Me trying not to give in to self destructive behaviour 3 minutes after a bad thing happens that I already knew was coming.

Path to Nowhere needs to stop dropping skins like that while I'm ovulating.

3 seconds before he grabbed my arm and started kicking the shit out of me.

Sometimes I look at how fucked the world is and have no hope for the future so I'm like yea, fuck it, I WILL buy that gatcha waifu skin.

When the medication makes you worse instead of better. 🥲

Laid in the dark thinking for too long again.

Me out here wondering wtf is wrong with me for the past week and realizing I gave myself anemia. Oopsie...

PMDD making me see the horrors even when I sleep.

Everyday my sanity lessens.

Lunar new year is near... Brown sugar plum candy, my beloved. I will obtain you. 🫳

After experimenting on my body I think I finally narrowed down part of the problem of my ailments. 🤔

Determination. (ò︿ó)

Filled with spite. 💥 I hope it lasts cause now I wanna finish polishing what I was modeling for my vtuber... even if I'd probably be too dead to use it.

See's a cool Vtuber with all the same tracking tech I was trying to obtain... that coulda bEEN ME!!

Nothin' like being blissfully unaware and then logging onto the internet to once again see the horrors.

Wtf, Bandy butters so good- 🤤

Lol at all the artists coming back to blue sky again. Now stay here. 🔫😃

tfw none of your christmas presents arrived in the mail on time so you have to postpone gift opening with the fam. 💀

God I hate RSD... Beating my brain up and throwing it into a blender.

I think my new years resolution is going to be forcing myself to draw something at least once a month. I gotta brute force my way out of this. 🤮

My sleep schedules so bad I'm just fully nocturnal now. Everytime I try to give myself a bed time it just doesn't work. 🥹

I think the lack of sunlight be doing things to my brain...

Thinkin' about Routine and how I can't wait to exist within the ol' beige computer aesthetic and make some robo-friends. 🥺

Happy Hawwoween!! 🍬🦇🎃╰⁠(⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠)⁠╯🎃🦇🍬

Been so tired lately the anniversary event for my gatcha games already next week and I haven't even caught up on the main story. 😭🔫

Any good horror bideo game recommendations? 🥺 I need some more for spooky month that don't cost me a whole paycheck.

Sometimes I want to post on twitter again but then realize I'd have to pay for anyone to actually see my posts and also have to witness grown adults screaming at video game companies just cause indiana jones said a thing they didn't like and I'm just... ...man, I miss the old internet. 🫩

Life hack: adding cheese and japanese mayo to mashed potatoes no longer makes them the blandest thing known to life.

I still want to finish that final chapter, for the first arc in Die Wonder. Even if I might not be able to keep making anymore then that... I think I'd at least be satified that I got to finish one part.

If anyone's been wondering why I randomly disappeared. It's because COVID likely gave me anhedonia. I don't really feel any passion or joy anymore, including towards my art. I don't even want to socialize, but I try to still force myself to, for the sake of my friends, family and my own well being.

Life really throws you down directions you never thought you'd go. Then you're just left standing there... wondering where you went.

The strong desire to destroy and annihilate if someone makes too loud of a sound when you're over stimulated. 😃

Hoping once I finally find something that can reliably help my ailments, I will finally draw more frequent again. It's been real mad scientist hours on my body the past few years.

Finally found a thing that helped my fatigue a little only for it to break me out in rashes. 😩

Mochi Bunn! 🍡 #Blender3d #b3d

Begging for a crumb of motivation.

i started making weird noises and he looked at me like this-

Played Repo for 7 hours. Time for bed. 🛌

I wish reverse1999 would release live2d backgrounds like path to nowhere does - the wallpaper engine for its so tragic. 🥲

Kᴇɪɪᴄʜɪ-ᴋᴜɴ, ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀ... #higurashi #ひぐらしのなく頃に

I can't wait to shrink ray my friends into tomodachi life and watch them fight for scraps.

I call her Angel. 👼

Thinkin' about salmon. 🤤

what would u do if i looked like this?

Cursed villagers.

The man himself!

King Boo, my beloved. 💜

Can't help but to feel on edge watching my country stick up for a country currently being invaded while also being threatened to be annexed by one of the ones bullying the invaded one.

Finally a new shaker charm! This time featuring the verrrry scary location, Creepy Steeple! I'm always discovering new secrets in this area of the game, so it's always been one of my favourites to explore!

They ain't lying when they say Siamese cats are clingy.