hit me with your best shot

impulse joined a rando league last week and everyone here is annoying BUT i’ve got a solid team so far. not sure who I want next. eyeing either thundurus form (I like I better but have never tried T). or sandy shocks. or uxie or azelf or something

desperately need to host a green room + red rooms double feature. I want all my friends to gather to feel upset together

feeling SO normal and also I listened to this 3x on my drive home open.spotify.com/track/19ZioJ...

I feel like talking about stuff I like is just “feeling too weird” and “feeling too basic” back and forth forever until i’m pulled apart like taffy

randomly woke up at 2:30 and never fell back asleep

just put on a fresh toothbrush head. things are going to be SO different from now on

it’s the freaking weeking baby!!

I feel like lately, i've been so bad at explaining what I mean or how I feel. just total brain lapse, talking in circles, clarifying and re-clarifying. I feel like I used to be better at saying how I feel. I think there was a point where I felt like that was my best asset? now it's slipping away...

I downloaded a duck and I think I messed up. #pokemon #textmode

do NOT let me forget to book an appointment with a neurologist and tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!

once again watching 25 filmes this month with my friends in the dmv area (and also some from far away). if you're around, pls watch movies with me thanksssssss gonna post my progress in here: letterboxd.com/penguingenga...

what the fuck

wrote and finished a (rough draft of a) poem for first time in literal years. to be cringe is to be free or whatever

I would kill to see this band live again open.spotify.com/track/1xoZih...

I can’t fucking sleep

FUCK IT. I CANT LET THIS GO ON ANY LONGER. IF THE OSCARS CAN TIE, SO CAN THE FAR MORE PRESTIGIOUS PGOT NAYSH NAME OF THE SEASON. WHEN THESE TWO WIN WE ALL WIN!!!! SEE YOU IN THE SUMMER SPACE (FIRSTNAME) COWBOYS (LASTNAME)

there is nobody i want to see return for an all stars season more than tayce, yet evil ruth paul refuses to make it happen out of fear of her power

finally watched enough movies to get zombie ass: toilet of the dead out of my most recent 4

YOU PUSHED ME AWAY YOU PUSHED ME AWAY BUT I FEEL ALRIGHT open.spotify.com/track/1O61bu...

I think having the voice of a late 2000s metalcore vocalist would be legitimately gender-affirming for me open.spotify.com/track/78v0eJ...

I NEED TO GET A NEW JOB BEFORE THIS ONE KILLS ME

feeling vaguely human-shaped lately. not quite back to where i’d like to be but slowly rematerializing

here u go michelle visage

took a nap because I was having chest pains and woke up with a different type of chest pains

I joined a draft league called IBL. their logo uses alolan exeggutor instead of an “i,” so it looks like i’m in a slightly tropical pokémon yaoi server

saw one mention of speed racer (2008) and now all I wanna do is watch speed racer (2008)

nothing ruins my mood quite like lmfao. sexy and I know it is the worst offender but really any of their songs would work

a lot of draft leagues are capping teams at 10 mons. you have to compress roles so much you don’t have room for fun picks. even more annoying that so many leagues do “8-10” mons instead of the same number across the board. in an ideal world, leagues would all have 12 mon teams with 11 mon budgets

my left eye has been hurting for like two months. it feels like it’s gonna pop out of my skull. it is constantly bloodshot. i’ve already got enough going on, health-wise. I do not need these king k. rool-ass symptoms on top of everything else.

there’s something magical about this song, to me open.spotify.com/track/264KVO...

this is the greatest movie of all time

eating costco pizza…never kill yourself

woke up and my entire body is in pain. it’s so joever for me

opening my phone to look at this image every time i start to beat myself up over my job interview (it went well imo i’m just super self-critical)

TROMBONE EMOJI REAL!!!!!!!!!!! blog.emojipedia.org/first-look-n...

finally caught up on letterboxd reviews for the first time in like...2 months

jeffrey doesn’t understand the appeal of the bindle

truly need my coworkers to stop licking chick-fil-a’s asshole for like 2 seconds. I do nottttt need to hear about how amazing it is or see you come in with a bag from there EVERY day

sorry for being emo and vague online. unfortunately it is likely to happen again. if anything it’s kind of a return to form?

I kept putting off sitting down and making a list of goals for the year and it’s suddenly march

good morning!!!!! youtu.be/6Wva3UTUYtM?...

FINALLY figured out who jane don’t looks like out of drag

very eggcited for this to arrive!!!!!

If anyone needs video editing / photo / etc done hit me up. I’m now officially looking for work again since my last job actually let me go because of my medical bs.

feeling really stupid for desperately trying to get certain friends to care about me when I already have a bunch of other friends who do care about me who i’ve been neglecting. what the hell is my problem

need 2 rewatch

Corn Lord Meets a Fan

tired of racking my brain trying to figure out if i’m allowed to be mad about stuff

it's okay. if darlene wins every single week from now on she'll get the crown that she deserves 🥹