im the stupid one

my art oshi never ceases to amaze me im so glad to be alive

#commission #委托 #仕事絵

I cant decide! I want both a cg and painterly art style!!!

also its my eldest son Hyugo’s birthday today, pls wish him a happy birthday 💛🎂

my phone made a collage slideshow thing for each of my cats and i was watching a timeline of their photos and clips from mid 2025, in which i was also going through a rough time (i still do but) seeing a summary of the last 7+ months with my cats… ive been crying

Genji fking ate another cockroach??? Can this fker stop eating them its the second time this month

Another japanese moot falling victim to my name’s pronounciation 🤟😔 im actually a bunch of Ls combined (lazy, loser, lunatic)

God i love phos art my drug

#commission #委托 #仕事絵

i overcame imposters syndrome for now

🌙 💀 ❤️ Blood Moon’s Reaper “Relax, I’m not here to end you, time does all that.. I just show up for the harvesting part.” [ Lunafel Auction ] SB: 90 usd MI: 5 usd AB: TBA in 24 hrs ▶️ Bid page here: toyhou.se/38254579.lun... . . . #characterdesign #adoptable #adopt #auction #lunafel

My 9 games! This was so hard bc i grew up a ds girlie… but these games mostly changed my brain chemistry and left lasting (good) memories Honorable mentions: avalon code, twewy, new leaf, apollo justice, pkmn ranger, trauma center, signalis, graveyard keeper

Seriously though, i need some major reforms in my life, my mentality has gotten worse even before i could do anything about it

not my cat checking up on me for being slumped over at my working area for the last half an hour now 😭😭 i love this lil guy sm

Im so tired of ts i think im gonna explodee

Imposter syndrome is strong today, i can barely get this drawing done in time

Taking off the laptop’s nightlight filter and my bluelight blocking glasses after rendering is so jarring bc what do you mean i was using purple instead of blue all along

felt like rendering on a thursday

Why does this spark of motivation surface now when i am on a deadline

Bruh why am i so ass at coloring?? its not even just the colors itself but i cant seem to make it work with my drawings/lineart

modern day gang!

Ah fk i gave myself a headache

Oh right new evangelion anime?? Kawoshin is so back

god im so sorry for my mutuals and followers on ig if i cant keep up with convos and comments bc i… am just not built for social media, but i swear i love every attention i get im thankful for everyone there T_T

Ever since coming to the philippines, i notice that i constantly get yt ads before every video when it was sparse back in hk like what does this mean

I just slept through the entire afternoon. Chronic depression or iron deficiency? We will never know

[tw: blood] I am you. #oc #animation

Gathering with relatives tonight…. I really dont wanna go

[oc] I am you.

Literally only had an hour and a half of sleep last night but is functioning normally as in no naps, no caffeine needed

Wahhh i got told by my commissioner that ive got a nice artstyle 😭😭😭 im so happi im being recognized

Lately only opening twitter to get my daily dose of ardaminA

Omg im craving the dongpo sour and spicy noodles back in hk

My internet is backkk

My patience in long term rewards is being tested rn

I want to playyy

Wth i just found out there’s a separate following-only and favourites feed that you can switch between on instagram im stupit

Our damn internet has been down for the last 2 days so im on mobile data lifeline

Im so behind listening takayan.. bro releases out songs like changing shirts

Auction adopt currently going on TH! #adoptables #auctionadoptable #characterdesign #closedspecies #lunafel

I usually avoid display drawing tablets bc my hand tends to sweat but ohmygod the huion kamvas 16 looks so pretty i need itttt

Rendering an old smol design

Also ive been thinking about arknights,, i think it has a style and drawing elements in characters that i like and it would be nice if the game clicks with me (i wanted this to happen with wuwa)

My bluelight filter is kinda affecting how my colors turn out, but i cant figure out the right tint to overlay on top of my art

Lowkey liking the adoptable headcanon so much that if no one buys it i’ll happily polish them and make then my ocs 😭

💘 Push & Pull - Lunafel Dragon Adoptables Walking first-aid kit 🩷 meets walking disaster 💙 —$160 each, comes with extras! Available @ my VGEN shop! 🔗 vgen.co/elsyin/shop Sharing is appreciated o/ #adoptable #characterdesign #lunafel

Also Ardashir’s en va when he said ‘Endmin’ on that one chill scene is fking activating my neurons

My feed is full of ardamin content and im enjoying it so much i dont even play the game

still figuring out his hairstyle, will probably stick to the first pic