люблю.. .

not a result that i like.. at least it's another one try and there's other things that i love..

practices..

funny.. how from i want him look like on his official concepts that i like/works by btmr-san it went to i want him to look alive/real and as himself at the same time.. . unbearable.. you're.. too much.. you.. . i love.. ..

can't..

tired.. can't do anything with them even want.. can't decide between few ideas which to choose first and everything is complicated for me and don't really know what to do and scared to draw.. in the end.. just doing practices with him .. to do at least smth.. forgive..

he's so pretty.. it's too much.. .

little practices..

as little moral support i sketched this yesterday before trying to finish what i had to do.. my love..

want to draw so bad.. him.. them.. anything with him... but it's night, i should sleep.. to have energy tomorrow.. for drawing and etc.. at least i finally did what i had to do.. was really anxious but it ended up quite fine.. gladly people are kind to me about all this and waited calmly..

got creature today he's.. bigger than i thought.. he seems dissatisfied a little and cute at the same time ..maybe he's upset about.. nevermind.. .

my wish can't be granted.. so please.. let me try to do at least the way that is available for me.. it's never going to be ideal .. and it shouldn't.. but just a little real.. my love..

forgive me..

save.

even if i remember most of things i've made i like when smth quite old that i still like suddenly catches my eye and . .. today this thing from almost two years ago made it and.. just.. can you.. not.. uhm .. nevermind.. .

guess i somehow like this setting because i already have dragon joker/mage hero thing where mage is a little similar.. unfortunately im not good at detailing/design for such things so.. mage/dragon thing is favorite one i think (after standard one/based on game which is my most beloved)..

maybe it wasn't good idea to read 10 volumes at once.. maybe..

you..

i.. wmww.w.wwwwww.. . . things..

little redraws of some old things..

it feels wrong but don't know.. want to sketch (redraw?) again some kinda old sketches like from two years ago.. don't know why im stopping myself from this , i do silly things so .. why not to do another one silly thing..

got..my things.. finally.. my ..love.. pretty.. still waiting.. acrylic things.. but..at least.. stickers.. ;^;

i don't understand..

practices..

don't know how to do anything.. nothing normal interesting or whatever.. only practices and sketches.. it's so.. forgive me.. want to draw you.. better.. but it feels im not doing enough for you..

forgive me..

it hurts.. forgive me..

little redraw of an album cover that i happen to see..

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pretty.. .

today's wordle.. cute;;

fusion.. went wrong.. a little.. but result is kinda .. pretty..

im nothing.. and have nothing but my drawings.. which are nothing either just like the person who makes them.. want to go home.. there's no place.. please.. forgive me..

my love..

thought about arsene is protagonist itself just in another form is one of my beloved thoughts..

was thinking.. some arsene or .. or them.. in the end.. there's no decision..

. . . .. (practice that turned out to be every year redraw)

it hurts a little

28k steps today worth it , especially in such company of plushie sillies, but dead (pleasantly)

pretty ..

one of the reasons i love p5x.. . i have..some thoughts.. especially about this table.. .of course those thoughts are indecent ones