AF IS SO SOON

(looking at af) ah yes my army of dykes. and dakota.

it's actually such a tragedy (ha) that neeva isn't in my roster this year because i do not have time to make her a ref. but she'd love the themes

i need to corpse bride ingrid as in tear the side of her face open and also her chest to stomach so you can see the ribcage and spine. but then she looses the tummy. sad.

sneezes

ingrid yaoi hands (not really) in my inbox WOW. your fingers could span someone's whole waist.

tech issues all day today. ugh

my favorite color is red and you would never know. HAHA

PAISLEYYYY PAISLEYYYY 😭😭☺️☺️😚😚😚😭😭😭😚😚😚

i need to draw art of ingrid when she was pregnant with honda oughhh. eunhae pregnancy in the mind too but that's more perturbing to me. it's so important that she's a mother but it's also a direct violation of her autonomy and masculinity (not that pregnancy is unmasculine, +

honda is so bitter and sad and he doesn't know where it all should go so he hates his mom for it

rubs eyes. good morning. another day at work

aww i think it's cute that eunhae and xirang's hair kind of matches. ( you're crazy. no it doesn't. ) IT DOES OKAY its like the little mullet curls they have

my wishlist should include drawing eunhae and xirang macking tf out. it looks like crackshipping but actually thats like me when i travel to another universe where my dead wife who died because of me is still alive. also she's shorter than me now

butcher needs to put maggie on af... i miss her a lot

artfight means no drawing chenadette for one month. i'm in prison

those daughters sure are doomed...

online discourse could never handle eunhae chen

it's funny because i can classify most of my friends here in two categories and that is xirang era and chenadette era. there Is a period of time between those two that's like. the paisley era. but i don't think i made new friends during my paisley era

my xirangs........ my agathas....

500 miles edit but it's every moment eunhae chen suffers for the lengths she goes through for agatha (and her children)

the unsettling old woman is a love interest.... okkkk 🤤🤤🤤 (actually i forgot if that game has romance buuuuut. u knowww.) bee's next yumeship is in sight

i think the difference between xirang and agatha is mainly just the conditions they grew up in. by blueprint they're the same, but they lived almost entirely different lives,,

drawing xirang and being like yeah if i put you next to eunhae you guys look like you would have the nastiest divorce ever and yeah. that's how it is isn't it. the one that got away

it's the fact that zosia has helen's memories too. so she can replicate that for carol if she wants. you know. you know.

watching zosia edits and thinking about ingrid... same type of moe

xirang i will save you from skinny hell

chenadette corpse bride ☺️☺️☺️

i can't believe honda and dakota dated. sometimes even i'm like wtf is this lore. it's not even plot relevant LMAO it's just because they were canonized as exes ever since their creation (they were npc 1 and 2) and I never changed it after writing plot

okay so dakota and paisley being next to each other is intentional because this would be how they're actually standing. which is very dangerous because it means dakota is 0.5 seconds away from snorting if they ever looked at each other. and paisley will elbow her discretely. +

its 2026 and i've finally decided that xirang's tattoo should be a snake and flowers

listening to xirang's playlist to set the mood and being like yeahhhh yeahhhh very attractive songs and then i get hit with ten thousand songs about maternal trauma and misery. cold bucket of water dumped on the head !!!!!!!!!!!!

ehahaha. imagine. theatrical oc outfits based on their most tragic moment(s). i don't have time for that though i need to HUSTLE

just remembered my girlfriend offhandedly predicted the bbeg of the campaign BASED ON NOTHING. AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW BECAUSE IT WAS JUST A STUPID DRAW A MONSTER GAME AND HER MONSTER WAS LITERALLY TH. she's prophetic she just doesn't know it

paisley final girl horror game protag would go sooo hard she's built for the trope. give her an unconventional weapon like a pipe or a traffic sign NEOWWWW.

the ingrids

chews my fist. guys is it customary to pay an artist on paypl and cover the fees (ie through f&f) or just to send them the amount asked and know that paypl will take fees. cuz normally i cover it but i actually dont know

ok wait. shouldnt mention that by name

it's a beautiful girl's birthday #oc

i am fueled with rage today. so many responsibilities that bring little annoyances

aw man. idols of ash is so eunhae chen. just read up on the lore page

did you guys know back in november 2024 before ingrid even had a first name and any sort of plot relevance, the first time (i think) i ever drew her she was tonguing agatha down. oh man. did i know.

if only i could put agatha on af but i fear she's so deep in the realm of spoilers i would neverrr. neverrrr. but i love her so much. i always have and i've developed her so much this past year. my eurydices.

Jekyll and Hyde :)))

rubs eyes. it's the way people will follow me just to reply to my posts to advertise themselves and then unfollow me like i wouldn't notice LMAO. limiting my interactions to only mutuals now. this is better for me in the longterm

i need to find an artist who has a fetish for forearms to hands and also office wear (like suits) and a really good understanding of simple cinematic shots and anatomy. oh my god. you don't know how much i need this i'm shaking in my bones

just imagined eunhae very masc body language dress shirt sleeves rolled up watch on one wrist and her hands having a rougher look to them too. veins and knuckles. anyway. anyway. back to work.

I need to get ready and download refs for AF before july because I know when that day hits NO ONE is getting on that site dawg.

every time i see someone portray the dead/pinned butterfly position in a piece that probably isn't meant to have that symbolism i laugh a bit. do you know those butterflies are dead

INGRID (RIPS SHIRT OPEN TO REVEAL INGRID FAN SHIRT UNDERNEATH)