When Care Follows Ruin

5 min

i have been so busy lmfao. life full of dinosaur planet

bus ride☀️💕 ⋆ #art #furry #furryart #fursona

some happy servals for you on this Valentine's evening 🌞 [ #art #digitalart #serval #animalart #catart ]

wilty leafeon for @blackfootedcats.bsky.social

<3 ⋆ #art #furry #furryart #fursona ⋆

ive been toiling over the question of how other people with DID are able to exist comfortably publicly (to the degrees they choose to be at least) ive realized i'm asking questions that don't have definitive answers. but also i think it lies in just being honest so i have been trying to be lately

i need. a new name

i'm just saying , baddie = self -> data; capydata = baddie ->unk3F4;

db cooper went up

on my 15 ⋆ #art #furry #furryart #fursona ⋆

my fursuit tail..........., the wait is excruciating

Good news for fans of Rare's latest (unreleased) N64 game, Dinosaur Planet. The @dinosaurpla.net community has successfully launched its new website and project wiki. The community is happy to welcome everyone! 💚 🌱🌿🌳🦕 SIte: dinosaurpla.net Wiki: wiki.dinosaurpla.net/wiki/Dinosau...

2026 is also the year tora and i resolutioned to complete an art piece at least once a month. we'll see how that goes

bought a fursuit tail 2026 the year i wear a fursuit tail as casual attire.

ive always said. if it were legal i would have changed my name to $25.99

a recent page from my sketchbook! drawn with acrylic markers 🌿 #sketchbook #animalart #wildlifeart #serval #art #acrylicpainting

i feel a bit bad that i keep missing work bc i'm ill but. idk i cannot help that

of course i still think of her in 2025 [ #art #commsopen ]

wanted to draw my warrior cats oc from when i was younger 🐱 [ #art #commsopen ]

ive been playing roblox coz my little sister likes it and people are so rude sometimes and it's really funny because they're getting mad at this

actually on the same topic. it's extremely frustrating for getting diagnoses because my responses on questionnaires are conflicting and idk. the answer to stuff is often "yes "i" experience this. but personally i dont" but not really open about it bc it sucks. idk. it feels pretty hopeless to bother

trying to convince my sister to become a furry by giving her a fursona and inserting it into some of her fondest memories

but at the same time it's difficult to be open and honest about it bc it's extremely personal idk how people do it.

idk bruh i talked about it for a bit with my therapist about how genuine connection feels impossible if leaving out that entire part of my existence it's like masking on top of masking. and she kinda laughed as if it's a typical relatable thing it's a bit frustrating

something i never see talked about in discussion of DID/OSDD is the isolation of feeling like a liar to everyone you know. idk how to quite word it but it is exhausting to stick to the expected personality that everyone knows and loves or whatever. yet it is more of a hassle to be honest about it

i got the job 🎉

i guess i'm thinking about it since it was one of the interview questions. why did i quit what in reality is one of my favorite past jobs that was quite fulfilling and taught me so much i still use on a near-daily basis. well i couldn't tell you. but it's certainly a regretful decision

actually i think sometimes about how i could have had it all if not for being disabled. i probably would have bought a home a few years ago if i had the capacity for consistency & FT work... 👍

i had a job interview at a pretty awesome place today for a job i'm pretty sure wouldn't be miserable (neglecting disability. do not have the money to care about that) and i'm hoping it went well. i should hear back by the end of the week ......

my animal sucks & is ugly

i have a lot of thoughts on the intersection of technicality and creativity in art, it is difficult to balance both well. but i don't think it should matter all that much. i get too in my head about technicality which stunts my creativity... i think approaching art with a long list of rules sucks

maybe i'm nuts but i've always hated peoples insistence on never ever ever shading with black. and i get it! it's good to be aware of color theory and all that. but i feel like it can absolutely be a style thing as well and shifting collective perception of it as being something bad is kinda lame

it would be nice to get diagnoses so i don't feel horrible talking about anything but my doctor's kindof awful and idk. the things i'd need to talk about are things that by nature of the disorder i am barred on talking about so like. Lmfao

and a beans that tora really really liked

my sister's cat in 20-30 min on discord whiteboard [ #cat #art #commsopen ]

i unlocked baguette recipe today it was so good. Slay

“tiger queen, killer of man.” Acrylic on canvas. Spring 2025

made pizza sauce with carolina reapers today... survival is optional

yayy

& i think i singlehandedly keep pepsi in business

think this might be my fav so far

continuing w/ these

been ruminating about an odd turning point in my life when i was 19 or so, bit of a personal piece i guess

one of these days i need. to learn how to draw

oups i had 24 in my bio for a while bc idk how to change that shit.

1 day i will have the money for a fursuit

wanted to play around with making a gif icon (not animated) but i dont think i like this enough to use it but o well.

bsky is awesome. so many cool furries