Not feeling great today, probably gonna avoid doing too much music stuff today and tomorrow just in case I somehow make myself feel worse. I'll probably stream tho since mewgenics is tomorrow and I wanna do a few more isaac runs before I play it. I'll also stream mewgenics tomorrow :)

Oh boy it's that time again where I fantasize about romantic things happen with someone I'm incredibly unlikely to ever meet face to face because it's the only thing that let's me sleep at night! Good night everybody

I really need to start having some restraint on here because it really seems like I forget a lot that social media is not a journal or a therapist and I think it could really put some people off

Transcribing is really hard :( I wanna make something fun so I can feel like any respect I get from people is valid while also creating an opportunity for people to get to know me better but it's gonna take a lot of work with what feels like little to no support

So I guess minions are doin eldritch gods now huh

New aspiration: Become Nightwing (the booty god)

I need to get a license for the individual fact that I need to be able to keep whatever word I have when talking and flirting with people. Hate the idea of making plans and either having to spend copious amounts of money on an Uber or cancel

It's gonna be really difficult not trying to overload my brain with information while learning reaper, if anyone has any advice it'd be much appreciated (also if anyone has a good sound interface recommendation lmk)

Finally really trying to hunker down and start making a cover of zombie handjob, I'm pretty sure its in D major because of the bass but I could be wrong

I put rice seasoning in my spaghetti I swear I still deserve nice things

Ass blasting ragu with salt because it's the candy of pre made spaghetti sauces

Not the greatest editing but a proof of concept being out there is important, and if I don't do it who will?!

Did finish my sandwich from the weed themed sandwich place, I'm not gonna spark it Instead I'll put it in my pocket And save it like rocket fuel

High ass bird design on the bag for the hoagie I ordered from the weed themed sandwich place

Junji ito type story about a dude who has a 3rd eye in his asshole

I wonder, how do people actually go about making friends online? I've heard of people just kinda meeting in games they like but what do you do if you want to introduce yourself to people you already know a little bit about but they don't know you at all? Asking for my own sake cause I feel lonely

I the span of 48 hours I've gone up to 13 hours in Umamusume. I blame opalu

Why I pull honse girl with boob window

Feeling pretty hopeless today, like maybe bringing up clown eggs to my osgi wasn't a good idea. I should probably make an introduction post of smth so I don't look totally and completely insane to those who look here

I was a whole ass hour late to work because of Umamusume... Life's good...

Umamusume for me gives a feeling like I'm being waterboarded but like in a good way

Thank god Tomodachi Life’s OST got added to Nintendo Music so I can build my divorce playlist.

After trying xrd venom all I have to ask is why did they take like all of his aura? I honestly believe he's bottom tier in strive simply because they got rid of some much of his Shit and gave him back like almost nothing in return. Would it kill them to just let him have the teleport? 2.0 save him

I say this with zero exaggeration, no jokes or witty remarks. The genuine truth to who I am as a man and as a full blown human being with dreams and aspirations and desires that I wish to share with those I may call friends or one day even found family. I wanna be wifed up :(

I got xrd Rev 2 tonight so that'll be fun to try out before strive 2.0, I've been wondering if I really want to play strive or fighterz on stream since I still wanna get into fighting games

I wish they kept gumbo guzzler in rivals

Important question: in any of the sniper elite games is there an xray for ladies akin to the testicle shot? Like is there a zoom in xray of some poor soul getting her ovaries explodiated from like idk 600 meters away? If it hasn't been done in a sniper elite game, why?

Can't play games cause tired Can't learn music cause tired Can't find people cause tired Can't sleep cause tired I could really use a quirked up white boy who's goated with the sauce to motivate me right now! (Accepting volunteers)

I think a good litmus test for how someone is doing socially is how many movies they've seen recently. I haven't gone to theaters or really even watched anything since the original fnaf movie came out so ya know. Not really doin so hot

Guilty Gear Strive ̶(̶2̶0̶2̶1̶)̶ (2001)

Chompies chicken fried steak is winning against me, pretty ladies save me...

I have a strong feeling that favorite streamer is gonna be live again today but I have work and dinner to go to so I'm def gonna miss it :(

Definently feel better before going to bed. Talk to you soon!

Good news nap helped but still cooked so things are technically better. Only sucks now because I only have about 2-3 hours left in the day and I can't really do much. Guess I'll finally buy reaper

I'm gonna try and take a nap to if it it helps but ngl I think I might just be cooked

I give up for the day, the delusions win

When 99% of the conversations you've had in life are all just in your own head it makes it really hard to have reasonable expectations, don't it?

I wonder how I'm so talented* that when I said something one of the chill people I've ever seen had an IMMEDIATE annoyed/upset response

doing some isaac runs before I go to bed, come hang! www.twitch.tv/betta224

rice bowl but instead of meat it just has onions (fml)

Someone needs to make a Hugh Morris clown egg. I will pay top dollar to see it happen

I wanted to see how much water boy dispatch weighs because I wanted to see how I compare and not only did I not find out how much he weighs but turns out HE'S 6 FUCKING 4 WHAT

I think I should do a small vocal cover for a song to try and see where my style and range are. Can't wait to hopefully go down to part time to have more energy plus drive to do that sort of thing and also finally get my drivers license (don't hate me)

I have a real talent for losing the room within 15 words or less anyways good morning everyone how's life

I took a 2 hour nap and I still wish I wasn't alone like, all of the time but I do feel pretty rested. I might stream tonight

Goemon Ishikawa is in the house!

Lady and the tramping a big ass shaggy and scooby style hoagie