nauseated thinking of how Guy I’m Obsessed With would 100% refer to sex as “lovemaking”

trying to come up with sex talk for the guy who speaks in the most blunt way he possibly can 90% of the time 🫡

okay

hk fucking me up bc U would think I would be on that shit crazy style in a weird sex way but i think just conceptually for what’s there I feel so incredibly brainsick I.cant even begin to think of it like that

I am taking a vacation in 2wks tho. which is nice. I probably need it.

started violently sobbing after realizing i lost my replacement debit card i dont feel so good mr stark

i want to talk about all the weird complex shit in their relationship on a platonic and familial level as well as romantic/sexual and how the cultural politics of the setting interact with it [raises my voice] and i want them to FUCK in the WOODS

no knightly celibacy or expectation of such in a world where the population is regularly devastated by not only the normal medieval type bullshit but also terrifying warp monsters that just occasionally attack villages and settlements. pondering

u lose track of me for several days and u find me eventually scuttling around my room and now im mentally ill about a new guy (luther warhammer)

can i say something

homestuck pilot watched. daverose real <3

writing is happening. its happening slowly but its happening so im happy :)

hammy is cool bc almost all of the evil emperors scheming concubines are guys he birthed

two guys on the bus meme “plays tabletop” vs “reads about space marines kissing”

i find it hard 2 be very open with people so if i open up to someone and their response is just disgust i don’t really give second chances. I will never feel comfortable with being that honest again.

lrp not to get hashtag personal but i lost a very good friend around that time because of that exact reason and im so sure it’s the same case with her lmfao

its interesting how everyone who harassed & denounced others for defending free expression of sexuality via fiction in 2018/19 is now like “actually freaks are good uwu” yet none seem brave/self-aware enough to say “holy shit i was promoting fascist ideology & i helped create a very serious problem”

throwing the occasional woman emoji into my posts just to confuse people a little bit

literally nothing hits like pow noncon good god

feeling more effects

potentially controversial but if someone scrapes my ao3 for llm training I can’t bring myself to care outside of the general principle of the thing existing bc it’s not going to do anything but poison the model probably

friend rolling mudae and getting a vtuber I recognize only bc the designer is a shotacon hentai artist I follow 🫡

hellaverse stuff gotta be one of the mainstream-est things I feel painfully neutral about like I neither understand what people find appealing about it nor why it drives other people into near catatonic rage

twt flagging my post not bc it’s about my oc getting noncon scissored by a girl who has a clit piercing designed to cause puncture wounds but bc i used the word “cis” like im a little peeved but also it’s the funniest thing imaginable

im not going to be able to ake this bc im having a bout of hypoglycemia again andj keep going into hysterics at my own stupid fucking joke

little drawing of elver popping up in the corner of NH ebook to establish his consent for the All Of That

lrp as The Judai Molester,

in my mindscape Abelard thinks of val as “mostly useless but genuinely trying” and is a little overprotective bc he (reasonably) thinks val is disaster-prone & im genuinely weeping imagining him trying to give the shovel talk to the chaos marine

girl val is so obliquely of the type of woman i feel the urge to bully it’s not even funny

I don’t think u need to be coping to be “allowed” to kink on noncon etc. howevr I also think that in a world where sexual violence is an ever-present threat esp. if u r a woman and/or afab that we are all coping just a little bit

submitting feedback to this website and then realizing im doing it through this account so whoever reads my long ass ticket complaining about new policy is goig to see it as coming from a guy named primarchscissoring

yuri version of my m/m oc/npc ship save me

struggling to write dialogue earlier this morning so i put in a placeholder and then forgot about it until i opened my laptop again just now

spitballing abt talos/septimus bc i really am kind of in love with a dynamic of “I will do everything in my power to make you more comfortable, except stop”

writing kris p much exclusively as afab this is pure projection on my part but I’m not afraid to admit it

I’m mad. I don’t want to feel the need to yell about this I just want to post abt hole

anyone who came on my page could make the argument that there are consent issues inherent to fucking someone of a different rank than you within a military hierarchy even if both parties actively do want it and enthusiastic unforced verbal consent is given before during and after the act

whatevr like. i dont get the shit end of it as much bc 95% of my work is the written word and also hosted by people who at least on this specific thing do not have their heads firmly nested inside of their own rear ends but you have to see how this is like, unenforceable. right.

i think you should just be able to draw noncon porn without getting shit about it but also im a chronic cynic in this regard and i think people false positive this shit all the time because they see something that makes them mildly uncomfortable and automatically assume it means rape

"all depictions of sex must be consensual" is a stupid enough rule when the consent of a drawing is fundamentally meaningless but even stupider in an era where ppl believe fucking someone 5yrs younger than you as like a 30yo is rape and grooming and pedophilia

[knows gaol/gaoler is pronounced like that] Gowler

taps the sign

sexualizing space marines is good and healthy. Gaze upon their asscheeks more

so many things to write inshallah I feel normal this wknd

manager left on vacation and accidentally fucked the delivery on a job so now im sitting around hoping this shit renders before i have to leave for the day lol

i can’t imagine a world where he’s normal about sex but he definitely THINKS he is bc his basis for comparison is all the EC/former EC guys he knows who are, you know,

when i write fanfiction or draw fanart it’s really more like a compulsion than anything: i do it because i can’t not. so i don’t worry about numbers or popularity. if a few fellow freaks say THIS MADE ME HARD then i feel like i have achieved the greatest creative satisfaction possible

in my head (delusional) khayon asks nefertari if she wants to hold his kid and shes like eww i dont know how you monkeigh have managed to survive this long making such disgusting helpless offspring. and he's like so is that a no, then. "no i'll hold your stupid gross baby it's fine whatever"

keep going to make a post and getting embarrassed not by the fact that its going to be about lactation fetish but by the fact that i have a ship fankid .