freaks

sighs

IRON LUNG IN MY LOCAL THEATRE LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I don't really know why I thought streaming would always go great for me. I'm so insanely socially awkward that I flounder basic small talk and I'm trying to do a very socially intense thing? idk. I can only hope my insane autism is endearing and not. boring.

the late night horrors are starting to get to me again.

grelliot

m gonna start posting more art n stupid doodles n shit here i think. reminder that my main is @alien-shmalien.bsky.social. i also have a strawpage alienshmalien.straw.page and a tumblr alienshmalien.straw.page

a time long passed

loveshot and artful wip. idk how to explain this au in an understandable way lol

whats with roblox devs and seeming to fucking hate players/fans and working on their game

h

i need to take an edible

AO3 author curse but it's commissioned artist curse. shit keeps happening the second I take a commission so it takes far longer to do my work than it should

IM GOING TO FFFFUCKING MAUL SOMEONE <- understimulated

? why did i look that up?

one of my favorite stupid doodles ever I love it so much however I have to live with the fact that if you scroll like 10 pixels to the left of it you get what is undeniably gay porn. the duende of homosexual activity

rock yo body (tenna dance animation)

oh my god why am i like that. this shit is so cringe. put me down

had a dream that I was in contact with my dad and stepmom again and good lord was that stressful to wake up from

MY BRAIN NEEDS TO STOP SWINGING BETWEEN FIXATIONS JESUS CHRIST

uhoh

doodles i did in dnd while waiting my turn for things. believe it or not this character is human

why you so god damn tall dude

sometimes i think back to this one time i was made a mod in a friend's discord and i like. took it seriously, and brought up some shady shit in the audit log, and then proceeded to check the audit log a few hours later and saw them trying to remove my access to the audit log.

boomba

got told Ive been upsetting people lately cuz of the fact that I keep feeling so bad and stepping out of stuff and now I'm just kinda. sitting here like. damn. damn. lays on the ground face down

SCREAMS. SCREAMS AND WRITHES ON THE GROUND. SCREAMS AND STARTS THROWING SHIT AROUND.

something magical about watching a friend suck ass at a game you're good at. especially if its like. an children's game. like why are you so bad at this. i beat this when i was 9 with less trouble. (AFFECTIONATE)

chat 1 or 2. which one do i finish first. secret 3rd answer: neither, finish the funny lineless thing i was gonna do

sorry about that. banhammer flashbang

i think my worst fumble was when i forgot a line in one of my final theatre performances. i think about it constantly. literally no one else from that class remembers it but i do. i certainly do.

"I really like this character and that other character is kinda boring" smash cut a week later that boring character lives rent god damn free in my head

I need to eat insulation

MY CAR'S LIGHTS HAVE BEEN ON ALL DAY ????????

i love reading fanfiction <- sitting thru the horrors of no one understanding the blorbo

hello my bingles. i m going to commit some sort of crime (animation wip)

"is raw pork bad 4 u" he googles, taking a second bite

blinsk slowly. how logn have i had this song on repeat. looks at time. af cuking hour ?

whagthe fukc

posts something checks a million times that i didnt accidentally post it to the wrong account

"why is it so difficult to motivate myself to do anything right now" the nefarious depression:

who gives a shit as long as you're a good person

can he be a little less accurate with that volleyball

deleted like a 10 post long rant before I posted it where's my "thought about it before posting" award/j

idk whats going on the last 3 streams I've gained a follower and lost a follower. whats happening

hm. alot of self realization stuff lately. I don't like my perception of myself changing so rapidly. very weird

the brain sure has its ways of making you terrified of being annoying