i inhaled a chocolate bar because it was so good, not thinking... and now im on the verge of passing out at 7:30 because my body is like 'yooo... what did you dooo?!'

Escaping my mind and body #speedpaint #tarot #dreamcore #weirdart #psychadelic #bipolarart #depression #meditation

#digitalart #speedpaint #bipolar #depression #dreamcore #shadowwork #weirdcore #clipstudiopaint

Becoming Nobody #quantum #depression #bipolarart #digitalart #meditation #dreamcore #weirdcore

#bipolar #shadowwork #healing #meditation #digitalart #depression

'You grew to be who they needed' #grief #bipolar #depression #queerart #digitalart #artisticallyill #dreamcore #weirdcore

Jane Goodall, ethologist and conservationist, has died. She was 91

new speedpaint // The Fool #tarot #fool #queerart #bipolarart #art #digital #sun #moon #maladaptivedaydreaming

Reunited in death. this one is censored ;A; Rats greeting their human as she dies. <3 #grief #rainbowbridge #souls #queerart #bipolarart #rip #dreamcore

In death, my brain replaying those memories we had together. I know it's wishful thinking, but the thought of dying and our souls getting to say hello again one last time is comforting. I realize this is the only time i drew the heart full... #grief #rainbowbridge #queerart #bipolarart

i think i've done what i needed to do in this world so far. whats left. just numb. i can't remember most of my life anyway. i just wake up tomorrow and repeat the cycle. try to exist, realize it's all worthless by the end of the day, binge, take something to sleep

most days i feel like i cant connect to anyone or anything much but i keep pushing. some days i am so trapped in reality and realizing my existence that I immediately need to end it. I end up sitting on the couch struggling to not hurt me. #bipolar #depression

The Hermit / Godmother death and her candle Her pet passed and she has a new one, a new thing to love, but the candle represents its life. She's vividly aware how quickly it will burn out compared to her own life. #queerart #grief #rainbowbridge #digitalart #tarot #depression #speedpaint

Lost my two oldest rats. I had this idea when I lost my first rat but never did it. My rats are my ESAs and literally keep functioning. So this is 'Clawing at the Rainbow Bridge'. #rainbowbridge #grief #denial #queerart #rip #art #depression

#tarot #speedpaint #clipstudiopaint

the kinda stuff ive been up to. Low key these may be made into a tarot deck. Queen of swords. tbh my fav parts are the top left and bottom right and the sword makes the colors pixilate. I'm working on 'the world' right now. filters <3 #digitalart #weirdcore #dreamcore #tarot #clipstudiopaint

My personal hell is feeling my own spark get stomped out day after day in every aspect of my life and constantly trying to relight it. Its like my passion for art and life is moldy and perverted and needs to be put out of its misery before I turn 33.

ive been experimenting in clip studio paint. i liked these. when i get in a depressed episode my chest aches and it can get hard to breathe. #bipolar #mentalhealth I am having a rough time rn.

i've been doing sketch/things to experiment and vent. Whenever I get overwhelmed I always go back to drawing on black/dark colors and that's been helpful lately. How it feels to be in a depressed episode but trying to make something 'happy'. #depression #bipolar #anxiety #mentalhealth

#stevenuniverse #bluediamond My first fanart of Steven universe bc i always get compared to it and im a crybaby so I drew Blue in my style.

Going thru a med change bc i had the Lamictal rash maybe for years and that's why my scalp was on fire and hair falling out (+more) but now that im weening off it I have flu-like symptoms and can't work. #bipolar

Short stories, fairytales, traditional art, wlw

I want to dress up as Ectobabble and do a drag storytime video again like I did years ago but I'm not brave anymore lol

Hootshrooms! One of the little animals on the fantasy world i have. (Site is so far from being done sry). #digitalart #cute #originalcharacter #oc #wip

Wuh Lah Wuh The pink fae witch and the mimic demon. The entire story/planet is a metaphor for childhood trauma and healing. Broken Planet lore available soon? if ppl like them? >_> The planet itself is 'purgatory', but their town is a safe spot. #lgbt #wlw #safespace #thirdspace

#shadowwork #ventart #bipolar #depression ##traditionalart #painting #healing

Im writing and fixing up my website with all my folklore and characters of the 'Broken Planet'. #isawthetvglow #oc #digitalart #trans #LGBT

Looking at my astrology charts for the first time in forever and the jist appears to be 'you're isolated and afraid of things but you want comfort and you have strong passions and dreams but you have no planets or rulers in that house so you're not going to get that in this life.' :')

#abracadabra #ladygaga #painting #sketch

Tiktok decided to slap me twice today. 😀🥲 wtf am i doing? Why do I want to tell my stories so bad? there has to be a way to let go of that passion somehow.

I'm looking for feedback on some OC fiction I wrote a while ago. I want to write more? A woman with psychosis losing faith in the American medical system while being preyed upon by a demon who finds her dreams interesting. story: archiveofourown.org/works/56979475 #horror #shortstory #oc #digitalart

Butterfly mask . . . #art #artist #artwork #illustration #drawing #sketch #painting #surreal #surealart #fantasyart #portrait #artcollector #fairytail #dream

The Watchers 𓁹𓁹 . . . #art #artist #artwork #illustration #drawing #sketch #painting #surreal #surealart #fantasyart #portrait #artcollector #fairytail #dream #cat #blackandwhite #ink

Lost in thought #art #acrylic #artist #ventart

Anton Machek "The hotel room", 1930. #surreal #art #painting

Philip Evergood, Lily and the sparrows, 1939 #art #painting #contemporaryart #modernart #figurativepainting #surreal #surrealism #philipevergood

What app will my art do well on. Im crashing out out realizing it's been 8+years and i still have nothing. I put random pics below bc i don't even know what to share anymore. #artist #artadvice #traditionalart #Painting

Love would like to offer some snacks. Will you accept some? This is a small reprieve from things. Remember what sort of future we're fighting for <3 kindness, love, and safety. Share to spread the love.

A lot of work done on the utopia story I'm working on. I got so much done during streaming. Solarpunk + cottagecore story 'A pink witch named Love begins the task of healing a destroyed planet and making it a 'holding place' for the sick and weary, but there are people who seek to exploit her.'

old watercolor doodles <3 #watercolor #traditionalart #original #sketch #fantasy

I forgot how this works #drag #dragking #makeup #cosplay

I'm beginning to doubt my entire project in general. When there's Vtubers and people with AI and gamers - this feels so rudimentary(?) or like so simply and boring. All the little animations and all that. I'm 100% doubting the time spent on this and the drag and everything.

Ive never gotten such a nice compliment in my life. Im never forgetting this one. Do you see this? 😭💚 #rednote #artist

Ectobabble is back. ⚘️🌱💚 Decided to try to bring him back. 💚🎨🌱 Idk ignore my massive skill regression 🫣 #drag #tracking #makeup #facepaint #ragdoll #yarn

A lot of my lineart - some may be in a coloring book(?) I can't help but do small details it scratches and itch in my head 😭 Tiktok is gone and this was one of my last. #lineart #mentalhealth #depression #cptsd #innerchild #bipolar #wip #coloring #selflove

Going to a people's march tomorrow. I need to make more signs. #people'smarch #women'srights #protest #Equality it shouldn't be like this.

I inverted it to see about making it a coloring book page and this feels better in general. I'm always doin' art about mental distress. Reddit said my art feels like isolation with hope (??) #freehand #digitalart #coloringbook #mentalhealth #demons #innerchild

Reddit said that I should make an adult coloring book. I mean, it'd be focused on cptsd, mental distress, and isolation 😅 What do you think? I'll give cookies and hot cocoa for feedback. 🍪☕ #coloring #coloringbook #lineart #cptsd #weirdart #mentalhealth #bipolar

Not to embarrass myself but I used to do drag and I want to start again for the stream and for the Storytelling aspect of it. This is Ecto, part of the same world the other characters live in. Im afraid to post drag storytimes again. I want people to like them + his story. #cosplay #drag #twitch

Situationship between a mimic demon and a fairy witch. One takes care of weary travelers and is caretaker of the forest and the other would destroy anyone who made her baby cry lol 🥹🌻 (this will be chapter1) ##originalcharacter #oclore #digitalart #LGBT ⚘️❤️