whoever put th!nspo on my feed I wish you the wettest fucking sock WHY AM I SEEING THAT SHIT IN 2025??????????

no think, only two ultimates and new job

The words Ardbert left us with at the end of #natureartparty #fishfest

no one is entitled to anything in this world but you sure as fuck deserve better than people who treat you like you’re disposable.

dreaming of the day that being vulnerable doesn’t feel like a criminal offense

daily affirmations no one asked for number 7: I create my own path and trust my instincts to guide me. 🦋 #healwithme

update: turns out I was wrong and so was my boss - I’m actually getting promoted?????

daily affirmations no one asked for number 6 (we skipped 5 whoops): I’ve survived this before, I’ll survive now. 🦋 #healwithme

there is nothing more demoralizing than being considered for a role that has no value when you fought as hard as you have to be able to feel like you’re actually contributing to something in the role you’re currently in the self-worth goblins are having a fucking field day rn

daily affirmations no one asked for number 4: I am allowed to be imperfect and confident at the same time. 🦋 #healwithme

Remember gang, as Intuit starts ramping up their advertising and blasts you with Emails, you dont have to use turbotax to file your taxes. YOU CAN FILE THEM ONLINE FOR FREE NOW AS YOU SHOULD HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO. IF YOU LIVE IN ONE OF THE GREEN STATES.

daily affirmations no one asked for number 4: who I am is entirely up to me. 🦋 #healwithme

daily affirmations no one asked for number 3: I refuse to live as anything other than the most authentic version of myself. 🦋 #healwithme

who would’ve thought that paying attention to physical cues would play such an integral role in rediscovering myself and figuring out who I actually am rather than the mask of what I project myself as to make other people comfortable

reading the analogy “you can’t boil from an empty kettle” has shifted my thinking when it comes to supporting other people in the best way possible like yes how tf ARE you supposed to do anything for anyone if you’re actively frying + burning yourself out, put your own needs first 5head cmon now

daily affirmations no one asked for number 2: l am learning that I deserve to be loved with the same intensity as I give love. 🦋 #healwithme

thank you to my affirmations app for reminding me to embrace my inner ardbert #healwithme

daily affirmations no one asked for number 1: I deserve to be the main character of my own story. 🦋

if you see me doing my therapy homework here no you don’t something something heal out loud

“The glory of the heavens was ever beyond the grasp of those who never thought to reach for it. But if I've gained anything from all of this, it is the courage to stretch out my hand.”

doomscrolling the clock app has me feeling very conflicted about what social media platforms to prioritize and/or keep what a time to try and return to streaming LOL

first skeb approved YIPPIEEEEEE

having a pngtuber gifted to me was not on my 2025 bingo card but having one will give me the opportunity to get back to streaming sooner and I’m- 🥺🧡

learning I only owe a few hundred dollars left on my car gives me a little bit of hope maybe I really can be debt free this year

lmfao my cat is dying but hey I’m 5 months sober what the fuck is this timeline I’m in rn

do not mistake my kindness for weakness.

immortalizing these snippets so I don’t forget who I am on the hard days

if anyone needs me I’ll be blubbering for the next 7-10 business weeks

healing does not mean things will go back to how they were before the hurt. it means you can learn to live without suffocating under the hurt you carry, and learn to let shit go.

bringing sunshine back may have singlehandedly cured my depression move over bitches, mother is home

my mother started therapy recently and as a result has been bombarding me with apologies for how I was raised (or lack thereof) love her so much but I don’t have the mental fortitude for this LOL

between the shadow work app and doing oracle readings recently I’m realizing how afraid I am of so many things and all I can think of is an image I saved a long ass time ago

me: no neff you cannot offer to run the company’s social media pages no one can know that you’re a chronically online idiot also me: hey so about that twitter

I was today years old when I learned what a trust wound is and I’m-

my new life goal is to be as happy as this cat

miss rita said to make a change so I caved and downloaded the shadow work app I kept seeing all over tiktok and it’s actually super cute? and very in-depth??? I’ll update in a week and let y’all know how it goes :’)

why does trying to figure out where I fit in and what I have to offer the world feel like a full time job

whoever scheduled an infrastructure lift on a sunday in the middle of a snowstorm, I wish you a very wet sock

there is no greater revenge than loudly celebrating your life let them choke on it 😌

the way I am in need of therapy but my sessions keep getting rescheduled for one reason or another :))))))

it’s hard to keep moving forward when it feels like you break everything you touch

tfw you don’t get to pursue your dreams bc you have to put someone else before yourself for the nth time when tf will it be my turn

I should not be feeling this distraught this close to the new year

man I don’t wanna be a responsible adult anymore, lemme go back to rotting in xiv 😭

finally getting around to unpacking and deep cleaning the house, pls clap

hi yes I would like one (1) fluff pls

getting paperlike screen protectors for christmas means I can finally get back to drawing on my ipad without having a ✨sensory meltdown✨

maybe this is a hot take but it’s kinda fucked to tell your child that they’re not gonna be the favorite anymore once their sibling is born

there is something to be said about the way your friends influence your life shitty people will typically breed shitty headspaces + in turn life tends to feel darker whereas good people will breed happier headspaces + the world doesn’t feel so bleak tldr I love my friends, that is all

it will never be not funny to me that I, a sober girlie, am giving the gift of jack daniels this christmas