It’s world cancer awareness day so here’s some tips. Ladies: get your smear tests, check your boobs monthly. Lads: get informed on prostate cancer symptoms, check your pecs. Symptoms that last longer than 3 weeks or any changes please get checked out!

Just found some clear aligners for £650 and it includes a teeth whitening kit. I’m not in any rush to get this treatment it’s more just an annoyance having twisted teeth. Gonna save up and pay it outright so it’ll be about a year or two

I’ve made a break through in therapy and decided I only want those I explicitly give permission to call me Bekka. So Hi my name is Rebekka-Jade I’m 28 and in therapy for up to 2 years before going back to university to complete my course and become a children’s mental health nurse 👋🏻💜

Wtf has Kate garraway done to her face, fuck me she can barely open her mouth to talk through all the Botox

No tears in today’s before and after therapy

Before and after therapy today. I again cried about my fucking egg donar

Just got to colour my hair this weekend but I needed a big chop

Therapy’s gonna be good this week😂 I’ve done from crying about my mother not loving me to 5 days later figuring something out about myself

So after looking into why people suspect Eddie is Demi I’ve realised that fits me. So I have been witness to my friends constantly using sec to build a bond and I never understood it but now I know why so here I am at 28 telling my little corner of the internet I’m demisexual

Just a pic showing I don’t always look bad like my pre-therapy post-anxiety attack self. I don’t wear make-up regularly so it’s usually bare faced and yes it’s cold enough in Leicester to require a hat and gloves

The face of someone who’s anxiety got so bad she left home 40 minutes early for therapy.

Completely forgot to post it here bus I have a fic about Buck having BPD and ADHD in progress. I post once a week archiveofourown.org/works/729940...

I’ve just had an insane thought. Out of my siblings and me I’m the only one to not experience their parents be together. My brother had 5 years, older sister had 4. They split when she was 4 months pregnant with me. My little sister (half) got her parents together for 3 years. Mind has been blown🤯

P.I.P really trying to say I don’t have a bad back when I’m currently unable to even walk about Tesco’s after using the bus to get there. But sure I can walk unaided can’t I. Baring in mind I use a elderly shopping trolley with 4 wheels so I don’t even carry anything

I’ve just realised a downside to my appendectomy scar… I could never do cute maternity pictures making a heart on my bump as my scar is from my belly button down🥺

If your wondering how I’m doing I’m currently crying at Louis’ dairy of a ceo video

I’ve been wearing glasses for 20 years now and it still freaks me out when my ears twitch and move my glasses😂

People (cough her cough) can say whatever they want about me but at least I don’t have 3 kids but 3 different people, I’ve not been engaged 4 times and have my kids ask is this your new boyfriend and every male I speak to😂

If I didn’t know I already had my appendix out I’d say I had appendicitis alongside my monthly cramps again. Day 1 is always the worst man

Watching crime stuff and seeing someone’s conviction being quashed because of having EUPD pisses me off. I’ve struggle for years with my EUPD but never once have I harmed another because of it let alone fucking killed my partner

I spent about an hour giving the P.I.P assessor my understanding my my health conditions and my meds. Tell me I don’t have chronic illness when it takes that long

It’s go annoying that my P.I.P assessment has come whilst I’m still on waiting lists. Because if I’d had those appointments already it shows my health has worsened

This time 21 years ago I was fighting for my life. I had bacterial meningitis which turned to sepsis. I was in ICU for 2 weeks and then was moved to a normal ward for 6 weeks. I had no idea id missed my 7th birthday

I made it to seeing my midnight balloons

Trying to do my usual and stay awake until midnight to see my birthday in doesn’t work when your on so much meds that make you drowsy. I have one eye open😂

I just though Taylor didn’t even give Demi and Joe a full 24 hours of breaking the internet before she announced her album😂

Been waiting for since April for an allergy clinic assessment to see if I’m allergic to egg whites, egg yolks (because apparently they’re a separate allergen), soya beans and cows milk (on top of my nut allergy) and I stg I’ve been told not to change anything about my diet but I might cry

It’s so strange for me that some believe birth marks are how you died in a previous life because that’d been I was shotgunned down to the sternum

For the last 5 laps of that race my heart was in my throat. I’m so glad lando got his win

Probably the worst time for me to come off my allergy meds after we’ve just had the grass cut outside but I’m waiting for an appointment to the allergy clinic as I’m possibly allergic to milk, soya and eggs (which means only oat milk for me😭) and the meds hide the true reactions

My dog just tried to make friends with a fucking huge dog and this is how bid she is I told her she’d be a toothpick 😂

Birthday month!!!!

Do you think I’d be able to ring my old college that I left 5 years ago to ask them to countersign my passport? I have legit nobody

I got permission yesterday to upgrade from moisturiser to bio oil for my scars. I’m hoping it’ll also help with the stretch marks. Even if it just lightens the scars I’ll be happy. They probably only look so red because I’m so pale but it’s making me self conscious

My dogs not much of a barker but it always throws me off when she does it in her sleep😂

What a fucking film the f1 movie is

If you come cinema there’s only one right drink option. Mixed ice blast for the win

Probably going to regret this tomorrow but seeing as I’ll spend most of the day unable to see I’m going to watch F1 movie in the cinemas today😂

I ended that cycle.

Safe to say my cramps last month weren’t cramps it was the appendicitis. Very lucky I noticed when I did

I started a new antidepressant this week and it is proper fucking me up😂 it’s 4pm I got out of bed at 9am and I’m already drowsy. The joys of a twice a day medication

Jamie and Eddie getting engaged and him making Sargent is exactly how it should be

Danny saying love you most to Linda’s tombstone fucking hurts man. He left space for her to reply like they always had

Does Peter Hermann always play defense attorney’s

Deciding how I want to decorate is easy until I have to decide on new bathroom and kitchen flooring as it desperately needs upgrading. Only downside is I don’t fucking know what I want or how to fit anything. Do I pay someone to fit it or figure it out? Urgh I’ll decorate first I think

So Jamie and Eddie have admitted they have feelings for each other but have decided to put that aside for their partnership and honestly it feels like EO again

Thomas wilder fucked up when he took Nicki. Ain’t no way Danny would let him live after that

If my postman sees my crying I hope he knows it from blue bloods. It’s not even the fact Linda was shot it’s Danny’s reaction

I’m calling it Jamie and Edit are gonna get together😂 he so doesn’t want to see her dating anyone let alone a double date

Having no more 9-1-1 to watch after watching it all the way through again I have started on blue bloods. I’m currently on season 4 and honestly love Danny. He reminds me of Elliot stabler a bit😂