull Buddy down, I had to make the hardest decision and let my baby Belle go. I will be possibly absent from here depending on how I feel. Thank you for all of your support and love. 😭❤️ #pittsky #dogsofbluesky

My poor dog Belle Belle isn’t feeling good today and I’m really worried about her, so if you see this I’d appreciate good vibes and keeping her in your thoughts ❤️ So much for that fleeting moment of happiness last night from the Jays win.

WORLD SERIES!!!! LET’S FUCKING GO!

“Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.” Ian Maclaren A reminder that we rarely see the full story of someone’s day. 🧡 Be kind. #kindness #positivity Picture by joyfulsmolthings

I’ll post an update if you guys want one, but tomorrow I’m going to try to come out to my uncle (who is also trans). I’m nervous but I told myself if the Jays win tonight, then I’m gonna do it. 🏳️‍⚧️⚾️💙 And they did. Let’s go #BlueJays! My first WS as a Jays fan 😭🥹

Come on Jays, I’m rooting for you! #IWantItAll and I want it MEOW. Still happy they got to this point, no matter the outcome.

Whose throwing out the 1st pitch at the Jays game tonight (wrong answers only)?

I didn’t realize that tonight’s game could bring the Jays to the WORLD SERIES! I’m not going to be able to watch solely off nerves. Also since I’ve been away I don’t feel worthy enough/good of a fan for not keeping up as closely. Anyway, go Jays and I need new merch as mine is cursed I stg

This is going to sound like the stupidest thing ever but I’m nervous to socialize on here after being away for some time. I have read all of your comments and I’m not ignoring anyone, I promise! And I’m not sure if Riley is the name I want to stick with, but I’m not sure just yet on a new name.

Pupdate on Belle: She’s doing ok, but if these next couple treatments don’t work then it’s all we can do for her. I’ll update when I can, going to go pick her up then snooze for a bit when I get home. ❤️

Today is Belle’s 9th birthday. Please wish her a Happy Birthday! Vet is today. All I ask of them is to give me some time with her before we put her down, if at all possible. We will get a prognosis today. Fuck doggie cancer. #pittsky #dogsofbluesky

I want to start out by apologizing for being inactive, as I’m not in a good place right now. Belle is nearing the end of her life. I don’t think she’s gonna make it much longer. It’s been 7 months since we had to put our other dog Buddy down. My heart is broken.

At what point is it socially and morally acceptable to end oneself due to the persistent never-ending horrors of one’s own life? Is there a point where one can say, ok, NOW you can check out. Asking for a friend.

If anyone sees this please send some love or keep me in your thoughts. I may not have a job soon and I’m kinda freaking out right now. It would be very appreciated. Thank you guys🙏

Ik nobody cares but right now I’m OBSESSED with #Bluey and I decided to draw Bluey and Bingo with the @nightranger1.bsky.social logo (as best as I could) on them. 😂🙈 I love them so much and it’s about the only thing keeping me going during this tumultuous time!

If you have an issue with the trans or gay community, please do not befriend me. This is just a reminder. Please try to be respectful and kind. I aim to be active on here soon. I may be going back to work soon also, idk just yet. Thank you, love you, bye!

Belle’s lymph nodes are enlarged and we’re having to change treatment plans. The new drugs have a propensity to make her more sick. I hope they don’t, but I will take that into consideration. If she’d be miserable with the new drugs, it wouldn’t be worth it. Please continue to send good vibes.

YAHOO I got a neurologist appointment scheduled for October 2nd! Unsure if I’ll be back to work before then or not. I was told to “have a very blessed day!” by the receptionist in the most preppy accent 😭😂 I said thank you you as well LMAO

Y’all my counselor legit was like “No, we are not going 4 weeks between sessions. We need to talk ASAP considering all that you’ve been through recently.” 💀 Everybody is worried about me but I’m fine I swear 😭 (Idk if anybody actually believes that) #mentalhealth

Hello to those who still read my posts. Belle’s birthday (my dog) is in a month and I got her a Halloween Snoopy dog toy and myself a Snoopy candy corn plush. (My winter Snoopy plush is shown for reference) Apologies for inactivity, I’m still recovering from my seizure. 😵‍💫🤕

I’ve never felt more invalidated in my entire life than I have now when my dad told me I wasn’t “autistic enough”. Fuck all the way off. And anxiety and depression are more than lack of nutrition. And I’m off work until I get cleared by a neurologist. I hate it here.

Not sure whether to be mad or impressed that *while* my Night Ranger bracelet broke due to my fall, all the beads were recovered and intact.

Back home and picked up my baby! *Mom is driving, since I cannot due to seizure*

Flying home today. Gonna get to see my Belle Belle 🥹❤️. She’s doing better btw. I didn’t realize how many people cared about me until my seizure, my parents coworkers and their friends are all asking about me😭🥺. I really bruised myself up with it, 0/10 do not recommend having one on concrete 😅

Pray for Belle Belle, she had bloody stools but they called and said she ate her whole bowl of dog food. Idk if we’ll go home early or not. I’ll have to visit a neurologist back home before I can be cleared to drive. Fuck this vacation.

I’m unable to drive until I get cleared by a neurologist. I was diagnosed with seizures. When I get back home I’ll have to see a neurologist. I have another couple family members who have had seizures, so this is new to me but not totally new. This sucks.

Still in the hospital but hoping to get discharged today. They let me listen to some @nightranger1.bsky.social during my MRI😂. I’ll have to get a medical alert bracelet bc they have me on an anti seizure med. Because it was confirmed that I had a convulsive seizure yesterday.

They did the CT scan and MRI last night. Still waiting on the results for the MRI, CT came back negative. All my dad thinks it was is that I passed out from too much overstimulation. Everyone else is treating it like a seizure, so I’ve been getting some anti seizure meds. Neurologist is soon.

So, third day of my vacation to Disney and some bystanders saw me fall and have a potential seizure. I’m now in the hospital. I’ll have to get an MRI, which I’ve never had before. I’m nervous. The kind paramedic gave me a cute Dalmatian stuffed puppy! His name is Spot.

YOU GUYS MY MOM GOT ME A MATCHING STITCH BACKPACK AND WALLET!!!

This is my FIRST EVER poutine! Can I be an unofficial Canadian now?!

Today was a blast so far! We rode a couple Toy Story rides, and saw some explosions at an Indiana Jones show! Going to go see Stitch soon, check out the merch I got so far!

My childhood stuffed animal Domino enjoyed the plane ride to Orlando. We had some turbulence but overall it was a good flight. First full day at Disney tomorrow! I want my free stuff lol

Orlando, Florida- I am inside of you!!! Will be driving to the hotel soon. Talk to y’all later!

ITS DISNEY DAY!! I’ll talk to you guys when we get to the airport later. Imma go ZOOM ZOOM on da plane! So for those of you jerks who tell me to “go outside” whenever I post about unfollowers or lack of engagement…. I do go outside. In fact, I’ll be up IN the sky. But I do prefer inside LMAO

Packing my stuffs for the flight tomorrow and my dad is a little sad because he said he’s gonna miss Belle. I may or may not cry a little when I drop her off at boarding in the morning. She even has her own little backpack ready to go with her meds and food in it for the week. 😭🥺🥹 #vacationmode