I am never gonna be okay, and the sooner I accept that, the sooner I can finally end my pain

Posca pink Niffty! (old art) #hazbinhotel

Saw a thing today...

I'm tired of paying thousands of dollars of hospital bills only to end up in the ER again. Tired of sleeping 2 hours a night, tormented by nightmares, vomiting, passing out on the floor days later. Tired of physical pain, nausea, depression, anxiety. No one takes me seriously. No one can help me.

Thank you to my fwiends (including people who weren't in pictures and people who sent gifts from far away) for a great 35th birthday!!

Happy Halloween I spent last night and today up until now in the emergency room 🥲 I was gonna drive Forks and have a Hoa Hoa day (Twilight) but now I'm just gonna rest to prep for my bday tomorrow

Happy birthday @quinncoyote117.bsky.social !! I wonder where you're running to in this. Hopefully to get bday cake 🎂

I like that I have been starting my mornings pointing at my cats announcing "He is a baaaby! She is a baaaby!" as they eat their breakfast. A+ activity highly recommend

The Aristocats kittens! Berlioz, Marie, and Toulouse

Bad night = more experimental art. I left the sketch layer up in the second one because it gives it a slightly different vibe

My Uber driver was playing some kind of heavy metal music, looked at me as I was getting in the car, and hurriedly changed the song to "Pink Pony Club," and I'm ???

Drew @relaxingdragon.bsky.social cosplaying Jax's witch outfit hehehe

*Furries my best friend* @raido.moe told me if he was a furry he'd be a raccoon, so I—

My head hurts so bad. I'm gonna take 16* Tylenols, end up in Silent Hill**, and edit so many train-related wikis*** *2 Tylenols **bed ***sleep

Sick of everything in this country rn

More Night in the Woods (NitW) style art! Here's @relaxingdragon.bsky.social giving me a ride on his bike. Irl I actually don't know how to ride a bike (yet?), so this would be the only way for me rn haha. Also, I like NitW style trees a lot

Been doing some Night in the Woods (NitW) style art lately. Here's at @randfur.bsky.social carrying me in front of the Food Donkey wheeeee!

Had to get this out of my head with all the cat coincidences (or... *sweats nervously* data points?) I have

Okay none of us posted these so... Last month me, @corgizilla.bsky.social, @quinncoyote117.bsky.social, and @relaxingdragon.bsky.social went to Universal Studio's Horror Nights. I dressed as M3GAN (2.0) hehe. Thank you, you three, for genuinely one of the best theme park visits in my entire life

I drew @corgizilla.bsky.social as Mira from Kpop Demon Hunters hehehe

My short term memory sucks and my long term memory is poison

Been watching the new Futurama episodes lately, and Amy Wong remains my fave character. Here's my cosplay of her

Had a bad night. I was in a lot of pain and also really scared and anxious. So I did weird art. I don't have doctors out here yet and have run out of meds and am trying to figure out what to do, but wouldn't you know, figuring things out is really difficult when you're unmedicated

Finally watched the very first Godzilla movie and had to draw it hehe

Did you know concussion symptoms can be delayed?

The graffiti gets it

Oswald and Mickey

Afraid to ask but, what's the point of alt-text for non-text images if you can't see it anyway? "Art of [character]" feels pointless if you don't know what the character looks like and can't see the art style. It just seems insulting, like rubbing it in that the person is blind

I am suffer. I ate bad meat because I trusted the sell-by date instead of myself. I'm cramping, parched, fevering and scrolled by two food poison related posts despite looking up nothing. Earlier I had convos about feeling that people don't think I'm physically capable, and now the universe mocks me

Self-portrait study because I was angry and frustrated so I wanted to put my energy into learning and practice for a few hours

I didn't really take pictures at Furvana but I had a great con! I roomed with @nycki.bsky.social and her partner! Con highlights were the concert and the tail-making workshop. Outside the con we went to some of the knicknack shops, played mini-golf, and went to the beach!

Meant to have this done for @quinncoyote117.bsky.social's HRT anniversary but it's already almost a month late! Anyways proud of u girl!!!

Watching the Sally Ride documentary and tearing up a bit ngl. I had to draw her immediately

This Snorlax is one of the best things I've ever gotten (crutches for scale). The cats love it too :3

A Cat and their Jeep Airyu is finally being able to get the huge Jeep they've always wanted so they can rule the road. Commission for anonymous. #furry #furryart

Little late to the party and probably won't get to play Silksong for a hot minute but I wanted to draw Hornet. I loved her in Hollow Knight so I'm pretty excited!

Artists! Show an old piece you still love!

I'm starting to think the commonality between me and the other two of my girlfriend's partners is that we all taunt fate in different ways

Several stops, a speeding ticket, a broken tail light and cracked bumper on my rental car, and almost losing one of my cats, I finally made it to Washington

I still like this picture. It's from when I went to the big Island of Hawaii back in 2018

No new pictures, where are you at mentally?

15 movies to watch with a cat (me): Kamikaze Girls The Greatest Showman Dead Talents Society I Saw the TV Glow The Road to El Dorado Hot Fuzz Synecdoche, New York Sherlock Holmes M3GAN Perfect Days Perfect Blue Hercules (Disney) Pacific Rim Howl's Moving Castle Guzaarish

Seeing a thing tonight...

Sometimes I get so freaggin' scared and paranoid that it prevents me from sleeping for a day or three

I'm moving to WA. These past years in CA were full of isolation, abandonment, unmet expectations, and bitterness. If you were one of the few that made me feel loved here, thank you. You were my lights in the dark. I'll miss you. I'm excited to live close to others who make the effort you did

My Niffty Hazbin Hotel cosplay from San Diego Comic Con 2024! I need to catalogue my cosplays better and share them more 📸 1 & 3: @relaxingdragon.bsky.social 📸 2: Robert T Photography #HazbinHotel #SDCC #ComicCon

Doom as a lil' kid in a big ol' Sonic 2 shirt, based on a random convo in chat hehe

So @corgizilla.bsky.social has had a new fursuit head for a while now that she named Sidney. Since she doesn't have a body design I just let my imagination hop to it lol. And yes, she's holding Swizzie hehe

Yesterday was International Cat Day so I upgraded @relaxingdragon.bsky.social - now he's a cat

The original Bad Girl, Ms. Tarantula aka "Legs." I had so much fun watching The Bad Guys 2 last week #thebadguys #thebadguys2 #badguys #badguys2