What if I just fucking vanished? All my art. All my posts. Whatever I can delete. Just *poof!* Gone? What if?

Rewarched Digimon: Beatbreak cuz I missed stuffs first watch. Geckomon still ugly and creepy, but he's growing on me. At this point I just hope that it's not as disappointing as Ghost Game became. At least GG had 13 good episodes.... I guess....

Man I really need to stop butting into people's lives and business like I keep doing... Doesn't matter if I'm just trying to look out for em. It's not my place to lecture em. I'm just talking bullshit anyway. I'm sorry. Really. I'm sorry.

Chiitan has a dream. I hope that one day the term LGBT will become a thing of the past. I will continue to spread my message until we live in a world where everyone can love freely and is free from persecution and discrimination. Until then, let's all support each other🤍

Four RPGs to get to know me.

LoL just recovered from a seriously bad unknown illness and already back working way past midnight. Early grave Speedrun here we go!

Considered hanging out on discord voice and doodling since I can't sleep but I also wanna listen to music and if I wanna do that I can't really voice. Mostly cuz then I can't hear people due to not being able to change output volumes individually on an iPad. Ah well.

Me: I don't wanna draw thing. Others: but I've seen you draw it before! Me: just because I drew it before doesn't mean I liked it or even enjoyed it. --- A lot of things I draw, especially these days, is for work. And most of that I don't wanna do and end up not enjoying.

Man I really do need glasses.... Trying to do things in CSP is so hard right now cuz looking at the tiny fucking text and icons everything is just a blur... And you can't fucking scale the UI at all on iPad (that I could figure out anyway.) Back to Procreate I guess....

Why Gulus be lookin’ like the Biker Mice From Mars logo?

I think I have finally purged the demon from me...

Watched a YouTube short that made me cry cuz it punched me in the nuts with how much I fucking much I miss my husband.... I wanna go home already...

I need to work but it's being difficult to start because I'm so loopy.... XD

I'm feeling much better today. Still dealing with a weird "can't stop sweating" issue that's causing dehydration problems. Dizziness is still going on but I blame the dehydration stuffs on. I'm fighting it with gallons and gallons of water.... Pissing a lot though....

Depending on how I wake up tomorrow will determine if I hospital or not....

Might have to go to the hospital.... Will know in a couple minutes....

Jiggly

I hate the flu.... =~=

Holy fuck I am so fucking sick all of a sudden... It hit me like a truck. I was working and then I moved to the bed after using the bathroom and suddenly I am basically catatonic with a fever and extreme pain everywhere... Bwuh... Hope this passes quick....

De-rusting doodle for @artamissnowpaw.bsky.social of his Gomamon, Nami. Decided to give it a more chibi, or closer-to-normal-Goma-size look and I'm kinda happy with it. Love me some cute smol shortstacky boyos~ #TailiDraws #NSFW #digimon #gomamon #DigimonOC

I'm in a bad headspace today so imma just avoid all socials before I end up emo dumping.

Getting lots of movement in the big inheritance sale. .. I really hope that closes soon... I need to go home I can't be here anymore I'm going literally insane here....

Slept so wrong I fucked up my right shoulder bad. Ugh.

I need help to afford a new place to live, so if you like what I do, please consider supporting me on Ko-fi. ko-fi.com/sherwind52

For those what say "just draw for yourself, forehead, lol" to me, here's how it comes off when I DO do that and get very little response: "I drew this for me! I like how it came out! Let me show it off!" **little to no attention** "Oh guess my love is misplaced, worthless and stupid. I'll stop."

This this this. If im making something its with the intent of sharing it. Its so hard for me to work on something *just* for myself. I want to know others care about it too

Unfortunately I have accepted some work. XD Bleh gonna have to do some derusting warmup sketching today so I can get started on the piece tomorrow. I don't wanna draw anymore! lmao

I just wanna go home....

Today can fucking fuck off....

Introduced @artamissnowpaw.bsky.social to Gurren Lagann and we're at the "DONT WANNA STOP WATCHING" point of it. It's after THAT moment, no spoilers, but yeah. Grabbed by the balls he is.

I'm enjoying this lazy little work break I've got going right now since my queue is empty. I know I should be looking for more work but at the same time... I... Don't wanna. XD At least not for a couple more days.

Well now, would you look at that? A massive, 26-YEAR-LONG study of MORE THAN 2.4 MILLION people in Sweden found found NO EVIDENCE to support a causal link between acetaminophen (the API in Tylenol) use during pregnancy and increased risk of autism, ADHD, OR intellectual disability in children.

Commission queue empty... Just waiting on one person to pay for their last comm. Will be going back to finishing a little by ovedue comic though until I get more work. Will have to shop myself around soon though.

Still tempted to just do a full reset. Erase all I can of my current self and come back completely new and unknown. Any final decisions won't be made till after I get to go home. But man I'm so tempted....

It really does suck when I find out someone I thought I was friends with has blocked me without reason or explanation. And it always makes me wonder wtf happened. If they don't want me in their life that's fair and understandable. But it does make me put em on my "get fucked, asshole" list. 🖕

If you see this, repost with a game that released the day you were born.

Tonight's musical mood is youtu.be/F0_itWv5TXM?...

Wow, this took me long I am so sorry for that but HeheY i finally finished it hehe #furryart #gsfoxartwork #furry #fanart

Hehey cutie~! had a blast doodling your cute salad' hehe sorry for taking this long hope you like it~ #gsfoxartwork #furryart #furry #pokemon #fanart #salandit #pokemon_OC

If there's one thing I really fucking hate about doing commissions it's when a client approves the sketch and then says they don't like how it looks when I'm half way through with lining.... YOU APPROVED IT!! WHY DIDNT YOU SAY YOU DIDN'T LIKE OT BEFORE?! I'm not gonna do revisions anymore...

Warmup doodle for today. Decided to draw @artamissnowpaw.bsky.social with less anthro legs and it wasn't till I was done that I realized Veemon have fairly flat feet, they're just in a permanent squat position. 🫠 #TailiDraws #NSFW #DIGIMON #VEEMON #DigimonOC

Commission for www.furaffinity.net/user/jeilaule of his OC as a yingyang mage. I like this outfit! Thanks a ton! #TailiDraws #SFW #Cat #JeiLaule #Amputee #Magic #Furry

Commission for inkbunny.net/azil34 His Bunny and RGB kitty just chillin' together! Thanks so much! 💛💜 #TailiDraws #NSFW #Cat #Bunny #Furry

I'm falling asleep hard today.... Need coffee... Gonna make coffee.... Work today is simple and easy so it shouldn't take long.. But first cooooffffeeeeee....

One day Bsky will give us repost muting from individuals and I'll be able to re follow a bunch of people.... For now, for my own sanity... I am forced to unfollow people cuz I don't wanna full mute them cuz otherwise I miss out their replies and interactions... =~= It's not personal. Blame Bsky.

Not my OC but definitely my Husband's OC! Fun outfit! :D #TailiDraws #NSFW #digimon #veemon #digimonOC

I'm falling for you~ 💛💜 #TailiDraws #NSFW #digimon #gammamon #TailiGammamon #DigimonOC

I might get to go home in a few months! :O

Me trying to come up with ways to make those who promise to play games with me actually play games with me.