I feel like I need help with ... Something I don't know what

It's time for the part of the day wee I become depressed and disillusioned

It's time for the part of the day wee I become depressed and disillusioned

My mom keeps telling me to do school but there's almost no reason for me to do it right now

Mom keeps asking me what writing in different scripts means (stuff I wrote) I'm going to crash out

Ту мом анд уьн ьв мя львз

I in the past have had Jewish aligned faith And now that I am who I am in the times I'm in I will empathize with them And their god and mine be damned if I need to follow their lead in silent rebellion, I sure as HELL will

I in the past have had Jewish aligned faith And now that I am who I am in the times I'm in I will empathize with them And their god and mine be damned if I need to follow their lead in silent rebellion, I sure as HELL will

Please be ok Please be safe Pleeeeease

Damnit

(found on alt and me lazy) PRETTY RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I think they might be ok I'm sure oding on melatonin will do some bad shit but I don't think it's deadly...

That's interactions w my mom when she goes to bed are so annoying Yea I know my sleep is shit Yea I know my eating is shit And then she's like "oh the things that happen at night are bad" and I'm like, wdu think I'm doing???

Why do I get like this at night There are people around and talking to me but I still feel lonely

Why am I like that

There's nothing I can do Bitesizedlexi, I hope you end up ok

Lexi...

She is like A[redacted] but better

I feel so alone

I feel like I might never have physical affection with friends or partners irl I feel, really bad

There are to sides to not seeing new posts on this acc fees 1, ok if no one is posting than ppl are ok 2, or they aren't telling people or worse can't Of course flower does a good job of keeping the whole optimistic so I'm not too concerned

You'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter Whatcha goin do when there's blood in the water The price of your greed is your son and you daughter What you goin do when there's blood in the water/lyr

our roads shouldn't be for cars

Gods damnit Sry I just I can't help rn Go try to clam down Ari please

What it looks like btw

Mom so paranoid I wrote some stuff in my language+script on a sticky note for fun and put it on a doorframe (lil sib wrote some simple German also for fun) And my mom got so defensive and stuff like "what does this mean" and "I can't just let words I don't know what they mean in my house" r sum sh

She's gone again noooooo

I'm crying thank gods

I can't handle everyone I need to tell them that it's oki just need to I need them to be clam and not worry

I wish ally was awake

WHERE DID SHE GO

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I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared I'm

Im still too scared to post on wind raaaaa

That's nice I like helping people but I haven't yet considered how nice it is to be helped Still to close to heaven I fear/if you don't get it it's fine

I feel wrong I don't know why Maybe I'm just tired Maybe it's because of all the new positive things happening Maybe it's the bad things Maybe it's the things that are good but Sara or my subconscious said isn't Maybe I'm just tired A lot happened today/pos It's 2:33 I should rest

I don't know how ally still loves me but I won't question blessings

If you want to comfort me, I'm in a good spot and I will accept non-sad affection -wind, approved by sara

And now I need to keep the door between me and my little siblings room open so now I have to deal with them I HATE EVERYTHING

After I'm done rewatching zewei 3 I'ma rewatch the latest whitepine episode

Wind is scared as shit rn and unless I want to get in trouble I can let flower so anything And being pure apathy Sara is t going to help clean up my room WHY MUST IT BE THIS WAY

Now I have to be in my room (Donno why) which has shitty wifi so everything regarding my support network is gonna be slow as hell Great :)

There are negative non apathy emotions coming up What do I do?

It's going on five Can't a Europe moor just wake up early please I'm lonely and tired

Void Vanquishes your voices

Europe moots waking up 00

4:00

It's these moments when I want to windpost but I can't 🙃

This music can and will delete my melatonin supplements but I couldn't care at this point