every time i load my current p5r run i get confused .. every time almost forget that this time i named him differently than usual standard name. . is name i came up with good enough and suits him..? don't know.. and can't use both names that i came up with for both of them but game isn't about it so

now i have to convince myself that i didn't waste time .. i drew two p5 things today.. i can draw p5 tomorrow.. i can rest too if need.. . . . .p5.. .you're.. to much for my weak heart.. .

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little practice #persona5

want time to stop.. you..

really still can't calm myself.. calm my hunger.. i clearly know that my priority and biggest love for now is p5.. and there's no problem to also draw other things sometimes.. no problem other than that uneasy feeling.. i want to draw some other things sometimes but don't want waste time on them..

люблю..

unfortunately im not a cat but for the upcoming event i've also made this thing.. next week.. really not ready..

it's this day already.. so smth cute :'з

finally got my last order before artist alley with some stickers and badges .. my phone is getting sillier ( ´ ▿ ` )

little practice before bed #persona5

want.. every stroke.. to be a love confession.. even if overall result may be not too good.. this path is endless.. it's about trying over and over again .. to improve and etc.. there's no limits.. but.. no matter.. . you're too beautiful.. i love.. what i do.. i love my things.. but..

forgot to put it here.. my tired love..

want to bring here this part of my tmblr post because i stopped hiding this bsky account which i made as a backup/side for main acc but in the end i just disappeared.. deleted main bsky and didn't share this one for some time.. why not to try now.. again.. as with drawing..

i can't..

i love.. silly things..

i can't help myself.. he's too cute..

don't.. look.. . don't..

ぺごジョカ . . my love..

i don't know where to go.. it's painful..

im tired.. there's no place for me.. forgive me..forgive..

you..

my love..

thank you for your existence.. i love you

happy birthday to me

tired

cat..

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messy pierrot things..

люблю..

you.. .

i deserved it.. forgive me..

little practice with beloved.. he's.. he.. . can't..

it feels strange but.. why not..

royal outfits hurt me a lot.. love them.. love him..

arsene... .

im cat wife .. (it's not true but eh)

forgive me.. forgive. . i did.. anything wrong.. about you.. i.. shouldn't. . get into you.. shouldn't.. love.. forgive me... . it's my fault.. i shouldn't..

in the end.. it's just.. another one fail.. forgive.. i really.. can't do anything. . for you.. y..tmy love.. forgivd me..eforgive..

i feel bad.. things were .. already chaotic with one fixation.. now.. i feel really .. broken and lost.. to do here and there.. . people saying it's worse when you don't have smth like this and don't know what to do.. can't deny that.. but even if you're in obsessed state it's also.. can feel bad..

im dying

my love..

it was really sudden but i feel a little more comfortable and free with one new obsession appeared? but now im hungry for doing more things with both obsessions..

it's really strange..

snowy days..

roses..for you..

moments.. with you..