very strong reminder why xmas is so hard today. quite an explicit "you're not part of this family" i know, but wow. merry christmas

imagine coming to the office with the flu so close to xmas! sickness culture is fucked in this country.

my gf is so hot and shes going out tonight and i want to be there so i can MAUL HER graghhhh

my only new years eve resolution

let's all get more perverted in 2026

in my work where i usually have nothing to do, i have even less to do on account of xmas.

got my bangs back! cuteness appointment was a success

sheesh, the only thing worse than getting kicked out of the polycule is finding out via jira ticket 😣

HARD BOILED DETECTIVE: another cruel sunrise over the city of the damned. another corpse. another widow. another cup of black coffee to drag my sorry ass back to life- *sputtering* ME: do you like it? it's an ethiopian washed process single origin DETECTIVE: ME: are you getting apricot notes

B) Sadistic woman who is taller than you, stronger than you, prettier than you, who is all too happy to show you who is better. Nothing quite like having been the tallest and strongest your whole life only to be shown that you’re just another silly little girl who needs to be trained.

the moment you realise that _you_ are the problem: https://youtube.com/shorts/MrGbQgvXXvw?feature=share

feeling especially misanthropic lately. so glad I'm spending xmas with a bunch of animals

They should institute communism so dolls like this one don't need to work and instead can have their lives irreparably ruined by dykes

i need a group of girls to be mean to me. that'd make me feel better

big mask day on saturday. I'm paying for it now. regret goig but glad to know for sure where there isn't my people.

i keep accidently tapping the blue and white icon instead of the other blue and white icon

not dealing with an engineer who just tried to explain how fucking emails work. I'm pretty sure i know what a fucking attchment looks like and when I tell you you didn't send one you fucking listen to me not mansplain to me that its "on the top" fucking asshole.

Had an incredible night last night. Hosting a party for the social group I built is something I used to dream about. A wonderful way to start the close of 2025

can you tell i really hate my job

catching people doing my job wrong. theres no record keeping of changes so anything someone does something wrong in my name the blame is only ever on me. My saving grace are the dates, but only if they do it on a Wednesday

I can't even get them to confirm that they received the report. assholes.

funny how work pressured me to do the health assessment thing in the hopes (i suspect) that they can point at it as reason why I'm just some lazy tranny, and when it came back saying that they need to respect that I'm disabled and bring in things to help me; i don't hear a peep from them.

let me be consumed, let me disappear into love and devotion, let them never find my body

i fear i cannot be a pet because i am too wild. they could not cage a leviathan . . . no matter how much She likes to be kept.

beginning to feel the feral feeling similiar to when i was beaten and chained to a box. just this is much less fun

this fox doesnt want to be in an office

festival arts council lobed my idea and will likely be funding it! just need to figure out how to weatherproof a treadmill 🤔

does anyone have any guesses as to if a letter from a occupational health doc telling my work that my migraines are severe enough to be a disability is enough for proof of diminished capacity to work with UC? I had to go down to part time hours

Hrrrrffff,, b bloodbag maidthrall,,,,

two and a half years ago, I moved into this city knowing just one person and with teo friends overall. I was a brand new human free from a life i didn't know was so bad for me. and now I'm here worried my house won't be big enough for the relatively small sub group of friends visiting.

hosting my munch at my house tonight. small xmas munch for regulars and people in my discord. feels amazing to have the social life to enable this.

being a dramatic idiot and went over the handlebars of my bike again

a well organised poly group can seriously alter reality for one unsuspecting and lucky subject

not me flirting with all the tops in my phone

after such a busy morning teasing my love, I'm extremely bored at work

too sub to fuction is fun but tough when your top is so far away. feeling evil at least gives me something to focus on

late on my hrt by one day, and i woke up feeling evil. I'm going to adjust my dosage and see if i can get this feeling more regularly

gf xame out the gates swinging today 😵 got me calling her Goddess and begging to be hurt

hrt has given me such delicious curves. call me Narcissus, but if someone with my body stood in front of me; I'd eat her whole.

need access to my gfs tummies now!

i need a cute backpack

I have signed this, and if you're a UK citizen, you should sign it too.

still recovering from my trip to disassociation town. my girl had to keep poking me out of it so i could give her basic directions

first steps for the 2026 I want: applied for an art grant

Dressed in my alters clothes and got her to front for a social event last night. I think she did well. I remember feeling loved and with friends