why does it take so long to recover from surgery 😭 i just wanna dance and exercise again

im learning that rest really does so much for your body

this underwear will fit me tightly one day!!!

just as i wanted to start posting my progress pics i get sick 😭 fuck

ass progress pics also incoming...

im back to exercising so im back to posting! progresss photos incoming...

YALL MY NYE OUTFIT WAS TEWWWWW GOOD

happy new years I’m wayyy too fricking drunk

might be accidentally falling in love with one of my hookups because he was just the absolute best top I’ve ever had and I #needthat again 😭

my fav pics from my NYC trip :) I love a good digital camera (with the exception of the snow pic)

I’ve come to learn that I like being worshipped and degraded at the same time… like I want to spit on, spanked, and held down but I also want to kissed all over and treated sweetly?!

can’t tell which one I like more

wait omg yall should add me on Letterboxd

okay I have barely watched any movies so can anyone recommend any queer movies for me? I need to get gayer before the year ends

Hey NY bloomfies, I’ll be in NYC in December! Feel free to hmu :3

IM SO EXCITED TO SEE MY FRIENDS TODAY!!!!!

finally recovered from the flu… please go get your flu shots that shit is no joke I was in bed for like a week and didn’t eat omfg

Halloween was fucking crazy but at least I was sexy

oh yall are not ready for my Halloween costume lemme just say that

some of my favorite recent art from my printmaking class :)

I lowkey really want a signature scent but I don’t know what would fit me? Because I really enjoy clean slightly sweet scents but dislike musky or floral scents

I’m legit so excited for Halloweekend because not only can we party on Friday but ALSO SATURDAY omg I wanna get crazy

me and Sabrina at a record store ❤️‍🔥

I lowkey wanna try getting high and cooking or baking something idk it just sounds like a lot of fun to me any ideas of what to make? 🤔

oh no… I’m starting to feel burnout… I haven’t had a rest day in a couple months and I’ve been doing several things every weekend for the past few weeks… all while working and trying to do school. Where did all my energy come from? 😭

doing my portfolio last minute even though it’s not due until tommorow night but I have absolutely no time tmrw because of work, a dance performance, and then a party later at night 😭😭

new fiona and cake s2 coming out!!! i am very hyped i love adventure time so much

absolutely obsessed with this denim piece I thrifted in Charlotte ✨

been finally feeling like my manifestations are coming to fruition 🥹 people like me and I have real connections with people

I was green this week :) 🍀🥒🌵 what color should I do next?

life is really life-ing right now because WHY AM I SO BOOKED AND BUSY?! it’s also cause I told myself to always say yes to everything but at the same time, I’m too broke to be saying yes to everything omfg

so excited to see Conan Gray omfg!! I remember seeing him on YouTube when I was younger and now I get to see him perform at a concert??? That is just so cool

dancer Eden is back babyyyyy

waffle - I’m taking an acting class and I’m so excited to dip my toes into acting AHH! - I got an anonymous compliment on campus through a social media thing and now feel more pressure to look good every day - watched Weapons for a date with a fwb (3.5/5) - learning ABCD by Nayeon so much fun 🤩

omg just went on a casual date (not romantic) and why was that kinda tea???

jk! here’s arm! to feed the skyline!

I feel like I’m always just complaining on here nowadays LMAO I’ve conned you all into following me and now I just complain mwahaha

Okay I’ve been feeling dizzy/ light headed consistently for the past like two weeks and I’m gettin really concerned cause what

I sent my best friend a monthly favorites and she never sent one back 😔 any applications to be my new best friend? LMAO jk

there’s this guy who really wants me to top him but I’ve never really topped before because it doesn’t really seem like my thing but I might try it out…

this guy at work apparently said I was hot and that he loves twink femboys??? firstly, why would he say that out loud AT WORK and then also I’m not even a femboy? and he’s also like 18 so it’s kinda weird from someone younger than me…

waffle for the week :) - im slowly gaining weight and its making me so happy to see progress - mentally i did regress a little with some really bad suicidal thoughts but im getting better - i also did have some acne reappear which pisses me off because I thought it was finally going away

the way that my sex drive has just completely died… and then when it was alive, it got soooo hyper that I felt like I was in heat and now it’s all gone

I’ve come to really enjoy thunderstorms at night before I go to sleep, they’re so calming and cute

just figured I’d feed the bloomfies with some recents :)

the cutest thing ever is when friends repeatedly say bye for the night but continue to linger and talk as they slowly inch towards the door to leave 🥹 I’m so blessed to have friends that actually like me

Life is good! I hung out with my friends tonight, my coworkers like me, and I got dick downed too 😭

as much as I love Melodrama for being the queen that she is, I think Virgin is my favorite album because the writing is so vulnerable and raw and while I can’t relate to her particular situations with her body, her gender, her sexual relationships, and what not, I still feel connected to the album +

okay I wanna overshare a little bit- so like I’ve been having sex with a handful of people recently and I’m starting to notice that I tend to overthink ALOT while having sex and it really takes away from the experience but I don’t know how to ease up 😭