Is it shame, embarrassment, or anger, that makes my heart twinge-- Each time they joke that it took me so long?

How? #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing #rage #depression

I can hear them ringing again. That noise that bounces between my ears. That feeling of blood moving through and around the inner walls of my skull. That numbing tingle in my toes while my fingers pulse and swell.

Who could have guessed, that the one I loved the most, would be my "Drag Me Under" - Sleep Token #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #sleeptoken #creativewriting #theinsidewords #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing

Ohhh but gosh!! Isn't it /so confusing/.. How, even with all of this positive-*gestures to home and love and friendship*.. .. You STILL crave death?!

But what Does one have to do To wake with the sun And feel Alive? #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords

Right now? I want to do so much of everything, that I'm almost sitting in task paralysis the entire time. Complete overwhelm of positive endorphins.

It feels like the two sides of my soul and brain are playing darts on a wheel of emotional chemicals

Stories welcome, below #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #confessions #honesty #therapy

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Is it shame, embarrassment, or anger, that makes my heart twinge-- Each time they joke that it took me so long?

My truth behind empathy, Is something hard to describe. For how do I tell that I'm scared? Scared of moving forward, Moving out, Moving to a new home? Each house.. Each house we see. I worry. I worry to move. For how can I be sure? Sure that those who lived there before, Were not taken?

How? #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing #rage #depression

I can hear them ringing again. That noise that bounces between my ears. That feeling of blood moving through and around the inner walls of my skull. That numbing tingle in my toes while my fingers pulse and swell.

Who could have guessed, that the one I loved the most, would be my "Drag Me Under" - Sleep Token #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #sleeptoken #creativewriting #theinsidewords #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing

Stories welcome, below #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #confessions #honesty #therapy

#poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #shadowwork #text

Ohhh but gosh!! Isn't it /so confusing/.. How, even with all of this positive-*gestures to home and love and friendship*.. .. You STILL crave death?!

I wish someone encouraged me to pactice, more.

#poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing

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Need What to do, When you need? Need to shower Need to eat Need to clean Need to take the trash out Need to relax Need to drink water Need to breathe Need to advocate Need to pay Need to try Need to calm down Need to stop Need to ignore it Need to not bother Need to sleep I'll just sleep instead

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Encouragement #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing

Right now? I want to do so much of everything, that I'm almost sitting in task paralysis the entire time. Complete overwhelm of positive endorphins.

It feels like the two sides of my soul and brain are playing darts on a wheel of emotional chemicals

Need What to do, When you need? Need to shower Need to eat Need to clean Need to take the trash out Need to relax Need to drink water Need to breathe Need to advocate Need to pay Need to try Need to calm down Need to stop Need to ignore it Need to not bother Need to sleep I'll just sleep instead

Try with Ink #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #handwriting #lyrics #starset

Thoughts on the Living world #poetry #freeform #shortwriting #creativewriting #theinsidewords #psychology #mentalhealth #learning #shadowwork #trauma #healing #rage #depression

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