Blog: BiPoLaR #blog

Not sure why but I feel like I’ve been emotionally numb and kinda just functioning enough to get through the days recently but today I’ve been hit with a wave of raw emotion and it’s a odd feeling after being disconnected for longer than I thought, not sure why or how but it’s a lot

Sharing from my other profile because this gorgeous human could really benefit from your votes, I’ve known them for years and they’ve done such great things for sex work, the art of sex work and they also really care about and understand the industry too - if you can help them you’re amazing 🩷

A compilation of remixes and mashups that I've created over the years (free to download until the end of February) tobyhuxley.substack.com/p/mixed-x-ma...

Fuck ICE, fuck them - bit.ly/3NFKAma #fuckICE #getthefuckout

If you see this, share your Smash Bros mains

So glad it’s finally the weekend, this week has dragged! #fridayfeeling #weekend [IG: https://instagr.am/p/DT3EnUljGBJ/#fridayfeeling

adding music to streaming platforms regularly at the moment - latest track is Obsidian Heart - https://bit.ly/49xoZVt 🖤

Any music artists interested in doing a remix swap kinda thing? #remixswap

She’s now just said you can have 8 inches of carbs for dinner…and all my brain does is go “is dick a carb?”

Sat in a virtual medical zoom call for pre-diabetes and they’re talking about carbs and then someone asks if cocaine is ok…the person running the call didn’t know what to say! 😂

I want to discover lots of queer creatives - music makers, artists, producers, poets, lyricists, graphic designers, colloborators 🩵

New music: déjà vu • share.amuse.io/track/toby-h... #music #newmusic

Barber fresh, now I feel less like a Sasquatch #barberfresh #beardtrim #haircut

Early Twitter was a really lovely place, supportive, connective and real - it really became a hellscape full of so much negativity, grifters and violence. No thanks!

I was one of the first people to use Twitter when it started, thought I would miss it when I stopped using it but I really haven’t at all. Social media used to bring us all together but nowadays it seems that it’s now quite the opposite.

So sleepy this morning!

This year I want to collaborate with more indie musicians/producers, writing songs, remixes, vocals, tracks, whole projects. If you make music (or visual art for covers/videos), let’s chat and see what we can build. Email: [email protected] #creative #music #remixers #producers #collaboration

New blog: What I Was Really Hungry For

Good morning everyone - it’s my first day back to work after a lovely festive break, it’s freezing cold outside (-7C). I hope if you’re working too that it’s not a struggle *hugs* 🩵 #backtowork #2026 #mondaymorning

Not my “sneaky” AuDHDump truck 🍑😂

Thought I’d start sharing some of the demos I’ve made, this is the first one and I’m definitely going to keep working on this one until I’ve got a non-demo version - song.link/lijtedemo

Nicki Minaj really is a bellend!

New Video: Henlo

Soft relaunch and daily videos in November 🩵 youtu.be/EGO8f6dtwaM?...

Craig is meant to be John Lennon on #strictly, but all I see when I look at his jacket are the #burgerking colours 😂

I started writing the first chapter or what I hope will turn into a book at some point, early days but it’s something I’ve wanted to do for a while now.

2025 has been WILD and SHIT in equal parts. Some things are ending, others may open new doors. Cryptic for now, but I’ll share soon. I even touched on one in my podcast (Toby Honest). This has nothing to do with the pre-shower pit/himbo pic, just me trying to post more. ❤️ #lifeupdate #armpit #himbo

Listening and revisiting #björk’s entire discography, currently listening to the #Post album, so good!

I’m in an interesting process of streamlining all of the online alter-egos I’ve had for years for different creative outputs into one, Toby Huxley - I think I spread myself out so thinly and want to bring everything back under my name properly

I am more than ready for the summer and it’s hot weather to do one, give me cold crisp and cosy weather please!

I’ve been quieter than usual, both socially & in-person. I want to share why & also apologise if I’ve seemed unresponsive. It hasn’t been intentional, just a lot to deal with. (Thread 🧵)

Tired af 😴

“Hi, thanks for your call, please hold, I just wanted to let you know that we’re on the line - forever, forever, forever” song.link/onholdforever

Who’s that in the artwork? 👀😅😂

#happyfathersday #paternalghost ffm.to/happyfathers...

Anyone on Pokémon Go #pokemongo - my trainer code is 669927748748 - if you’re not on Pokémon Go and want to sign up, if you use my referral code - 7TMV943DQ you can get 100 poke balls to get you started!

can’t lie, the sheer amount of stress i’m under right now is unreal. between work, health, and just trying to function… it’s a miracle i haven’t completely broken down. hanging on by vibes and willpower at this point.

I did a poem under my pen name.

In a strangely coincidental moment of synchronicity, I began my therapy journey yesterday and was reminded of this photo and this significant day in my life. For context, I share this photo of me from 19 years ago (to the day) for a reason and as a reminder.

40 days until Season 2 of #DoctorWho and I’m already so bloody excited!

Another Monday is on the horizon 🥲

Pokémon Go Friend Code: 669927748748 #pokemonGO

Jujubee eating snacks on Dungeons & Drag Queen is very me coded 😂

Watched a vlog about Camden Market and now I wanna go visit, haven’t been there since 2018 I think! But it’s now so far away, when I lived in Cambridge it was a bit easier haha

Without downloading any new pics, where are you at mentally?

"No Star Wars. No Star Trek. Name a favorite sci-fi franchise."

In our continued effort to get to know the members of our Bluesky community better, we're curious...who are YOUR five favorite FEMALE SINGERS/VOCALISTS of all time? ionnalee Robyn Björk Mathilda Lindgren Tove Lo

For the first time in about 5 years, I'm back to blogging - here's my first post where I'm sharing some of the things that are troubling me - blog.tobyhonest.com/what-a-week/ #blog

There are some days when I really feel like I'm constantly fighting against constant life issues - exhausting