taking a hiatus frm bsky, find me over on egge!

my birthday 2day uhhsh 22 is a made up number right?

posting this for anyone who CARES but i started writing some angsty suzalulu please take a look if ur interested 🧎‍♂️ archiveofourown.org/works/645835...

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looking thru my muts and most of them haven’t been on in over a month whyyyy i need u guys is egge worth it i actually like bsky : (

nerve damage lowkey got me on my knees crying a lot this week

my mood swings r genuinely awful again . i don’t even trust anyone rn

I FORGET THAT SUZAKU KIKLED LIKE 20 MILLION PEOPLE HHVSHH IDIOT

i bring a sort of ‘you’re all i have’ vibe to the exchange of warcrimes that suzaku really don’t like

GOT TO TGE EPISODE WHERE LULU IS BEGGING SUZAKU TELLING HIM HES ALL HE HAS NOOOOO

i fear as ive become older ive changed from rouge class to paladin . yeh i need to protect everyone what about it . might even throw in a healing spell too

i made shitty lineart for a slightly different version of suzaku’s knight pin i was thinking tattoo mayb

my hands have started shaking and i can’t do anything about it i feel so useless

almost fainted cause were tryna take blood from nothing . im gonna get a bad grade in hospital

i feel like nobody gaf abt me rn but i have pushed everyone away so my bad

sucks for ppl with hayfever i simply love sniffing spring flowers too much

I HAD TO ADD JOLYON TILL TO THE AKINATOR!!! CRIMINAL!!!!!

im in a small flare up im gonna kms what did i do wrong

i feel like all my muts disappeared . come back i miss you im scared of new people

rn my hair is like almost sunday hsr/stevie nicks it’s pretty swag

ugh im just trying to sleep through each day again this sucks

thinking abt… susaku… doomed yaoi 💔

i act fine but i need everyone whos ever hurt me to look me in the eye and say ‘i failed you so badly’

got rejected from a masters bc i don’t have enough ‘relevant work experience’ . brother in christ how am i supposed to get the job without the masters

interview tomorrow i low-key haven’t prepared a thing im just gonna be a nice guy

look how stupid my dumb cat looked this morning while making my arm numb

THEY/THEM’D BY MY GASTROENTEROLOGIST HELLLL YEAH

petulant bpders when someone doesn’t pass their 1000 tests to reveal their ‘true motives’: im going to be so weird about this

realising im a grown ass adult and if i don’t like the way they’ve done something i can just tell them to fuck off

the mullet is low-key mulleting

my government cutting disability because ‘disabled people want to work and giving them money just lets them be lazy’ i can’t even make this shit up

guy who isn’t mad or happy with you but a secret third thing

straight up haunting it . and by it. heh. let’s just say, the moon

I DONT WANNA BE 22 NOOOOOO IM STILL YOUNG

driving when there’s no one else on the roads: magical, transformative driving when i see another car: grrrrrrr. bark. bark.

guy who has already completed every hobby in the world and collected everything in the world but only took joy from being good at it rather than the act itself: hm. im bored

looking back @ 2nd year uni photos waaah yeah i was horrifically depressed but the vibes were insane

having real man experience (almost crying bc there’s no sweet treat & im on my period)

Winter soldier WIP #wintersoldier #marvelrivals

ive been rly into middle aged men down on their luck lately i saw a guy lying outside a petrol station in his biking leathers and was like … yeah

i hit gm on marvel rivals hehehe

i can’t help it guys i got memory issues and all sorts of repressed stuff up the wazoo i literally feel like im living someone else’s life

(guy who’s living like his life is already over) yeah i just need to go on a walk or clean my room perhaps

what if i washed and cut up fruit for you because i loved you what then

KITTY JUST CAME INTO MY ROOM AND DROPPED A MOUSE ON THE FLOOR . WHERE DID YOU GET THATTT

noo i don’t have ptsd smile all my memories are just trapped somewhere within me and i occasionally have extremely upsetting thoughts and dreams

‘i need to sort things into lists or perhaps some kind of categories’ started out as a joke but quickly became my no.1 coping mechanism

do u guys ever think there’s more to life than being unemployed? naaah nvm that don’t even sound right

almost springtime … * a thought cloud appears above my head thinking of flowers and butterflies and sunshine and rainbows *

I LOVE STRAWBERRY AND BANANA OR MANGO AND PASSIONFRUIT SMOOTHIE