fan with envy
@hildapedia.bsky.social
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9 months ago
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how do i scream from the rooftops that im doing bad without being an attention seeker. like as a psa. fyi. caution sign. slippery floor
1 day ago
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i think im this artists nightmare client lmao
1 day ago
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depression stunlocking me from doing anything that i want to do but on the bright side my therapist said i could get disability points
1 day ago
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the people you guys make famous on the internet is concerning
3 days ago
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they hate meeeeeee
7 days ago
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whats it called when you dissociate on purpose and not like spacing out but like "i know im going to go through something horrifically uncomfortable soon but its ok bc i can just dissociate my way through it" like that
8 days ago
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i like to be alone because i literally dont know how to act normal around people 90% of the time i get super anxious and feel left out quickly and become increasingly desperate and the only cure i found so far is to just keep to myself
13 days ago
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this closecto developing an ed its crowning. sigh
15 days ago
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no nuance november in october lest i get publicly stoned but seeing some streamers makes me realize it rlly is 99% luck
17 days ago
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permamuting oomf lmk when they break up with their bf so i can unmute
18 days ago
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crying over feeling lonely and left out again yep its time for my period i think
18 days ago
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dont listen to me lm hokng insane from my perios but i miss being skinny..
22 days ago
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i burnt my arm
25 days ago
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i think... im doing well with this whole streaming thing
28 days ago
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when u post ur writing and literally nobody gaf wow life is beautiful
about 2 months ago
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i dont think i have bpd but i slso dont think im completely right in the head
about 2 months ago
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ACK. PLEASEEEEEEE LIKE ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LIKE ME PLEASE LIKE MEEEE
about 2 months ago
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turns out i was pmsing
add a skeleton here at some point
about 2 months ago
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its been a whole since i cried. i guess the stress of everything is getting to me now
about 2 months ago
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bruh i feel so out of place in this server it makes me sad because i want to befriend these people so hard but it feels like theyre all just . idk. as if i fucked up some metric and now they hate me
about 2 months ago
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ive had a rlly bad nightmare abt her. thumbs up
2 months ago
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scratches ass i think i only recently talked abt streaming. my bad yall. the tism took over i wont mention it as often anymore
2 months ago
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blegh
2 months ago
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i refuse to let numbers get to me nut im just a bit confused what i need to do to at least get to 3 viewers
2 months ago
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i got my pto approved i do NOT need to take a lethal overdose
#joyful
3 months ago
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need night shift wave cos i just had a collab and i feel so obnoxious now. but never with u guy
3 months ago
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i think my mom thinks i was sexually assaulted and thats why ive been in a bad mood and i dont know how to convince her that i wasnt . she means well but how do i even begin
3 months ago
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i had one of tve worst nightmares about her death to date 👍👍
3 months ago
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im used to having insane unscalable walls up in fact i dont know how to even be myself at this point so it always surprises me when people notice when im withdrawing even further
3 months ago
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how does one deal with impulsive decisions while actively suicidal
3 months ago
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i think i have burnout. sry if im more lackluster
4 months ago
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i dont wanna talk to anyone lmao i need to be alone
4 months ago
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v/tu/ber: would the general public be interest in an xyz server? me: omg yea v/t/b: ok im making it!!! but only small circle/mutuals allowed
4 months ago
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IM IN SUCH A RANCOD MOOD
4 months ago
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kind of sixk of marketing myself it sucks the joy out of that account ill just stream and if ppl fw it then they fw it
4 months ago
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i forgot to censor my words and now i have ppl interacting that arent following me. bsky i need privs RNNNNNNN
4 months ago
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i hate that being a successful indie vtuber means selling out your morals but ok. never quitting my damn day job
4 months ago
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first time ever a yaoi ship that i used to love got sullied by all the fans like wow
4 months ago
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post flopped i kns
4 months ago
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i know my obsession with smelling good and everything i own smelling even better is borderline compulsive but i cannot fathom how some people live like this. which is why i dont like to stay over at certain friends houses
4 months ago
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almost shit myself on the boat ok
4 months ago
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i wish my gym had a pool
4 months ago
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im not doing so ok
4 months ago
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i cannt kill myself bc of the maggots
4 months ago
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i might be going clinically crazy
4 months ago
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i think im losing it
4 months ago
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i think im starting to hallucinate bugs
4 months ago
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i think ill be logging off
4 months ago
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thought maybe i could just power thru and go to the gym anyways but i read up a bit on it and i definitely have gotten heat exhaustion last time i was there in this weather so i have to stay realistic
4 months ago
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when im trying to be anonymous but my typing quirks exist
4 months ago
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