Lemur is looking very dapper these days. I made him a lil hat @wombat37.bsky.social

Lil migraine update: Finally went to a neurologist at the beginning of August, got a list of possible meds to try. Started with vitamin B2, because "it doesn't have any side effects" After a week the side effects were bad enough I had to lower the dose. A week later I had to stop them completely

@yvjes.bsky.social You're heeeeere!! I've been thinking about you! How've you been? Ik ben zo gewoon van Engels te praten, vergeet ik dat NL ook kan 😂

*shy wave* I know I've been quiet here, friends. I'm finding social media to be a bad place for my mental health right now. But I'm not dead, and I've got ice cream. Enjoy this lil birb I made, he has a removable head and his name is Coo

It's such a perfect day to be washed away I went and sat by the shore and I counted the waves I counted a hundred and eight reasons I want to escape But then the reasons, they'd crash upon the shore and they'd break #LemurJukebox

Drown sucker, drown sucker, drown sucker, drown I've been feeling like I'm drowning with my feet upon the ground I've been screaming, I've been shouting, but I never make a sound I've been looking for a way out, but I always seem to drown #LemurJukebox

Made this at the encouragement of my therapist and some friends. Trying not to give up just yet. It's hard. www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding...

Still the best thing on the internet

(also non amazon option!)

Go on, you know you want to...

THIS

Gotta let me in, hey, hey, hey Let the fun begin, hey I'm the wolf today, hey, hey, hey I'll huff, I'll puff I'll huff, I'll puff, I'll blow you away

Three lil guys hanging out in the pond 👀 Frogs? Toads? I don’t know the difference

Hi Ren, I’ve been taking some time to be distant, I’ve been taking some time to be still I'vе been taking some time to be by mysеlf since my therapist told me I'm ill #LemurJukebox

Your last saved celeb pic is your therapist. Here is mine. Well.

And I can't keep up the pace When I run the human race When I open up my mind I can't but help to close my eyes I found some breathing space Inside the corners of my face When life is rubbish, there's time to waste #LemurJukebox

Last night's soundtrack to my dreams: I am not a person, I'm three possums in a coat and we like to say it's Gucci, but we got it from a goat say it's vintage or it's avant-garde, whatever boats your float I don't care, I'm not a person, I'm three possums in a coat

There's a sweet little lady at the door Shame I gotta lеt her in Shame I'm nevеr sure Shame that she's my medicine, the one that I adore Shame, it's such a shame that I don't want her anymore

I′m a magnet, I attract it Feel the love coming to me, I have it I'm a magnet, no attachments I receive and deserve life′s magic I'm a magnet, it's automatic Gotta whole lotta love, you can have it I′m a magnet, I attract it Feel the love coming to me, I have it #LemurJukebox

It's alright

Yesterday was a crazy day with some twists, but the end result was bloody worth it

@wombat37.bsky.social @purplequeenpub.bsky.social My friend @tefkas.bsky.social is looking for writing community here on Bluesky. Is that something you could help with? Is there a door to knock on? Number to call? Pigeon to send? Fire to light? Hashtag to follow? I don't know how these things work

I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in I hope that I'm someone else in the morning So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine Then walk around in a floating chalk outline #LemurJukebox

I need three people to go subscribe to my YouTube channel so I can do one of the funny screenshots.

I remember when I remember, I remember when I lost my mind There was something so pleasant about that place Even your emotions have an echo in so much space And when you're out there without care Yeah, I was out of touch But it wasn't because I didn't know enough I just knew too much #LemurJukebox

Say you will, say you won't Say you'll do what I don't Say you're true, say to me C'est la vie #LemurJukebox

Thank you, God, for fixing the cataracts of Sam's mum #LemurJukebox

Sticking to the classics

In last night's meds-induced dreams, @purplequeenpub.bsky.social could post on bsky in embroidery, and my brain is still trying to work that one out. There were sparkly beads and everything

I vaguely remember people here talking about side effects from statins. Do they get better with time? Because the nightmares are brutal

Is it bedtime yet?

Today, when we were talking about being stuck in waiting mode, my therapist asked me: but are there things you're waiting for that you're *looking forward* to? ... *silence* Nope. I'm waiting for things I'm dreading and trying to recover/survive in between

Today's #3GoodThing 1. my parents 2. my therapist 3. my bed *falls over*

Over and over we go Over the hills and the valleys below Oh, and it follows me, follows me home And it suffocates me, hmmm Oh, I can't breathe I said, "Oh, I can't breathe" All I know Is I forgot how to be me #LemurJukebox

My energy levels have reached a new low. Actually struggling to keep my eyes open *me all day #GrumpyLemur

#3GoodThings 1. Schitt's Creek 2. Dissociating 3. Cheese Some days this is harder than others

Who stole my spoons?

'Cause I've been so broken I'm picking up fragments of myself I'll glue them back together So I can stand at the edge of this world and yell My heart breaks one thousand times a day For every hope that dies, another one takes its place #LemurJukebox

#3GoodThings 1. Went to a concert of music from Lord of the Rings, it was beautiful 2. Dad also enjoyed it, without having seen the movies/knowing the music 3. Some gorgeous books arrived

Me, every night

I am *home* You'll be glad to know it didn't burn down/blow up

I’m outside 🙌🏻 Got very close to getting stuck in an OCD loop and not making it. I’m still having a panic attack and somehow convinced that my flat will burn down/blow up for god knows what reason, but I am outside. Brains are *stupid*

David and Patrick are *very* cute

I must not argue with idiots on the internet I must not argue with idiots on the internet I must not argue with idiots on the internet I must not argue with idiots on the internet I must not argue with idiots on the internet

For my Pratchett fan followers… Really need to find someone to install this for me 😂

I rearranged the apps on my phone and now I can't find anything

Happy birthday to the wonderful @vspearson85.bsky.social 🩵

#3GoodThings 1. my favourite Pratchett book 2. all the snacks 3. you lovely, lovely people making me feel less alone while I'm spending my birthday on my own