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I still dont know how to get the base minimum of motivation to draw. It exhausts my wrist, i draw for hours and end up with wip sketch, my art isnt even amazing to justify it being so hard. And i generally suck ass with anatomy so there are 4 poses i can draw well

i wonder how a dragon would drink tea. like a really hot one

Somehow the more i draw the less i have to share

> get home from night shift > drink coffee to stay awake > go to sleep 5 minutes later anyway

I thought about reposting the art i deleted, but i feel like i should leave them lost. I still have them on my pc

i feel burnt out from life

Im not a quinter fan, but anytime someone draw them they're so cute together

should i include this or does this look too silly? since it might be hard to understand how the 4 pointed star sits on my nose, especially since I'm still kinda beginner level. unless im just paranoid and just the left picture is enough?

new best run. died to a hungry mouth in the wall holy shit the teeth (some kind of monster) is genuinely one of the most terrifying fucking things, i have no clue how did i manage to escape it first time EVEN with the shit ton of mistakes i made from panicking

Im so fucking stressed having to go to budapest alone, using public transport. Like in theory nothing bad should happen but what the fuck am i even doing

idk what im doing but im really liking it

should i sometimes post a mini comic about and idea that no one has ever heard before (imaginary bf)?

i want to die

Its my birthday today 11 more hours and ill officially be 24

what should i put here instead of the wheat, cocoa and cacti? the sugar cane is part of a pond and to the right is an unfinished library

im starting to think i dont have as much gender dysphoria as i do body dysphoria at least i feel really down having the wrong genitals

i love dragons with big wings whenever i draw myself i keep having this itch in my hand that i should just keep on drawing the wings bigger and BIGGER

i had another dream where i got bottom surgery and it have left a pretty big and ugly scar (like it stretched from by belly to the middle of my right thigh) but i still liked it more. weridly enough the scar was more reminiscent of a burn scar.

wordlbuilding? on MY christian bluesky account?

im pretty sure smarter people than me already know this but im starting to be convinced that humans are the only type of animal that has the potential to reach space fairng technology

what if the homo sapiens are a genetically engineered ape species by aliens? its a fun idea at least. admittedly, i don't know what would you need a human for that wouldn't have a superior alternative in the animal kingdom (other than intelligence)

its kinda depressing how i see t as a disease and how it left me eternally scarred

fuck everything if i hadnt tried being a better person then i would have never started this whole dumbass process and never learn about it fuck the lgbtq

i had one chance at a happy life and i failed when i was born male and now no one wants to let me die

i cant see a reason to keep living if ill be male for my entire life. i know now that this will never go away, ill never have a uterus, get pregnant and have children. (tho tbh i'd never want to pass on my father's abysmal dogshit genes)

I cantt feel like a woman. Im so close to hrt and talking about my memories and wishes feel like im just lying to people.

everyone eventually surpasse me. im at best a stepping stone in everyone's life and thats why i dont deserve any friendship

i fuck up everything i push everyone away and now im alone and i cant even live with it im a fucking looser

i hate women

i have no one to talk about gender dysphoria

i hate women

why did i have to be born trans i hate myself and i want to die

how do i come out

i guess if nothing will help me then i don't have any other option then to kill myself. ill never get to live a happy life and im done wasting time

Why does my hair smell smokey? What the fuck? I just washed my hair today?

I hate having a dick i wish it'd rot away and just fall off

i wouldn't recognize a trans character if they had "TRANS WOMAN SHE/HER" written on their forehead

Lately i've been wondering that if I'd turn into a dragon would i eventually be depressed because i dont have breasts

i may not be as emotionally stoic and resistant as i thought i was

my life could be so much better if women just didn't exist

I really dont care about hrt anymore. I dont care about being a woman from temu. Im not going to be a trans woman. Im not going to spend millions just so i can still look obviously male. Im just gonna kill myself because my life will never get better. Too bad i cant change the past

I have apparently wildly upset the Pro AI community for setting fire to an ai slop character in Minecraft as a joke. This was a fun moment where we set fire to Rome Because of the upset, I will be viciously mocking pro AI users further in future, because it's quite entertaining to do so

therian problems

Imagine waking up and finding out that things have changed quite a bit... A different piece compared to my usual art. I started it one year ago, but stopped because I wasn't quite up to it yet. Now I was. Full res: volpeon.ink/art/wyvern-p... #wyvern #vectorArt #furryArt #art #posttf