happy birthday sonic CD aka the best game in the entire fucking franchise 😔💅

you ever have a day so bad you want to fucking kill yourself yea that's me lol

becoming horny at the most inappropriate time is the actual fucking worst omg make it stopppp

wishing for a cute fat guy to talk to me 😔💔

god its like my family doesn't fucking want me to draw anymore, god damn leave me aloooone

god i feel so irritable, today sucks it feels as if everyone is trying to irritate me all day and i already just want to go to bed

slowly getting back into the swing of things, don't expect super frequent posts tho. anyways you can probably tell this game has taken over my brain like a virus lol #deltarune #krisdreemurr #kris

another day where i accomplish nothing because i feel so burntout from everything, im going to bed

welp, guess this account's gonna be dead soon since i don't plan on drawing for a bit and this site is allergic to conversations

the way i wanna scream so bad but also people are sleeping

i love having a silent mental breakdown yipeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate therapyyy!!!!! i hate how completely useless and unhelpful it is no matter who i reach out to!!!!!!!!!

i think i just don't like this place either, i feel nothing when i log in here. idk if i wanna keep using this account anymore.

some kris sketches as i gradually sort out how i want to approach their design

idk how long it'll be until i'm fully healed and i feel like me again, all i know is that this suffering both in reality and in my head won't last forever, even if i've started becoming impatient in that regard. thank you for being so patient with me in my low points, i love you..

i won't kill myself if anyone is worried, but only because im too much of a coward to pull off anything like that i just hate my existence

im sorry to everyone that has ever had to put up with me...

I feel stupid for thinking I'd have just one good day this week, I give up.

I remember drawin @marcy-bun.bsky.social sona months ago, posting this here cuz why not

(may delete later) So it happened, I finally made an NSFW alt. on here, feel free to follow or don't idc (bsky.app/profile/love...)

god today felt so lonely, i'm just gonna go sleep already

Welp i got it situated and the account has been made, i just need to have it set up and all decorated before i reveal it to those who are interested

nigga wtf do you mean pauline is a child now i just woke up

man today really broke my spirit, i'm fucking done for the night..

questioning if i have BPD...

look i get that twitter sucks but can we stop villainizing people who have tried bluesky and just end up not liking it???? like we're really leaning into toxic positivity territory we're losing the plot here. "you just miss the toxicity" have you considered that this place just simply isn't for them

2021 deltarune art that i don't remember ever making but holy shit this still slaps

"i bet sonic fans would write a BAD sonic story!!! 🤓" im this close to throwing hands if i have to keep seeing jackasses put down fanfic writers or placing them on the same pedestal as writers IN THE FUCKING INDUSTRY what tf is wrong with yall

>tries to look for an artist to study >finds out they *just* deactivated >0 alternatives to find their work >day is soured

gonna try again to see if i really was a dumb bitch not knowing what i was doing so let's see how it goes

welp today was shit, thank god its fucking over it was dreadful night

Aftermath:

"Rain In My Heart" (www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1i0...)

Sonic but as a girl

not to be a queer but i desperately want to play with a fat boy's tits right now

man tonight's a "i really want to die or at least disappear forever" kinda night

unfortunately bluesky refuses to give me access to this option but would anyone be down if i made an NSFW alt one day?

brain reminded me of the time when every sonic fan in the 2000's was humoring the idea of maria as a hedgehog and i basically went "fuck it why not"

idk how much clearer i can make it that this account is 18+ so if you're not 18 please unfollow or you will get blocked

i just wish i could be held by someone, but everyone is so far away. there's nobody in this state that i can connect with. idk how much more i can take being alone..

i don't think i'll ever get over the fact that you could be villainized over simply liking fat people or downright considering them desirable because people would rather assume you automatically have some sort of weird fetish instead of accepting that it's simply an attraction.

my ever growing homosexual desire to do this to a fat man:

sonic the hooman

wow this was uh one of the worst trips i've experienced at my mom's place mentally i do not want to be back for a while, made me realize how miserable my old home has made me