feeling kinda really shitty rn,, i feel so useless and broken, i have so many hangups about things related to my trauma and i just feel so worthless because of it. How can i be worth anything as a partner when im so fucked up and broken to even know what im comfortable with or what i want.. mmh :(

pls help i am DYiNG AGGH (flu)

bleegh.. feeling kinda lame today :( really wishing i had someone to offer comfort, but wagh...

I feel kind of shitty that i just really dont like being around one of my partners friends, egh... Like idk i just find them and their energy incredibly stressful and draining and overwhelming but like its not like they suck or something i just cant at all handle being around them.. idk. Bleh :(

having a very sucks awful day,,, I've been sick in bed unable to get up and do anything, im only up now because i really had to pee an i wanted a cup of tea for my throat and to take my meds, my mom is annoyed at me because i was too sick to get out of bed and it inconvenienced her

Commission for @shadari.otte.red!! This was so wonderful to work on, challenging myself to do a more complicated scene with a simple background! Proud of how it turned out and glad I got to make something special for you :3c #mugletArt #furryart

🌟HELLO I'm Tarte!!🌟 I'm a non-binary trans man who makes 2D and 3D art and sometimes photography! Check replies to find my; ⭐Commission info and prices! ⭐Discord server for disabled, ND, and queer furries! 🚀Wanna see my art? Check out the #hashtags in my bio or my custom art feed!!🚀

Just a couple of bugs 🐛 🐞🐜🦟🪲🕷️ — #hollowknight #hollowknightsilksong #fanart #art

Characters will change a lot over the course of my comic, but unfortunately I can't show you all of them yet. Here's a few of Isaac's designs in sequence!

Skye is so right..

"Happy Spooky Season, friends! Can I interest you in a TRICK or a TREAT?~" ✨🎃 Wanted to try a more spooky / magical vibe for this year's main witch Arial drawing. Hopefully I can do some more before the month is up. #art #taterart #furry

one of my favorite videos OAT

im really sad im not gonna make it to my partners vr meetup today bc of mental health :( I look forward to it so much and its one of my favorite little things i can do to be social but i just cant do it feeling like this :<

I feel so fucking exhausted knowing that peiple i care for and love are struggling and stressing about it and if im doing enough and i feel like nobody ever talks to me i feel so fucking out of the loop and disregarded and like i never kbow what anyone is going through

feel like an alien in my own relationship. blegh :(

Winter is coming! #Glaceon / #pokemonart

She's very talented! #vaporeon / #pokemonart

Wergh,, worrying a little that im not doing enough as a partner :< Eugh,, bad vibes for trying to sleep :(

I haven’t seen a lot of cis people I usually see pushing for calls, etc. doing so about these rules provisions, which would devastate trans people nationally. Calls need to be made to all electeds and a firm stance taken ASAP, with ten times the fervor of the Kimmel/D+ event

Beach Day!

Me when uhhhh, I forgor #art #taterart #furry #sketch

🌟COMMISSION INFO!!🌟 ⭐2D comms are almost always open! DM if interested!! ⭐3D comms only open briefly but you can DM to get on a waitlist! ⭐Prices are in USD Paypal invoice only! 🚀Queue and more info here! trello.com/b/zPJQDveu 🚀

If anyone wants to help out a trans disabled artist and his trans disabled spouse in these trying times we could really use some help.. I am really struggling to get stuff done this month, haven't been able to get any comms let alone have the energy to advertise about them :((

Pretty pls support my cuties they struggle so much more than they should have to :<

Leaves are falling, the nights are getting longer and my fondness for wearing hoodies doesn't overheat me... My favourite time of the year ❤️

Commssion for my good friend @axistheprotogen.bsky.social 💖 💖 💖 It has been so awesome seeing you be the true you! Always love drawing your wicker she is SO pretty :3 #mugletArt #furryart

your tummy hurts but you have to be brave about it

Chat is it gay to love your partners so much that they occupy your thoughts even when youre asleep? Like is it gay to want to be with them more every day and to spend longer and longer hugging a pillow every time you wake up just to imagine being close to the people you love?

Hm, i feel like im starting to discover things about myself since trying to squash some if my self denialism, but i dont exactly know what to do with them so.. i mean they just kinda live in my head and make me feel strange new things. Its weird.

...Ting Tang Walla Walla Bing Bang...

AY-LEE-EN!

feeling incredibly emotionally burnt out rn and im not entirely certain what exactly it is, its just so many potential contributing factors it could be and i feel super miserable and tired and like if i talk to someone other than like my best friends i've known for like 10 years i will implode :(

Got kinda hit with a wave of bleh, feeling kind of down now :( Think its bc i started thinking about how little ive talked to most of my partners lately and it bummed me out

Cat food

Mmmm hungry... very hungry catgirl.

im not doing super well emotionally today, i feel really lonely and i miss spending time with the people i love,, I might have to go hang out with friends because i might just make myself upset if i stay alone like this :(

I feel really selfish every time i think about my own needs and i feel like a lot of the time it just makes me unhealthily pretend that im not upset over something because ive been devalued and dehumanized so much in the past that now i struggle to feel like i deserve to want or need anything :(

My fruity ass is too full of gay lovey little thoughts about the people i love to sleep It would be fine if i wasnt sick and exhausted, im very sleepy

So im still recoverimg but this is yhe worst and longest panic attack ive ever hsd and i feel incredibly physically sick and exhausted now so i looked up and as it turns oit most doctors consider it pretty medicallt bad to be paralyzed by stress and fear hormones for 3 plus hours. So thats cool..

Panic attack,, mmmmm,

The little bastard voice in my head is maki g me feel bad again..

Mm, feeling lonely.. I spend so much of every day alone and ive really been feeling it today. I feel really debilitatingly sick and it just sucks to be alone on top of it..

gosh i feel really useless.. I just.. keep seeing people i really care bout suffering and it feels like i cant do anything to help them, it makes me feel so powerless and idle and well, useless. I just want to be able to take all their pain away.. they deserve to be happy and carefree and safe..

Feeling a bit down and mopey tonight bc i got in my own head and am feeling insecure and sucks a bit,, Pensive fish, it is what it is. Had a really nice day at least.

If in doubt go AAAAA! #foxpopvli #art

Summer is pretty much over, but that wont stop me to do one more swimsuit drawing

Crawlma gay ass into bed all alone bc i dont live with any of my partners :( Pensive fish

ruined it..

i could be bleeding out on the floor and nobody would even bother checking on me i feel so fucking unimportant to anyone