The mental illness will not control me.

Very eventful night of having to lock down my discord server due to my friend getting hacked.

Blood 👹

3 days off ADHD meds. The big sleepy has come for me. 🫩

i drew this rlly rlly badly with my thumb on my phone just now (just in my picture app 😭) but. i was so entranced by the heart shape they are laying in and their distinct faces... silly

Two of them.

Gonna try and force myself to draw today. ...No promises though.

Kicking the unending anguish away. It's time to be filled with rage and spite!

Bein' a big girl and finally got down to a baby dose of my ADHD meds so I can go off them for now. Yes I am withdrawaling and suffering.

Stares longingly at Dragon Quest 3 HD-2D remake sale. 🥺

Need someone to yoink me outta bed so I stop laying here brooding.

Prolonged my PMDD by trying progestogen again. 🫩

Gonna have to force myself to be more social again or my minds gonna start decaying into dust.

Once again getting fed up with the black and white thinking of the internet where people just blindly follow a mob mentality without doing any critical thinking or research of their own to comprehend what it is they're even fighting against or if it's even true. 🫩

Killed my executive functioning again...

Me in the UFO/UAP fandom rn.

The indignation I feel when searching new medications that are new or in trials and all I see is articles about the stock market profits...

Am back from my coma. Got banned from the UFOs subreddit during my time. ✌️👽

Realizing one of my experiments is making my executive functioning even worse to the point I even stopped playing my gatcha games...

Strange creature.

I have all my crochet supplies. ...now I just have to learn how to crochet. 🧍

Me navigating mental illness while having no outlet or anchor.

Having no credit card sucks y'all. 💀

I hate drawin' on this fuck ass screen. 😭

Hehehehehe

Got the last one. 😈

Every night Bart starts having a melt down outside my door and I can hear him dragging his toy around. 😭 Go to BED!!

been feeling this a lot lately.

Idk if getting thrown into the void after every time I crash off my ADHD meds is worth it anymore... 💀

I name him 'Walk Cycle'. #b3d

I name him 'Walk Cycle'. #b3d

...please spare a crumb of dopamine?

I don't think I've had doritos in the past decade but this shits goOD!

See's my own art. oh fuck- that's mine? I can dO THAT? i can dRAW??

Eats something. Body now hurts. Thanks luteal phase.

The lounge master.

Staring at this in my cart for the past month. 🥹

Prepping some old wall meshes to finally learn properly how to build an environment in Unity only to find out that every face is not completely flat for some ungodly reason. 😀🔫

trying to come back to life- must animate low poly bikmin...

Me trying not to give in to self destructive behaviour 3 minutes after a bad thing happens that I already knew was coming.

Path to Nowhere needs to stop dropping skins like that while I'm ovulating.

3 seconds before he grabbed my arm and started kicking the shit out of me.

Sometimes I look at how fucked the world is and have no hope for the future so I'm like yea, fuck it, I WILL buy that gatcha waifu skin.

When the medication makes you worse instead of better. 🥲

Laid in the dark thinking for too long again.

Me out here wondering wtf is wrong with me for the past week and realizing I gave myself anemia. Oopsie...

PMDD making me see the horrors even when I sleep.

Everyday my sanity lessens.

Lunar new year is near... Brown sugar plum candy, my beloved. I will obtain you. 🫳

After experimenting on my body I think I finally narrowed down part of the problem of my ailments. 🤔