“Glass Room” by Alsares @alsares.bsky.social

🎃 happy halloween 🎃

found some of my old writings in my notes app, and it’s reminded me to write more often. i gave up writing a long while ago b/c i was told it wasn’t good, and i was embarrassed by the material. it just felt so deep to my identity. now i think i’d like to reclaim that part of myself.

Fall may be here, but your memories of that fateful Summer day will stay with you. That Summer Day, a furry visual novel, coming VERY SOON marshmallowbears.itch.io/that-summer-... #fvn #furryvn #Furry

living with my bitches #live

TW: bite mark i’ve recently had a really fun time bringing blacklights to hotels! mainly just to see where to avoid stepping… but every time i’ve booked a room with a couch, there has always been some sus stains on them first time i’ve seen a whole ass bite mark with median tongue groove though :/

how depressed am i that i walked outside and thought “wow, there’s a whole world out here” 😬

i am in need of seeing a swashbuckling Tiba with an adorable stoat shoulder-kick 🏴‍☠️

hungry, hurting, and horny what a trifecta…

back when i was an ~amateur writer~ i had this quote: “He shook away the thoughts in his head like an Etch-a-Sketch. He could almost hear the rattle.” it’s weird how that helps me visualize getting rid of intrusive thoughts. just a gentle “shk-shk-shk”

man i really don’t know how to talk to ppl :/

i just got my first StackOverflowException!! ik it’s a bad thing, but to me it feels like i hit a milestone of sorts. most of the programming i’ve done is with really small data sets, so i’ve never really noticed it until my current project. and with that, i’m closing the laptop for tonight 😮‍💨

for some reason i really want to chat with a botanist. i have this apprehension towards plants because i don’t understand them… i have so many weed-esque questions that might get a lil’ philosophical, idk…

I don’t want no struggles! I don’t want no fears!

i’ve always missed having dreams, now i’m on meds that being them back. i remember these somewhat-familiar places, in excruciating detail. i’m not complaining, by any means, but it makes me daydream sometimes about where/when they are. they make it difficult to wake up sometimes…

I DESIRE 🍒 CHERRY SOURS 🍒

i had a dream a few nights ago that’s sticking with me. i was just chillin’ in the city ~minding my own business~ then all of a sudden, this little ferret / stoat rushed me! lil’ dude was excited as heck- dancing and vibrating all ✨seismic-like✨ now i yearn for a lil’ mustelid side kick… 🥺

brb currently obsessing over ✨ musubi ✨ it’s just such a fun word to say

it’s so hard to find authentic connection nowadays 😞

wake me up 😩

Define yourself by more things you love than things you hate or you’ll rot yourself from the inside

finished watching The Pitt last night, and holy shit. that was a pretty good show. this is weird to say, but i don’t know how they would they do a s2, it stands on its’ own pretty damn well!

one of my coworkers left, so i’m borrowing their cubicle. it used to be mine back in the day, so i am having a moment right now 😭

i am definitely feeling the muscle striations after Beating my Sabers tonight… man… first time after a long time 🥵

i been in a Two Door Cinema Club type mood lately, not that i’m complaining ;3

been reading Atomic Habits lately, and it’s pretty good! not really one for self-help books, but it does have some useful advice that changed the way i think a lil’ bit. being the first time i’m reading a book like this, it can be a bit preachy at times. other than that, i like it so far :)

remember folks, always blow your subs(woofers)

sometimes i skeet on here like i’m gonna get featured on Hot Ones and i’ll have something interesting for that one segment where they ask for more context behind a tweet or insta post (i forgot what it’s called)

i think V done Harm’d my Kardons… nothing in my car sounds right after that ://

time just seems to slip past me right now. got me wondering if it’s all worth it.

~falling through and through~ art: @marshmallowbears.bsky.social (stunning job btw!! check his arts out!!)

PROJECT HAIL MARY TRAILER DROPPED 4 DAYS AGO??? AND IT LOOKS GOOD?? AMAZE

holy shit… quitting nic for the 4th time (i think) and that ish had me MAD depressed. 14 days sober so far, and today feels like everything reset. probably the most clarity i’ve experienced in a while. 🤟

maybe one day, but not today ☁️

i have a pair of ✨fuzzy dice✨ on my rearview mirror… sometimes i like to swat at them like they’re a cat toy 🐾

me when the second-hand unwinds:

keep falling down rabbit holes about CPU architectures… when will it end…? all this b/c i think the book i bought is too old (published in 2014)

just got a ✨ petit jury summons ✨ lowkey so excited to see what all the hype is about 👑 YOUR HONOR 👑

“…and how would you like your tones?” “def, please.”

INCREDIBLY proud of this commission!!! Thank you so much to tiba for giving me such a cool and challenging prompt! was so much fun to work on!

~falling through and through~ art: @marshmallowbears.bsky.social (stunning job btw!! check his arts out!!)

just had some good macorni for lunch today feeling: plump

just slept for 15 hours, feeling like a total bear in hibernation rn 🐻

on another note, this year’s RedBull Summer White Peach is DIVINE and i can’t get enough 🤤

WTF happened to #Sezzle?? making early payments w/ a card is a PAIN, fees OUT THE ASS, reports to your credit (SHITTY rates too), balance/wallet “feature” (similar to the “add funds to Starbucks card” bullshit), and AUTOMATIC INSTALLMENT PLANS?? this app/service BLOWS and NO ONE should use it!!

FD: Bloodlines was pretty funny ngl… nothing like senseless gore to start the afternoon lolol

i am heavily addicted to sudoku now - it’s a problem…

me when teh x86 CPU F00Fs