Feelin pleasantly fat this friday 😊 Ignore the posture, it's candid, I was trying to get comfy x/( #NoxGains

When the boys call up the stairs 'Are you ok up there? Why are you struggling?' And me fuckin huffing and puffing because I'm putting my socks on by myself...

Always desk loungin~ I just love how fat my arms and hands arrre ☺️

Ooh... I haven't left my house in years, let alone my office much the last few months 💦 No confidence speeches from me- I'm too scared of the world tbh lol (even when I was 130lbs). I don't get self conscious on my appearance tho? But I DO get anxious when others see how outta shape I am >//>""

I eat the same things over and over ._." 90% of the time I eat food in a daily rotation, somethin every 2 hours. (Donuts, boost, ramen, boost, snack time, boost, misc dinner, dessert then repeat) Gets kinda monotonous at times but it works 😤

Always going to bed feelin beached lately 💦 Getting new little stripes on my love handles and pits tho >//> It's workinnng #NoxGains

Yes... it's one of the reasons I moved my office upstairs >>" Going down once, fine. Going up? Hard. Going up AND down within 5 minutes? I need to sit for a second to catch my breath 💦 And to think I lived in a high rise once and ran up multiple flights...

Personal hygiene stuff- One of my boys offering to help with my toenails cause I can't reach them 😭💛 I spent 40min yesterday trying to do it myself but my thighs don't let me bend and reach like they should- anyone else have this issue? Never see it talked about x0 Just real fuckin sweet of them 🥲

Sometimes ya gotta grab 'n jostle yourself to refocus >//> #NoxGains

More than I realize >///>"

Workin on pages, ate my last edible, felt full and silly lol So much belly stuck under that desk And I'm lovin how big my arms are getting- and finally my chest fuck yeah x) #NoxGains

My boys are starting to exercise (good!) but one of them is trying to make me join them xc (I stretch! That's good enough?) The other? Just started at me, patted my stomach and ass and just said, "You need to keep going~"

-and it will be right next to my bedroom and bathroom and I won't have to use the stairs hardly ever or tend to the front door and I'll have my fridge up there and a mini living room with a TV and couch and my whole office- I'm looking forward to my uh, growth this year 😳

When I complain that he should stop sleeping on the couch, this is how he fuckin says goodnight to me...

When your husband says 'is it rude to lovingly compare you to a soft strawberry cow...' I mean... NO 💦

I just wanted to show how clingy she is and now my chat is busy pointing out how my cat is NOT the subject of the photo they were excited to see =3=

All these chubby fingers are good for is drawin and eatin 😋

Favorite part about going up a size is my boy bringing in packages for me, opening it up and holding the shirt/pant/etc. and going 'This is way too big for you...?' to which I proceed to put it on and it fits just right LOL

I lost a good few pounds while helping my boy through his little surgery era over the holidays. But I HAVE bounced back and I'm 1lb shy of where I was before~ So definitely back to puttin on some new weight again x)

😊: I order some boost cause it's been helping me out 😲: A friend orders off my wishlist another case 😵‍💫: Someone learns this and decides to send me 3 more ...24 x 5 = 120 cartons of VHC... Give me twenty days to drink those up 😋

Every time I mention I am craving salad or 'fresh food' my roomie is just baffled, "It's a fucking miracle you're a fattie..." Bruh, one, just cause I got fat doesn't mean I don't eat fruits and veg and two, I'm no where near fat enough 😤 LOL but ty ty for the compliment?

Yes and no? I'm empathetic towards people who are insecure but I can't say I've felt/experienced negativity myself. Seeing as how I've never been big til recently and only two people (who are very positive) even KNOW I've tripled my weight in 3 years. Family and old friends have no idea ._." Soo....

Dealt with a fridge swap this week and I feel like I've been eating scraps, trying to empty it for an easy transition, and tryin to avoid buying food man sdfghj Worst feeling ever - restraint... 😣 Thankfully it's over this evening, time to build up a grocery cart for tomorrow 😋

Sorry I'm slow to post pics lately, I've been busy working on comic pages and dealing with this cuddle buddy... (he just lays on me for hours ._.")

When my boy walks in and stops me from workin- reminding me I need to eat- I need to keep my thighs and belly plush and my face fat- that he refuses to let me lose a single pound-

When I get a new rolling kitchen stool and the first thing my boy says when unpacking is 'Now don't bust the wheels on this one too.' 😭 I got one with a higher weight limit and sturdier wheels don't bully meee

Starting to feel my belly rest further on my thighs when sitting, pushing my legs apart just a bit further- it's always exciting when growing FEELS noticeable 😵‍💫😳

We have our old desk chairs in the house by the 'dining table' and I went to sit in one, INSTANTLY noticed it wasn't my old one cause I had to wedge into it- "I knew this one wasn't mine, the arm rests aren't stretched out on this." "Most people stretch out a shirt, not a CHAIR..." he says =////="

Feeling gooey =w= #NoxGains

CW Health? Taking things a bit slower 'n I feel all around good~ My heart rate dropped from 110 to 88 for my average, I'm losing less calories per day, I'm cooking more and moving with ease around my home -w- I think from here on out I DO wanna gain but I'm aiming for more 'reasonable' results...

So many questions lately about fashion... guys I do not leave my front door ;v; It doesn't matter to me. I gave up wearing jeans I suppose cause they hurt like hell around the waist. But other than that, clothes haven't changed for me besides size. I love wearing tanks now -w- But that's about it.

Aw thanks dude x) But I just ate *more*. Drank gainer shakes and VHC, ate big meals I cooked up myself. Ate a shitton of ice cream lol My snacks were ridiculous, I'm talking eating cheese logs lol >>"" Counting calories and figuring out how much you need to eat per day to gain is always the key.

Ate too much pasta and the last of the cheesecake bites for dinner. I'm leaning back, digestin, when my boy reaches over and holds my sweatpants out so I have more space- he's rubbin my lower belly sad that it's all indented from the pant seams asddsfgzxc siiiiiir....

When the boy tries to make cheesecake bites for their work and fails miserably (Taste? Great. Looks? Atrocious...) so I get to eat them for breakfast 😋

Ya'll know how to remind me I AM big when I'm feelin small about myself. Thank yooouu = w =

A few weeks of relaxin on the stuffings has me so damn jiggly dudes, if only I could find a good way to show my thighs too, but look how empty I am u - u Time for fuckin lunchh~ #NoxGains

Two weeks into eating more affordably and I'm starvin daily, I can't keep my weight up, I don't wanna live this life LOL Deep hunger hurts man D: OW... I would love for some more stuffings it's just a matter of $$$ u - u

Ha, thank youu~ When I put my stomach to it, I can achieve my goals 😤😋

When the art/artist post reveals more than skill growth... 😳

I've been cookin and baking more again and FUCK. I wish everything I fed to my boys ended up in MY stomach >:c I love feeding people, I love showin off what kitchen skills I got, but how dare it end up on their waistlines and not mine LOL I'm freakin jealous every time they stuff themselves silly.

Taking a pause from the intense gains to make sure I stay semi-healthy. Then I come to find out that I apparently burn 4600-5200 calories a day just sitting at my desk and walkin around my house... how doth one fucking maintain weight in this economy jfc

Yes and yes, everyday 💦 Shoes/Socks/Buttoned Pants are a work out if I have to do it alone so I always ask. I can get up and down all right but depending on the position it's easier (and funnier) to ask for help with that too cause my boy has a hard time pulling me up lol it's practiceee ☺️

Best part of bein chubby in my position is for art reference- the downside: I got too big for certain poses =//-//= Such as buttoning pants- bro I can hardly reach under there 💦

A much more obvious before and after for this Tum Tuesday 😳 Aug '24 to Now #NoxGains

Finding out our roomies bro is coming by tomorrow so I wanna have the house clean- I slowly sweep and wipe down counters and I'm already sweaty and have taken 3 breaks to catch my breath 😭 Me- Sorry I'm so outta shape and you have to do more Boy- You're in perfect shape, it just happens to be round

When all the chinese take outs have no flavor- I'll just make my own damn chicken fried rice 😤 #NoxCooks

Finn (hunger, clothing fun times, cuteness) and Sebastian (I'm putting all my mobility struggles onto him) 💦

UHH. Let's pretend you said 'cakes'... Best cheap cake: Carrot Best any quality cake: Tiramisu Best higher end only cake: German Chocolate

135lbs later 😋 #NoxGains