i dont like people seeing me. cry i hate it

i need to stop crying over literally nothing what is actually wrong with me

it is genuinely impossible for me to eat normally what the fuck

it makes me so upset whenever things dont go as i planned/i cant do something i was excited for

if i dont sleep the dreams will go away

i know im a horroble person to be around so why do they act like im not

everything i do i eventually regret

i worry so much about how others view me i get embarrassed when i smile/make a noise that sounds weird when im happy

treat me like your pet !! //lyr

i whine for attention then bite when i get it

" im sorry it seems i didnt care ,, i cared more than i knew how to express "

" id rather choke on my own words in silence than allow you to see me in any state of vulnerability "

" my tears mean nothing and they wont change anything "

my dad needs to stop acting like a child

i worry so much about literally everything i dont wanna think anymore

im expecting too much maybe if i get bad enough ill deserve the attention im given

what the fuck

i need to get worse so people actually worry about me

i feel like everything thats wrong with me is fake

i feel like im not fucked up enough to be counted as fucked up. yes im sick but look at these other people who are much worse than you ,, obviously youre just claiming youre ill because you see other people who are

I HATE MY DAD SO FUCKING MUCH OU MY GOD SHUT UPP

i hate my scars i hate everything about my body let me cut myself until im unrecognizable as a " woman " and let me bleed out as i drown in self pity

Keith/Telamon/Hellspawn/Spot He/It Vent account [ expect topics of sh, eds, etc ] MINOR!! 18+ can int just dont be weird

got mad at myself for being a freak then drew porn for 2 hours and now im mad at myself again💔

was gonna post something and typed wawee on accident nvm

im just gonna go to bed

all of my blades are dull ts pmo

i care so much about people that couldnt care less if i end up dead

maybe if he talked to me for once he'd realize that he's not always right and that im not just being a bitch for the sake of being a bitch

whatever im gonna cut myself then go to sleep i dont feel like typing anymore

maybe theres a reason people dont like me

never let me near anyone but them ever again

my body disgusts me

i cant wven stand it when im actually happy because i always care so much about how other perceive me.

i shouldnt be allowed near people anymore . im only ever going to start shit or get upset in some way its not worth it. it doesnt matter if i want to argue or not it always ends up happening. it never matters if i have a good reason to be upset im always going to be annoyed at some point

ulrelated but it is so hard to think about someone when you have no face to think of ,, it makes me kinda sad but atleast the voice is nice

if people would just fucking talk to me whenever they think im doing something wrong i doubt ANY of this would be happening

it uhrtts fuckk

keith try not to cut himself over a minor inconvenience challenge [impossible]

it genuinely makes me so uncomfortable when that one fella starts posting about kinks/things i DO NOT need or want to know ,, it makes me feel so icky to have that information please keep it to yourself

im so tired actually i want to fo to sleep

fuck

why am i so upset what

your problems are less severe than mine therefore im gonna get mad at you for posting about your problems this sounds so fucking stupid actuallt putting it into words genuinely what is wrong with me

my friends are cool atleast

pretty much the only direct family i have anymore hates me isnt that lovely

i will genuinely be sitting on the floor sobbing and apologizing for crying and my dad will still be yelling at me because he doesnt believe that im actually sorry

one of my dogs has been limping for like a month now and my dad just hasnt taken him to the vet and gets mad whenever i mention it ,, its so obvious that he doesn't like the dogs it pisses me off bro