ciri has developed a new nighttime habit and it is genuinely ruining my life

I should never contemplate my life from the hours of 3am - 6am, my mental clarity is too sharp and I conjure far too many Plans™️

I don’t think I would’ve been able to handle this “medical journey” without the specific configuration my life has right now, in this very instance. saying I feel grateful doesn’t feel like enough but I really am 😭

getting screened for some kinda scary medical things rn but I have a trip soon, so I made the choice to hold all my tests until I got back in case it was bad news but uhhh thinking that was the wrong move for the mental cuz now I do so much as sneeze weird and I’m like “omg I gotta tell my doctor”

Sometimes I shutter to think about what future me is gonna think about the woman I am right now

mood

trying to live a neurodivergent life when everyone you know irl is neurotypical

I’m so skilled at upsetting myself for no reason it’s a really cool feature of being Me

been so busy being social I keep forgetting to post on social media which is probably a good thing 🤔 here’s my bbq day fit ✨

I don’t know what I’m doing but I’m trusting it will work out. this is the theme of my 30’s so far lol

Friday night baby time to eat 2 pieces of pizza and ruminate about circumstances

I am so profoundly exhausted in every way possible and I’m so tired of hearing about how bad I am at advocating for myself from every angle (they’re not wrong I guess) but it doesss feel like I’m getting eaten alive out here sometimes

No thrones, no crowns, no kings

cool haha yeah this is cool and normal for a “free” country to do

our country is literally falling apart but at least my braider sends me screenshots to gas me up all the time 😭✨

are you fing kidding me www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSel...

Nothin but the facts

When the bail funds drop for the ICE protesters here in LA, please donate if you can. Even a few bucks make a difference.

At the ICE raid and subsequent community resistance in Paramount, California this morning, this skater kid ate dozens of munitions from Border Patrol agents, walked away slowly and flipped them off.

he knows how integral splatoon is to my general well-being 🥹

life hack: spend several years assuming you can’t do something so that when you actually do it’s super easy because you built it up to be impossible maybe only relevant to me but

thrifted this album over the weekend and it’s feeling fundamental

mood

gonna bake a cake in a cast iron, wish me luck babes

crashing out but like in a good way

blessings from my brother 😍💜😍💜

I’m so tempted to use Twitter to promote my substack but I refuse to let the devil get me

we are all sinners

computer, tell me the probability of my recently-achieved peace being shattered by another catastrophic political event ?

DS guitar hero is such an absurd pull

okay, reuploaded with fixes after a billion years in production, i present to you all the nonstandard mcdonald's documentary. www.youtube.com/watch?v=vudD...

still riding the high of this reply from when I made memes for The Sims socials

if I don’t drop pounds after four straight days of rearranging my loft I am Gonna Go Bonkers™️

my life is kinda like the plot of Nosferatu rn

nothing more meaningful to me than friends that help you turn pain into progress

you’re at Coachella, I’m at the 11th Annual Bob Baker puppet festival. we are not the same

ruined my makeup from crying through my friend’s recital in the mountains 😭🪈🎶 and threw together a mini dried bouquet as an offering to her greatness ~

big thank you (and even bigger sorry) to anyone who came by last night’s stream, I literally dreamt about a certain phrase and HASAN (??) so I guess you could say I’ve been successfully psyop’d 😭🙏🏽

if you see me delete posts no you didn’t :) I be forgetting people can see these 😭

gm capitalist America, remember to avoid the news until you’re calmly seated in a safe environment

I just gotta get the John Pork glow up, I stg I’ll be a bad bitch again

just taking it day by day

was the fall of rome this fucking stupid as fuck

i gotta learn how to take a hint lol

film still #72 When Britt came to visit the set where Dichen was washing dishes. #severance

spring got me feeling normal tbh

seasonal haul #1 + outfit details, my era is here 🌸🌷💐

you know what would be really hot 🔥 if we encouraged one another to achieve our goals and aspirations 🔥🔥🔥 like what if we accepted each other’s flaws and grew as people hand in hand, doesn’t that sound sexy babe

just taking it day by day

On that note, what’s a writer do these days? Web blogs are out, I just can’t go back to Tumblr — where does daily, long-form go? not to pop off 🙃 but my soul is *tethered* rn and it can’t be addressed, I’m too anxious to talk it out, all I have left to do is write and my iCloud is crying for help