i wanted to make another bday doodle

Im too clsoe to deleting my main, not use my ocs anymore and dedicate to only draw my yumeship.

hehehehehe, i made it, i got a permanent position at my job!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to you!

okay i forgot to update on this! i ended up it with a passing mark of 100 in the test! my overall final score was 88.8 they discounted some because i dont have a college degree. i have to wait some confirmation but it would seem i made it. made it to what? i'll update you when i get more details.

missed pookie

I hate that people can upload edited versions of ur drawings to ur tag in rule it feels violating and like they r dogshit impersonating you. Wishing art editors a very get fucked.

a job for a cyberwitch.

today i colored a big comm and lined another and realize i have a bad new habit of not posting finished comm works. i just deliver them and let it go. not good pr.

i have completely given up worrying anymore about the work contest. i'll go up there do my best and whatever happens happens.

Twitter has become so dogshit to post. I get more reach here than there w double the follows. Kinda sad cause it took me years to get to that number on main. But its whatever really.

I've got to sit down and color so many comms, ughhhh hey dont u like lineart only ? Aaaauuuuuuuu

weak spot ⚠️

🖤

WORK CONTEST ON THE 20TH OF DECEMBER. AFTER THAT I WILL BE FREE.

Wow i havent drawn shit. And my break ends this monday. Sigh.

macross au ⚠️oc x canon

i been lining comms and then doing silly doodles.

PLATONIC GIRL ENDLESS LOVE　 ⚠️oc x canon

17 with an espurr

they announced that god damn work contest for the 15th of december. that means i only have time to draw until the 29th of november and then i have to practice for that shit and it will take away all my time cause i'll have to go to my mom's and that is on the other side of town. fuck

i'm free, holy shit. i can go back to drawing, finally.

to color: 2 to sketch: 1 To line: 3 sketched: 3 Delivered: 4 new batch: 5 (late october- mid november)

This week was just killer. Hopefully i get time to work on comms next week.

edgy

im back on my 2018 bullshit again! ⚠️oc x canon

i havent updated clip studio since i got it because i dont know how to update it.

i keep forgetting to put the oc x canon warning. whatever.

Loveit? cw // blood

i wonder if i'll draw anything with them this october

same image

to color: 4 to sketch: 1 To line: 1 sketched: 2 Delivered: 3 new batch: 4 (mid october-november)

But genuinely, i make so much effort in my art on the main only for it to make zero numbers. I will never make a genuine breakthrough. Drawing for the main where i feel its all a contest its no fun. Thats why i preffer my silly doodles here where i am relaxed and have fun.

it's red 40's birthday.

the decline on my art time is so visible because i used to make full colored detailed pieces and now its all doodles, everyone is on a white void forever.

doodles i really like ⚠️ oc x canon

in the end i made a silly doodle.

Today i gotta draw for me, i need to update the hellsite with something ANYTHING.

hate writing rejections. but its better than committing to something i know i will fuck up or do halfway.

letti and habit. cw // blood

eepy sleepy ⚠️oc x canon

current comm batch: 11 (september- early october) lined: 7 to color: 7 to sketch: 1 sketched: 3 new batch: 3 (mid october-november)

let's post more old doodles! teeth check! ⚠️oc x canon

from now on i refuse to work with impatient people, if u poke me weekly to see progress i will refund.

though i admit sometimes i GENUINELY forget i have some work to do. i dunno whats wrong with me.

sue me

sorry ur comm is taking so long i dont have excuses man i suffer of severe time blindness and it ruins my life in all aspects. what do u want me to do? making me feel bad wont make the art happen faster.

springtime ⚠️oc x canon

That night of sleep felt like a nap, i have no idea which day it is or where i am.

Im not gonna sit here and pretend things feel safe for nsfw artists. These have been some real shitty hopeless couple of months lately. The walls are closing in. I feel we r gonna have to end up emailing the art we make. Or quit socials and make dedicated discord servers.