I missed my PC

lol

Once I feel like doing avatar work again I should try out Mochi Fitter, I understand it's not an all encompassing perfect tool. The biggest hurdle for me (minus money) is the amount of time resculpting takes. Even if I'm used to Blender bc my base gets no support anymore.

Got it repaired, but now the screen gets a harsher and harsher green tint when lowering brightness? Like what?

My toxic trait? Watching clips of choeros, saving them, and then convincing myself I'll do it one day but ultimately never doing it. I should do them when I get my HMD back... Someone hold me accountable or something.

It took 3 years for me to finally damage my phone screen. Seeing this fucking crack is insaly annoying, how tf was I used to a fully cracked screen in the past.

When I watch my friends play The Finals it's honestly crazy how different of a game they're playing when compared to mine. If only I didn't have the want to push myself and was content with jolly good fun.

Somehow I've been sick for over half my visit to Colorado than not sick. This is crazy.

Introducing Ravology Express! The sequel to the original Ravology. I was able to invite more friends to make toonz and artwork Planned release date: December 25th, 2025. (Christmass!! :D) jakestar.bandcamp.com/album/ravolo... soundcloud.com/jake-stars/r... youtu.be/kEa3jSFBgSU (Full XFD)

You know you're really addicted to video games when you consider going to a computer cafe to play video games. I won't though, I'm already burning money on food rn :(

Update: Cloud gaming has too much delay for me, it breaks all my muscle memory. My aim feels very "floaty" so I've lost all ability to track and the delay ruins my reaction times for flicking. I'm relegated to QP gamemodes, no more normal Cashout as it requires too much tracking.

hey you! yes you! thinking of building your own slime trackers? I've released a guide on how to build my Miro design online now! github.com/spironoo/mir... STL and full tutorial included

Sometimes I wonder how quiet my phone/email would be if I started from fresh information. I've been getting calls from a debt collector company starting 2025, I've even seen gun shop receipts get emailed to me. Tbh idrc like I should bc it's not like it's my money they're using.

Make something. Proceed to feel happy about it. At least a day passes. Proceed to feel that it was shit and that I could've done something more/better. This happens way more often than I'd like to admit. Anyways I still enjoy the random shit I do on the side regardless.

Done in 10 minutes. I'm so fat... 😭

As much as I'm enjoying my time away rn I would be lying if I didn't say I didn't miss my setup already. Look, get a taste of something better and you'll always miss it.

The Finals S9 fomo hit like a truck, I just bought GeForce Now to play when it drops 😔 I'm at least doing my dailies but idk if I can grind grind with the 100h playtime limit. Oh yeah I'm away from my setup if that wasn't obvious.

I wanna learn this with someone www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8UmtvB6/

If I just cut back how much I ate I'd be such a cool person. It's not like I'm a sloth I just am a glutton. Anyways, Happy Thankingsending ig

I'm officially out of VR till I get a new HMD I am so over the Index rn. I loved it don't get me wrong but I'm so tired of it now. It's heavy, the cable is proprietary, and at this point it's old tech with the Frame on the horizon.

It's only been 3 months... Am I gonna miss New Years FOR A 3RD FUCKING TIME???????

My guilty pleasure is playing dress up in video games... 😔

I gotta stop fucking up my sleep schedule for others.

2 years deep now. Another year of memories to add to the pile. Some wanted, some not. I'm grateful to of met so many people throughout my time in VR. Let's make it to a 3rd year shall we?

When I play the Finals with a stack I always fail lmfao Really got to drill in my brain that I need to play support cause if no one else is providing healing then I need to fill that sustain role at least. If not them, it'll be me since I can role swap fairly comfortably.

It's so hard to convince myself to get on to do anything in VR on weekends. Either my friends are raving or drinking, which neither of those interest me anymore. There's dancing too but it's always too late to really start that past 10pm whenever I do consider getting on.

Been loving not using PS recently. But haven't had to work on things that need to be shared. Straying from the standard makes you realize more and more "Oh it is the standard" Don't get me wrong standardized anything is good. I just don't like Adobe as a company.

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they just keep popping up in my head leave me alone i don't want to think about you please

How I've been conditioned to scan though link contents in my notifications from my friends should be studied. How did I get here...

I've spent about 19 hours total during the last 3 days just working on a Friendsgiving presentation... I'm done now but like that's crazy I just kinda spent that much time doing that.

Just played the entirety of Dispatch today. I loved Telltale's TWD games way back and got reminded of them when seeing this game. I'm not sure if I care enough replay it multiple times back to see only a few different scenes, but I had my fun regardless. WATERBOY #1 DON'T @ ME

Reminder that we all have a digital footprint. This is someone who I haven't talked to in 7 years...

Yeah I really do not fuck with that person. I genuinely am under the impression they need to talk to someone not through a screen for like at least a year. You can rationalize or make excuses but at the end of the day nothing's gonna change without you trying to change.

I hate that I still occasionally think about that person. They got me into multiple things and anytime I see those things I always get reminded of them. They also somewhat shaped how I act currently, I just wish me trying to keep a friendship wasn't a one sided endeavor.

Driving at night, especially past midnight, has gotta be the worst experience known to humankind. Who are the absolute fucking retards just using their high beams and why do they make up 25% of the nightime drivers. I'd like to see where I'm driving please and thank you, fuck.

oops the last past was supposed to have the person's username censored...

I did it again... It's only been two days as well ._. Whatever, I'm having fun.

kipfel :3

I saw a clip of Kiel Tutin doing choreo (www.tiktok.com/@kieltutin/v...) for the song Where Is My Husband. I really wanted to try following along for some reason, so here's my sloppy ass trying to do that :p (I spent an hour and a half doing this)

I just can't gaslight myself into being social with random people. I feel like a bother constantly ._.

I'm gonna try and do at least an hour of dancing most days of the week. Every day minus Sundays and Fridays. If anyone I know wants to join I plan to do them at 8pm US Eastern Time and I'll be on blue like always. I'll still be doing VRD on Wednesdays and Saturdays tho

I actually subconsciously sat like a shrimp when I was in Unity for 4 hours today. My back hurts :(

God I love useless painting that no one will ever fucking see/notice

In theory, I'm stupid. In practice, I'm stupid and dumb.

What did I do all day? Be a Blender and Unity slave... Tbh I could of saved a lot of time in Blender if I wasn't playing dress up but that's half the fun.

You know what sucks, I'm raving about using Affinity but then I'm just gonna be using Photoshop anyways for most things I do anyways (AVI stuff). One, I'm too lazy to swap it over to .af, two Unity won't recognize the file type and I'd need to export a PNG for any change.

I've been playing Vintage Story with some friends recently and it's like all the parts about Minecraft that I hate magnified. I'm a make a farm and forget about it kinda person but VS is all manual labor. Anything is fun with friends but idk how much I can keep playing.

My tolerance for someone I know is rapidly decreasing. Look they aren't outright doing anything technically wrong. But like they're starting to make me thing they see women as objects and honestly it's gross. Idk how everyone I know shrugs what they say off all the time.

Okay so like I don't think you could of done this in Photoshop, but in Affinity they treat filters as individual layers so you can nondestructively apply edits to masks. It's such a small thing but I love it. If you could do that in Photoshop please tell me how, I like learning.