What a night...

Beneath skies ashine with blinding light a field of flowers growing still, with the absence of night. As I sit, us two, I wonder: Do they miss the shining moon the way I miss the brightness that burns in my breast when you smile? Do the flowers miss the stars glinting the way your eyes do+

@wanderingwyrmblood.bsky.social Might I borrow you for a moment? In person, if possible?

I have traveled around put star. Another star. To the very ends of the universe. In all those places, I have met many a lovely girl. None so lovely, however, as someone who has been on my mind as of late. She keeps me up at night, wandering the halls of my psyche, drifting through the shelves of+

@fourchenault.etheirys.social Father! Might I... Borrow you for a moment? Somewhere private, your study, perhaps?

Oogh. Last night was *incredibly* rough. This morning was quite a time, as well. At least brunch was quite good, as well as the time I was able to spend with my family. I do think that I am currently too tired to move, though.

Two thirty in the morning, and I am up while every single regret I have plays on repeat in my head. The gift I received from Urianger has also mysteriously vanished. So I suppose I will just let my mind do as it pleases tonight.

Quickly!! How do I delete posts?!

Dinner date with my most favorite person, @scion-of-valor.bsky.social . I will forever cherish these moments together.

What might one think about at nearly two in the morning when one cannot sleep? Why, every mistake I have ever made starting from birth up until five minutes ago. Sigh. It is going to be quite a long night.

Today I helped hang the holiday lights on the outside of the manor! Who says a man cannot be both knowledgeable and physically capable!

I have taken all necessary vitamins and medications, showered, and brushed my teeth. I am ready for the day! ...And yet, here I sit in my spot on the couch wondering just *where* to start for the day...

Seems I have missed much and more as I was lost in my studies. Forgive me for being so quiet! As for the current thing going around, everyone in my tomestone is simply listed by first initial and full surname, save for my family.

I was forcibly left out of the last game due to sensibilities, but this one seems fun! [he drinks it]

Oh I so desperately want to play with the older adults! But alas. 'Twould be a tad strange, I think. Perhaps I shall make my own version. Take lunch with or pass, anyone?

My sister is awake and the day is brighter.

It is 5:30 AM and I've had a nightmare coupled with a fitful dream. I cannot for the life of me get back to sleep, despite how exhausted I am. Ah, well. Perhaps I will start the day. 'Tis better than simply lying in bed staring at the ceiling.

I absolutely cannot shake the feeling of being upset today. It was hardly that big of a deal, so then why can I not move on and get over it? I fear I am far too fragile at times.

It has been quite a rough night. Thank Thalik for my family, and that I was born a twin. As always when these moments hit me, my sister was there to calm my nerves and ease my burdens. And this time, my parents as well.

Ah, so I've been made into an example now. Wonderful. And to think I thought all the good I have worked tirelessly to put out in the world means so little. I am well aware my mistake is unforgivable but to see it said outside of my own thoughts is jarring to say the least.

Today I am out clothing shopping with my sister. She seems to think a new wardrobe will benefit me in some way, but I rather like the current stock of clothing I have. I am not sure I understand her intentions.

Be honest. Is using my school photo as my profile picture off-putting?

As I am waiting for my headache to go away... How to even word this post with my usual... Ugh. My headache has only gotten worse.

My sister has made me breakfast. I had a bit of a rough night last night, and ever am I grateful that when I am weary of the road I am traveling, there is someone whom I love with my entire heart close by.

[Should a parent poke their head into Alisaie's room, they'd find the twins have been hard at work all night building an *extravagant* blanket fort around Alisaie's bed! The sign on the outside reads "Twins only. No single children allowed!"]

Gods. Alisaie and I are up *exremely* early this morning. And we both awoke naturally, and at the same exact time. Even for semi-identical twins that seems overboard!

Twin euphoria. And it is quite overpowering this evening.

I woke up early, head pounding and went straight to drafting paperwork. I think I may have forgotten to eat lunch... Or breakfast... But! I had coffee.

Oh. I feel absolutely dreadful. What were we thinking...

[The twins stop posting at the same time. Should someone check on them, they would find them snuggled up together asleep in Alphinaud's bed, water pitchers drained and snacks eaten.]

alsoawr!! come.hwre again

I love mom

alisaie!! alosaie!! aaaalllllliiiiiiiii!!

I lovr sister

I have confiscated Alisaie's tomestone for the night. I am sorry for not doing so sooner, she cares a great deal for Urianger and her fiery defensiveness is why we love her.

@scion-of-valor.bsky.social Come to my room. For reasons that are not two bottles of strawberry wine I pilfered from the wine cellar.

And here I thought we were about to witness a grand, romantic proposal...

What have I done...

Perhaps... Perhaps two can play at this game. Yes. I am a man driven to the brink and like a cornered animal I must bare my teeth and fight back. I am a twink.

I woke up ready to start the day. And oh! My mother has posted... And I am putting my tomestone down and washing my eyes out with soap. Or perhaps plucking them out entirely. I believe Alisaie has simply left to start a new life elsewhere and I am quite happy for her.

Today I discovered that my sister and I have the same shoe size. I selfishly hope that never changes, and that we look just alike our entire lives.

These days I do my best to keep away from sugars. For some reason, something as simple as a sugary beverage will make me overwhelmingly hyper-active, usually to the chagrin of those around me. I do miss sugary drinks, sometimes. I am craving such at this very moment!

'Tis times just like these I am thankful in abundance that my father is not a social media person. Oh the horrors we would see if he were on this site...

The world does not sing her praises nearly loud enough, so I will. My sister, @scion-of-valor.bsky.social, is quite accomplished. Though she entered the Studium a year after I, she graduated at the same time as me. She is an extremely talented red mage, a job which is very tricky to manage (1/?)

It seems as though my plans to travel to Doma have been put on hold. I will be remaining in Sharlayan (with my sister) until further notice.

((don't mind me just editing my ooc info))

(( 💙author is 18+ 💙muse's age is unspecified due to vague timeline 💙light RP, silly stuff, angst, heavy stuff, long-form... Anything! 💙wols, npcs, ocs, verse, etc. all welcome to interact! 💙open to shipping, antis don't be weird))

I will be traveling to Doma to visit with the people of the Doman Enclave and help with the rebuilding efforts. Alone. I plan on leaving as soon as I secure travel, and I will be there for three months at least. I am looking foreward to helping the people of Doma.

I should compile a list of the things I've found in my sister's room. On it would be everything from dinner plates to decorative string lights (which she pilfered from *my* room).

((for the record! I am not Urianger, either. I only have one other NPC account and it isn't he or Alisaie!))