今日親知らず抜いてきたんだけど、手術中の記憶ほぼぼんやりで、今あごが地獄みたいに痛い…足とか腕も痛いけど今はあごの痛みが圧倒的　痛み止めほぼ効かん…

me when I found out I used to go to the same school as tsudaken 😯😯😯

checked my vgen in a while and there are people in my waitlist 🥹 I'm sorry but life has been chaotic lately..... autoimmune diseases my beloathed........

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山の日なのに山どころじゃなくて今日も普通に病院です

got verified on #vgen recently, thank you so much for your support! there's this newly-launched discount feature there, so i'll be offering 20% off for my skeb comms until the end of this month. for now, i'm making 2 slots for normal skeb and 2 slots for creature skeb available ✨💪 vgen.co/azaracyy

しばらくぶりに絵描いたらまた絵柄変わってる　安定性とは

実家が宮城にあるから津波警報が出るだけでトラウマが刺激されてほんとしんどい

I've been taking care of hospital stuff lately and it's so tiring and when I woke up this morning there was tsunami warning............ a lot of things happened lately 🙃 take care everyone

あー、スレイの後頭部を狙う ミクリオ…ね 絵の練習してたら、そんな感じになった時がある

最近ほとんど病院にいるせいで、病院食わりとアリかもって思い始めてる

津波警報出てるって…

また家族に自己免疫系の病気出た…弟もだってさ、もうこれは遺伝確定では？

I've also been preparing my nekoweb but haugh I'm...not good with web design u_u I can code and I have a vague idea of what kind of site I want it to be but lol

been getting random bruises idek where they came from either wtf...

I have been focusing more on original/oc stuff lately (whether mine or others... I've been reading fics too) and it's surprisingly fun but I'm wondering if I should have a separate account for original stuff 🤔 people here I assume are mostly for tales anyway...

there's also "would've been Asian-American if my parents didn't decide to return" because my parents actually met in the US

(I am old but I'm actually a Heisei baby. not a Showa baby. lol. so probably not that old. to be honest even now I'm still stuck in Heisei era...)

最近ずっと気分下がってて、絡んでくれてた人たちにはちょっとしんどい空気出してたかも…ごめん🫠楽しいことしようとしてんのに結局何もなくてもまた沈むのほんと厄介🫠

I was in swimming club and also marching band club. this is apparently unexpected to some people.

grandma is missing a lot of things right now...　I am grandma

even 20 years is such a long time isn't it. it's been more than 20 years actually. I was kinda an active kid too back then. now I'm sick and I feel like dying everyday lol

I don't talk too much about it publicly but yeah...

I did the FC renewal sometime ago but it still makes me so sad now... look at it, since 2005 (I feel so old lol I was still in school)... I've liked them even longer than that actually. that 2026/05/31 is making me sad 🥲 (it still has my family's address even because I was too lazy to change it lol)

I miss going to karaoke 🥲 but my disease makes me mostly bound to bed or at least not able to go outside now

frog...............

(tbh when I say ship I don't necessarily mean it in a romantic/sexual way but more like a convenient term when I just like a certain pair... but I know not everyone thinks like that so just to be safe I'm using the word combi for this)

revisiting my old fav combi, and like when it comes to describing the bond they have to each other, one is "not family nor friends nor companions, but something else entirely that is special", and the other is "it's family and friends and companions, all in one that it becomes something special"

なんか気づいたけど、好きなコンビやCPの傾向ガチで一貫してるな……我ながらめっちゃ好みわかりやすい……

身長差ってだけでもう最高なのに、立場逆転した瞬間に心ごと持ってかれるんよ……前は年上のが背高かったのに、気づいたら年下が抜かしてて、そういうのマジで刺さる……

I wonder if it will get any better... 😓 maybe I should see a doctor again...

しかも腫れてるとこの色がめっちゃ悪くて…今までで一番ヤバいかも😓

発疹だけなら気にしないけど、腫れが何日も引かないのはさすがにヤバい気がしてきた…また診てもらうべき？

今年の七夕は、ただただみんなの健康を願ってます。

been thinking about impulse buying some stuff but I know this is my depression coping mechanism talking

七夕絵やりたかったけど右腕が逆に悪化してる感じでたぶん無理かな…

🫡 #fandom

for ajax......

I'm kinda trying to catch up on gnsn now but my right arm... 🫠

kinda gore but this is how the swelling on my right arm looks like now... 腫れはしぶといけど、昨日の夜のピークよりはマシかな…って感じ

this arrived a while ago but I could only take a quick look now. best purchase of this year so far...

literally every day is a battle with this disease and its 3527528 complications bro I'm so tired... I could barely even walk these days

I should sleep but I just spent hours asleep before and now I'm wide awake at ungodly hours 😩 also I've been taking sick leave for quite a while but it's making me anxious when I'm not productive

さっき投稿した絵もシンプルだったのに出来上がるまでに何日もかけてたの笑う

いのまた先生の画集ミア届いたんだけど体力が死んでてまだ開封できてない

最近ちょっとZ以外にも手を出してるけど、Z熱が冷めたわけじゃないよ！いろいろ再燃しててつい…