“Obelisk” #procreate #art #digialart #drawing #artist #vtuber #trans

there are 10 sextillion planets, and 1 septillion stars in the universe. this infinite space we occupy is incomprehensible. it’s expanding to the point that we will never traverse the stars. we are so small and meaningless. and yet, i have to worry about money, politics, blah blah blah. i’m tired.

i wanna get back to lore stuff and making things for stream so bad but. busy and mental stuff.

being trans is something i will never stop talking about, because it’s something i can’t escape. it’s part of me, has been part of me, and will be part of me to those who remember me beyond my death. i’m trans, whether i like it or not. and so, while i’m here, why not talk about? share my own life.

being trans really has robbed a majority of my life from experiencing a lot of things

BUT WHAT IF SHE WERE ROUND?

WHY DO THE TITS HURT SO BAD ALL OF A SUDDEN

i wanna draw my friends but have no ideas for what exactly. ideas, unlimited ideas, but no ideas.

crazy that orwell literally wrote, “i am a democratic socialist” and people still think he hated socialism

An Empire of Dust

transphobes are funny once you realize they never have ever had an original thought on trans people and just copy what they heard others say without looking into literature. it’s sad. other trans people meanwhile? terrifying. they’ll never be as transphobic as other trans people.

i don’t hate horny jokes i think they’re funny. i just think it’s cringe if i make them.

my head doesn’t turn when i hear the clicker trainer. i AM. the one who CLICKS THE CLICKER!

i started HRT before the election. my aunt asked me what if he was elected. all i can think of is how much she doesn’t understand. if i was given the choice between living a long life but i can’t transition, or be myself for even just a day and die the next- i would rather be myself.

still not used to the whole having boobs thing

i support content warnings for things z but i also wonder how much of spoilers they can be. for my work i wonder if i could instead give a list and say, “stuff that may or may not appear,” to keep it more ambiguous

i need to lose weight IMMEDIATELY

no one cared who i was until i became one with the green

saying biscoff butter right out of the jar only thing i’m missing is head

everyday i yearn more and more for the monster prom stream i just need to find out who actually plays monster prom and who doesn’t

FUNNY DATE #vtuber #art #procreate

plagued with visions of the end times today

i love creating! but i will NEVER EVER finish what i start!

i slimey hate nintendo more and more but i have to admit, i kinda really miss new horizons. i wish they did more with it. those early days in lock down were genuinely fun, visiting people and stuff.

i haven’t prepped for this this months itch game night AT ALL i got a week

i NEED a personality

i always wonder if i should learn into the jersey thing more because i used to have an accent

built like girafarig #screenshotsaturday #tnfαgame

what do you mean i have to manually flip a, “allow AI remix” switch off on every tiktok individually and it’s unclear what this feature will even be

i never realized how lucky i was when it came to HRT through the medical system. my doctor started me off at 4 mg and when he saw my levels were around 150 he said make 7. this one goes out to the trans girls who’s doctor tells them to take tiny tiny doses when they want to take more.

one part i miss living on campus was that i had this image laminated and taped on the dorm door. i would actually hear people get mad walking past it.

ouuughh shit i’m lifetimeing my shit

genuine question for other streamers. when you go back and watch a vod, or edit a clip, do you feel like you’re watching yourself? or someone else? i don’t know recently i’ve felt like i’m watching a different person despite that being my voice and my character.

hey y'all I remembered something exists musically I had made a while ago and I decided i don't hate it enough to not release it have a cover song I made back in 2024 and didn't release. art by my wife and mastering by @bytemapper.bsky.social internetrain.bandcamp.com/track/we-loo...

anyways my boobs got bigger that’s coo

SHOW DID GO! even if i was half functional

i’m sure reading a visual novel out loud for 5 hours and running on 4 hours of sleep is perfectly healthy for my pollen riddled body

lore lore lore lore lore #lore #vtuber #twitch #trans #procreate

i am so transgender

Your Body, My Temple by Will Wood shouldn’t be as good as it is. Like how did he come up with these lyrics based off of a mental patient hoarder in an elephant mask who’s obsessed with a transmasc nurse? Camp Here & There really is a listen by the way. Quickly little gem that I love.

out of all things to become a gimmick for me i’m glad it was this one #ihnmaims

working on viewpoint has been refreshing because i’ve always wanted some analog kind of aesthetic but everyone seems to enjoy the computer thing more, and it makes sense she’s an AI character

need to talk about gender euphoria more

are dual monitor backgrounds the modern day diptychs?

hehe poster for Viewpoint. no date yet on when it’ll actually be done, but i’m working on it! #art #procreate #digitalart #drawing #vtuber #trans

Also if there are any genderqueer #voiceacting people around here who are up for indie gigs feel free to drop your reel/contact info into this thread.

i’d like to imagine Maggie Dragrace’s sunglasses aren’t actually sunglasses and too are just a screen display of sunglasses and the shine never moves #art #procreate #drawing #digitalart

Lady L. Lifetime’s design doesn’t have enough sex appeal and this WILL be addressed when the 2.0 version comes out in the next 99999999…9… days.

Intro for Viewpoint, with Lady “Rea” Lifetime #twitch #vtuber #art #edit #procreate #digitalart #analog

doctor upped my progesterone dose but i just got a bottle of lower doses. i now need to take two… ONE WAS ENOUGH