Tomorrow is the threat hunting training day and I just learned this FBI facility has and indoor neighborhood they use for real world cyber attack training scenarios…wtf did I get myself into? 😅😥

Other coworkers finally complained about the hostile person at work and there was a meeting after everyone left. My boss is notorious for not being at work first thing, if at all, but the trouble person is usually there early so no clue what kind of possible hostile environment we’re walking /1

To everyone who's been asking: yes, I'm aware of this. Yes, I try to pass all of your words of support and care along to Kara whenever I can. Unfortunately she has been without phone and email privileges for a few weeks. Her lawyers have tried to get in touch with her and will update me. 🧵

Close enough to the doc’s request today lol. 1715 calories vs request of 1600 and 121 grams of protein vs requested 100. I’m gonna call it a win.

I just know one day I’m going to forget to remove my draw needle and end up stabbing my leg with it instead of the other, much smaller one and it’s going to hurt like hell lol.

Now I’m seriously worried about job security. My boss/company owner just approved me going to a day long threat hunting training run by the fbi. This is very much not normal behavior.

And my shibari event (first in person one that I would have ever attended) this weekend just got canceled. I really need this week to take a step back and calm down before I end up going full supervillain.

I am operating in such an emotional deficit right now that I am legitimately, considering bailing on the one in-person activity. I do each week that I consider fun (DnD).

I think I could have just done without this day.

Watching @deviantollam.bsky.social use the Lishi key cutter pliers in his latest video. I’ll be honest, I didn’t know something like that existed. My mind is blown. youtu.be/0B_RlYN13AU?...

Here’s a novel idea…believe the employee who’s been around for five years and been actively doing the task he says has a problem in the process. True, I’ve only been doing this task for the last two years and not the whole five but still. /1

I was looking through the tracking stats in my calorie tracking app tonight and despite having put on some weight this last year I saw a number that never clicked prior...even where I am now it says I lost 1/4 of my body weight. That feels like such a large number.

It's almost midnight. I'm tired and I'm sad and I'm lonely and contemplating getting up and going to the gym because despite being tired the other feelings won't let me sleep right now.

I accidentally say way too many hilarious things for no one to be around to document them.

We are complex beings, capable of feeling multiple things at once. On one hand, I am very happy that my partner and my metamours will be spending Valentine’s Day with someone they love. On the other hand, I am inexorably sad that I will be spending yet another Valentine’s Day alone. This makes /1

It’s Friday the 13th fuckers! Hell yeah!

This is my son's Pokemon Go - he restarted and so he is just starting out in the game and it would be great if you could go add him as a friend if you play please?

This is for someone local to me that frequents the same LGBTQIA+ Anti-ICE nerd cafe that I play DnD at and they are being illegally detained by ICE. If you can help please do so long as it does not burden you. www.gofundme.com/f/help-franc...

“I’m ugly as fuck, you think I’m dumb too - certainly”

I just want to be financially secure enough that I can afford some of these rope retreats I keep seeing!

I feel very trapped and yet somehow untethered and unsure about pretty much everything lately and I'm not real fond of that.

Hey...today is the 5 year anniversary of when I "came out" to the majority of people left in my life.

Coworker who used an LGBTQIA+ slur in an angry rant who says they are an ally and who also admitted IF they could vote, they would have voted for Trump, and who also has said they would fire me if they could when they got angry at me while also telling me that I’m basically arrogant and think I /1

In a happy place with someone who makes me so very happy! We found an honest to gods Photo Booth at a local art place! This is one of the selfies. @emmie.bsky.social is so adorable and beautiful and amazing! She is a bright spot in a world that has gotten much darker lately.

What a beautiful day to read a new ebook!

My current job who stiffed every employee for raises for over nine months it’s currently implemented very extreme micromanaging policies so I believe it is time for malicious compliance

So…she’s heard me “sing” now. I guess you could say it’s getting pretty serious. 😂😂😂

Not me skipping somebody in the dating app because they look like they are way too gorgeous for me and what are the chances that a second person like that actually likes me? I feel like I’m pushing my luck with my current partner because she’s amazing!

My “it’s too fucking cold in the south face” - my breath was a paid actor for this photo as was the ice on my windows!

New bucket list item - get to watch Hajime Kinoko work at some point!

It's been raining for the last 24 hours straight almost. Temps just went below freezing and will stay there until noon on Tuesday. Might be a fun couple of days...

www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDEA... Devon's reaction to the video that we have all watched far too many times already is deeply moving.

Playing with a different kind of “rope” this morning. Practicing chain stitches.

I'm sure my position is clear over here but just in case - fuck ICE, fuck this administration, fuck any politician currently in power doing anything short of calling for the defunding and closing of ICE and prosecution of anyone involved with the killing of innocent citizens.

Gods she is so hot...and intelligent...and caring...and has a heart that burns for justice and freedom for everyone. So fucking sexy. I love this woman more than words I know can fully express.

Haven't shared a writing in a while. This one popped up for me today.

This is great!

The Masters of the Universe was the first movie I ever saw in the theater as a kid. It was one of the only decent "birthday parties" I ever had and so I had no interest in watching to even looking at this new one but now hearing about how pissy people are getting over the use of pronouns in /1

I was recently laid off, so I’m officially open to new opportunities. If you need a Hacker, or a teachable moment using Red Team tactics. I can also be a trainer, community builder & liaison. I want more than a job I need a company & purpose I can believe in. Please share! 💜🤗💜

@emmie.bsky.social is so freaking cute and adorable and yeah…that’s it. That’s the entire point of the message. 🥰🥰🥰

The coworker working this one came up to me after and asked how I found it so I walked him through what I did and he just shook his head and said “I love that weird beautiful brain of yours” and I feel so seen and appreciated.

Sweet, I just figured out and saved a bitlocker encrypted drive that was locked and we could not get it unlocked with the recovery password. I was able to try down and figure out why the recovery password wasn’t working and how to return the computer to a state where it would work.

I have somehow made myself the go to person for when Microsoft licenses need to be manually purchased. I also apparently made myself the person responsible for migrating all 40+ of our customers from one Microsoft reseller to another. Sigh.

The close minded, homophobic, racist, or mono, normative people from my past hate to see me coming because they remember how levelheaded and wise I seemed to them for some reason, but they know I’m pan and poly now

It's not often I miss a connection from the past, but lately I've been missing a particular one way more than what I should and I don't like it :/

I think it might be time for me to get a massage sometime since I’ve never had one lol.

Just kinda floating around the house today - resting, 3dprinting, dancing, listening to The Home Team on shuffle. Kinda just being and that's nice. I slept 8 hours last night as well. It was a horrible week so this is all very nice. Also met some people with shared rope interests which is nice.

Just got a text...to bass rave or not to bass rave? It might be too cold to drive that far for a rave tonight lol