You are done out

Awesome weekend 🎁

❤️

I have to feel pretty again

I want to get married 😫😫😫😫😫😫

What’s the plan for nye

Other

You can think about light

I have been single for so long

Frosty blue pashmina. A new man. Gel xtension. Linen bedsheets. Some presents for my best friends. Knowing better

Gorgeous. Blurrings of light

I am a stepping-stone at worst and a paperweight at best

I’m letting the wind do things to me. Like combing. Like swimming

I don’t know who anyone on Girlspope X is

Not trying to be a vibe at all

Weekend

Stuck feeling is unbearable but I do everything I can

Fit today cuz it was really cold ❄️

Being labelled as pathetic and without self-respect just cuz u fell in love

#womaninmalefields promising you’ll do something and never doing it promising you’ll get something and never getting it promising to eat something and never eating it

Zilu extended universe

I want to take the late train with you

The best boyfriend I ever had lasted me one day

Truthfully I feel as though I should have been - if only circumstances folded a little better, if I could have tucked them into my coat pocket - a person with multiple degrees, in so and so and that and whatever. Instead of living in the landlocked island. It refuses both change and I.

I don’t think we lost our spark but I do think I have lost mine

You ask for it like vapour. Seamless/ see less

Ribbon emoji

It is refreshing to know so little of you

Okay

A pair of kings and kings

Life in multiple halves. To know it would come out this way — in clean segments.

I have to know all your favourite hiding places

I love feeling good

I really love being happy

I love life

Fully know what it is like to be a Man and have my ego demolished. I could eat a horse

Talking about opps you don’t even have

I think I will rot today

The indulgent fragrance of a lily. Waxy, so sweet it has a gravity to it. Vascular and biscuits

If I hadn’t lost the keys to my house back in my hometown I would be asleep on my mother’s side of the bed by now

Jalapeño honey, quiquiriqui mezcal orange, lime

To see your beauty

Some bits of my flat in London at age 21

So Suzi Lu,

It does not necessarily feel like I am discovering new things about myself but more of a deconstruction

Ashamed.

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