Strange creature.

I have all my crochet supplies. ...now I just have to learn how to crochet. 🧍

Me navigating mental illness while having no outlet or anchor.

Having no credit card sucks y'all. 💀

I hate drawin' on this fuck ass screen. 😭

Hehehehehe

Got the last one. 😈

Every night Bart starts having a melt down outside my door and I can hear him dragging his toy around. 😭 Go to BED!!

been feeling this a lot lately.

Idk if getting thrown into the void after every time I crash off my ADHD meds is worth it anymore... 💀

I name him 'Walk Cycle'. #b3d

I name him 'Walk Cycle'. #b3d

...please spare a crumb of dopamine?

I don't think I've had doritos in the past decade but this shits goOD!

See's my own art. oh fuck- that's mine? I can dO THAT? i can dRAW??

Eats something. Body now hurts. Thanks luteal phase.

The lounge master.

Staring at this in my cart for the past month. 🥹

Prepping some old wall meshes to finally learn properly how to build an environment in Unity only to find out that every face is not completely flat for some ungodly reason. 😀🔫

trying to come back to life- must animate low poly bikmin...

Me trying not to give in to self destructive behaviour 3 minutes after a bad thing happens that I already knew was coming.

Path to Nowhere needs to stop dropping skins like that while I'm ovulating.

3 seconds before he grabbed my arm and started kicking the shit out of me.

Sometimes I look at how fucked the world is and have no hope for the future so I'm like yea, fuck it, I WILL buy that gatcha waifu skin.

When the medication makes you worse instead of better. 🥲

Laid in the dark thinking for too long again.

Me out here wondering wtf is wrong with me for the past week and realizing I gave myself anemia. Oopsie...

PMDD making me see the horrors even when I sleep.

Everyday my sanity lessens.

Lunar new year is near... Brown sugar plum candy, my beloved. I will obtain you. 🫳

After experimenting on my body I think I finally narrowed down part of the problem of my ailments. 🤔

Determination. (ò︿ó)

Filled with spite. 💥 I hope it lasts cause now I wanna finish polishing what I was modeling for my vtuber... even if I'd probably be too dead to use it.

See's a cool Vtuber with all the same tracking tech I was trying to obtain... that coulda bEEN ME!!

Nothin' like being blissfully unaware and then logging onto the internet to once again see the horrors.

Wtf, Bandy butters so good- 🤤

Lol at all the artists coming back to blue sky again. Now stay here. 🔫😃

tfw none of your christmas presents arrived in the mail on time so you have to postpone gift opening with the fam. 💀

God I hate RSD... Beating my brain up and throwing it into a blender.

I think my new years resolution is going to be forcing myself to draw something at least once a month. I gotta brute force my way out of this. 🤮

My sleep schedules so bad I'm just fully nocturnal now. Everytime I try to give myself a bed time it just doesn't work. 🥹

I think the lack of sunlight be doing things to my brain...

Thinkin' about Routine and how I can't wait to exist within the ol' beige computer aesthetic and make some robo-friends. 🥺

Happy Hawwoween!! 🍬🦇🎃╰⁠(⁠*⁠´⁠︶⁠`⁠*⁠)⁠╯🎃🦇🍬

Been so tired lately the anniversary event for my gatcha games already next week and I haven't even caught up on the main story. 😭🔫

Any good horror bideo game recommendations? 🥺 I need some more for spooky month that don't cost me a whole paycheck.

Sometimes I want to post on twitter again but then realize I'd have to pay for anyone to actually see my posts and also have to witness grown adults screaming at video game companies just cause indiana jones said a thing they didn't like and I'm just... ...man, I miss the old internet. 🫩

Life hack: adding cheese and japanese mayo to mashed potatoes no longer makes them the blandest thing known to life.

I still want to finish that final chapter, for the first arc in Die Wonder. Even if I might not be able to keep making anymore then that... I think I'd at least be satified that I got to finish one part.

If anyone's been wondering why I randomly disappeared. It's because COVID likely gave me anhedonia. I don't really feel any passion or joy anymore, including towards my art. I don't even want to socialize, but I try to still force myself to, for the sake of my friends, family and my own well being.