Epsilon 🎵 One of my favorite songs from my 2011 album From Alpha to Omega. This was my 2nd album, and the whole point of the album was to have fun and do different "mostly dance" stuff. This song feels like it has a very positive energy. www.youtube.com/watch?v=cB0P...

Forgotten 🎵 From the 2019 album Madness. This song is more "experiment" than song. It plays the same section a few times, but each time, notes are taken away, and a noise takes over. Meant to express the feeling of forgetting someone. www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpuV...

I'm officially back to playing FFXIV (subscribed and everything). Which means Diablo IV will most likely be shelved until next season. If anyone plays FFXIV and would like to play sometime, or have a (cross-world?) linkshell I can join, let me know :) I'm on Primal - Excalibur. #blutoid

I see lots of stuff online that makes me glad I’m not famous. I don’t think i could handle that much attention. Yeah I’m still thinking about that dream :p Anyway i need to write music soon or I’ll scream.

I jumped back into FFXIV for the 4-day free period (and also my girlfriend is thinking of playing). There is a lot I need to figure out. I also need to remember how to play :P

My music is meant to be fun, hopefully enjoyable, and coherent (and a bit repetitive :p). I don't think my music is groundbreaking. My goal is not to make people feel. It's meant to just be listened to, maybe as background music. Sometimes maybe catchy, with simple melodies. Nothing fancy.

Got a “perfect” mythic Shroud of False Death (all greater affixes) in Diablo IV. First time for me getting a perfect mythic :) Although sanctification added 14 item quality. The season that keeps on giving!

Had a dream yesterday. Hard to explain, but in the dream, i watched a movie trailer where afterwards, i realized i was the main character in the movie. I felt important, significant, like a somebody. Made me realize i don’t feel that way normally. I feel pointless, boring, a nobody.

No no no You like my bike?

I'm still having trouble writing music. At this rate, I'm going to have to go back to the old methods. See, a lot has changed with my setup. I got a new DAW. Added a midi keyboard. And I'm trying to learn the program, and use the keyboard instead of manually punching in notes like I usually do.

Musictoid: Karn Evil 9 🎵 The whole damn thing! Before Octavarium came along to become my favorite long song, I listened to this one quite often most of my life. By Emerson, Lake & Palmer from their album Brain Salad Surgery. A good time if you got the time #blutoid www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLS0...

Countdown 🎵 Seems to be a highly viewed song in the past 7 days. This was originally an experiment around 2005 or so messing with different time signatures. This version was created in 2019 for Ad Lib Vol. 6 Part 2. Very synthy, like most of my music :p www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyPh...

Feeling a bit discouraged. I still don't know what to do at this point musically. I'm about 5 seconds away from just opening the DAW and punching in notes, hoping for the best. My 52-track album to celebrate the 15 year anniversary of Walking in Circles probably won't happen anytime soon.

I am a combination of "this is concerning" and "Meh let's see what happens". I've been noticing a tightness in my left arm the past few days. Last night I also felt tightness on the left side of my chest close to the arm. I'll keep an eye on it but if I die, hey you were cool :p

Beyond Hope 🎵 Written in 2021 for the album "Sadness". Tried to capture the feeling of hopelessness in this one. Not sure if I succeeded, but it sounds nice. #music #originalmusic #musicsky #sadmusic www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnZs...

Ex-Warrior Alpha 🎵 From the 2024 album ADBC III. This song was started back in 2010, but never finished until this release. I have a folder of stuff I never completed, and thought this would be a good one to finally get done :) I guess a space side-shooter song? www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mVx...

I'm going to be 45 in March, and as far as I'm concerned, I probably won't live much longer than that. I'm fine with life or death at this point. I just don't live healthy. I'm surprised I haven't had a heart attack yet. But I only have a few vices. Mainly food and a tiny bit of alcohol.

Slightly diminish a game Duriel IV #blutoid

Album Showcase: From Alpha to Omega (2011) 🎵 My 2nd official album. 24 tracks, based on the Greek Alphabet. Almost all of the music was written in 10 days (4 or so were repurposed existing tracks). The goal was to write mostly dance music. Fun listen, I feel. alphadeus.bandcamp.com/album/from-a...

Destroy All Machines 🎵 Originally, this song was written in 2019 for my very first friendly music discord competition. I was trying to do stuff out of my comfort zone. I ended up not submitting it (I wrote a different song I sent in). This 1 ended up on Magic Coins. www.youtube.com/watch?v=egUu...

I got an unexpected medical bill that's due on the 24th of January. If there was ever a time to say "Alphadeus, your music is passable. Here's some money", now is the time :p I mean it's a relatively small amount. I'll probably be fine I imagine. Still, though. I joke a lot, but I need money :(

There's a free 4-day login campaign going on with FFXIV (basically between now and Feb 9th, if you log in, the 4-day countdown begins). Tempted to come back and play with the glamour system. Maybe even see if I can advance the main story. I need to overcome social anxiety.

I think Paragon 267 or 268 in Diablo IV. I swapped out my mythic ring of starless skies for one with regular stats (since I don't really use core skills) and I'm noticing damage in the 100-300 billion range. Insane for me, really. If my aura doesn't kill a monster, holy bolt judgement will :p

Flaming Yawn 🎵 The first track for my 2023 album "Conundrum and Bass 4". The track title is a play on the words "Filet Mignon". www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hk8h...

For a long time, I’ve been saying FFVI Dancing Mad is my favorite vgm piece. And that Octavarium is my favorite non-vgm song. I feel like i should rethink my choices. There has been a ton of amazing music since then. Like The Count of Tuscany! That’s a great song :)

I'm mentally separating different eras of my music. Most of them have terminology associated with them already. Starting with "MIDI" (2000-2002 or so), then "Classic" (2003-2006), "Serious" (2007-2010). The newest category is "Legacy" (2011-2025), which includes every officially released album.

Conundrum and Bass 5 is up on Apple Music, YouTube Music, and other non-Spotify streaming services. It's the only album uploaded so far. I might upload CHIPS IX as well, we'll see. #drumandbass #dnb #originalmusic #musicsky

My short term memory is shit. I'll play something really pretty on the piano, and then be like what the fuck did I just play.

Just about every song I wrote in the past 20 years have intentionally been written in a specific way. I punched in the notes, instead of performing them live, which gave my music somewhat of a robotic, lifeless feeling. Before that, everything was recorded live (Referring to "MIDI" songs on YT)

I think I'm 266 Paragon Paladin in Diablo IV Season. My non-season characters, which are the combined XP of many of the previous seasons, is Paragon 279. I think my goal this season is to hit 279 at least. But to do it casually, and not spam 2 bosses over and over. Playing the game basically.

Turn the CPAP on, go to sleep fairly quick, have a long-ass vivid dream about random stuff, wake up... 53 minutes according to the CPAP. It counts the entire time it's powered on, not just the time I'm asleep. I don't understand why my sleep is so shitty. Just 1-3 hour sessions of vivid dreams.

2026 is off to a fantastic fucking start. Anyway, I uploaded Conundrum and Bass 5 to streaming services (minus Spotify and Pandora). I do not know if I will reupload previous albums yet. I want to redo a lot of music. I'll probably start on that when I'm feeling able to.

Explain your username, #blutoid Saw this going around. Apologies if it has been done recently in our community. I missed it. Alphadeus is based on the concept that humans are a type of god (to their own bodies). Alpha meaning "early stages / prototype", not like the "leader of the pack" bullshit.

If there ever was a time to work on, and release my potentially best album, it would be the upcoming 15 year anniversary of Walking in Circles. A project I've had on my mind for around as long a time. A 52 track concept album that is based around characters created when I was a kid.

On my non-urgent quest to get a mythic any way possible in Diablo IV. I got one from a greater whisper cache an hour or so ago. Got from unique undercity, the butcher, lair boss, belial that sometimes appears after lair boss, obol vendor. I also crafted random and specific ones using sparks.

Walking in Circles (Draft 1) 🎵 This is the very first version of the song Walking in Circles. I don't remember the year, probably 2002 or 2003? I think I recorded each part live, too. This version is only on YouTube, not on any official album. www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-jF...

March 13 (my 45th birthday) falls on a Friday this year. It's also the 15 year anniversary of my first official album release "Walking in Circles". I was thinking of making some kind of 15th anniversary album. Whether it be new arrangements. I have old versions of songs, but they are mp3...

Paragon 258 in Diablo IV. Will i hit 300? Probably not. The XP scales by quite a bit. From what i understand, 284 paragon is halfway to 300. That’s wild. I will say that i still have steam left to play. Not tired just yet. Paladin is fun as hell.

I hate that most of my recent sleep sessions have been under 2 hours. I can sometimes get 3-4 but it’s rare now. Also, dreams of friends that do not actually exist is just cruel.

To New Beginnings 🎵 One of my favorite original songs to listen to on the 1st day of the new year. Super positive energy. #musicsky #music #vgm #originalmusic www.youtube.com/watch?v=FO4_...

Happy new year :) i hope 2026 is a great year. #blutoid

Diablo IV is holding my attention for quite a while this season. 250+ (I think 254) Paragon Paladin. I play on Torment III because I can waltz through enemies without worrying about dying. Torment IV got them 1-shots :p Tagging #blutoid in case anyone else plays and maybe wants to play together?

Return to Sender 🎵 Probably the last song I'm linking for 2025. Depends on how I feel later I guess. Written in 2015 for Ad Lib Vol. 2, Part 1. There was a brief time in 2015 where I used a custom thumbnail, as seen below. www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvVA...

2026 coming up quite soon, and I still don't know what to do musically. Pretty much how it always is :P Early happy new year wishes to people that read my posts.

My back is more or less back to normal pain levels. I’ll need to be more careful when leaning slightly over a damn sink, apparently. I probably pushed myself too hard working out with a dumbbell earlier in the week. Windy as fuck outside all day.

Paragon 250+ in Diablo IV. Had a good run of unique undercity tributes and got 3 mythics (2 in 1 run). Nothing i can use with my Paladin but I’m holding on to them. I think i have over 70 hours in this season with Paladin. Still enjoying it. See how much longer i can play before burnout.

My Bandcamp has not seen much action in the past month. 1 listen, no album/song downloads at all. That's fairly normal. I'm not looking for money, I'd just like it if people gave it a chance. Check the 1st album at the bottom, Walking in Circles, 1st track same name. alphadeus.bandcamp.com

I probably sound like a broken record, but I think I broke my record in regards to how much music I've released in one year. 9 full albums (1 had 5 tracks from previous year). At least 100 new songs, bringing me up to 1174 unique original tracks. I doubt I'll top it next year, but I'll try :)

The Brink of Death 🎵 Written in 2016 for the album "The Divide", the 3rd part of a 4-part story "A Well-Known Stranger". I feel like this song is similar to Massive Attack's "Teardrop". www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAC8...

Relaxin' (version 1) 🎵 Really old song I wrote. I have been playing it recently on piano, and I think I want it to be one of the first songs I remake for the GEMS series of albums. www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUn2...