I want more friends (regardless of streamer or not). My only issue is that I’m typically a very closed off person and I struggle to talk to people daily 😭 Whyyy must communication be so complicated

I take anxiety medications in hopes it would help me. While it has helps a ton, I had a panic attack earlier. My throat hurts (I scream during them) and I feel sick to my stomach. I just wanna function like a normal person Please be a little nice towards me for a bit

♥️ HERE’S THE STREAM SCHEDULE!! ♥️ I had a hard time picking the games I wanted to play this week… I hope you’re happy with this selection? Can’t wait to see you all soon! Happy Memorial Day~ 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

Less than ten days ago, we hit 100 followers on IRIAM …now we’re at 200 followers?! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??!! 👀 Thank you all SO much for supporting me so much! I’ll do my best to plan something fun pretty soon 🦇🙏 #IRIAM • #IRIAMUS • #VTuber

Yeah, I’m not in trouble. Totally… #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

I know I don’t express it enough but I truly do love and appreciate everyone who has come to support me throughout my vtubing journey

Good morning, everyone~ 🦇☀️ I hope everyone had a great rest. We’re nearly halfway through the week, so keep that energy up! ✨ #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

It’s so fucking hot here god fucking dammit I hate California I hate it here fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck dammit shit I’m melting please hel

It’s been officially one week since I debuted on IRIAM… crazy, right? Y’know what’s even crazier? Reaching top 50 on the AnimeNYC flyer WHILE having just debuted. It’s crazy to think just how much you guys love me. Thank you all SO much for the support.. 🦇♥️

I wanna be someone’s oshi soooo bad but at the same time why would you ever look up to me

I thought the IRIAM maintenance follower fest was today so I intentionally stayed up only to find out it wasn’t even today 😭 I’m so stupid goddammittt

I’ll probably spend some time trying to find decent alternatives to my overlay platform. It’s slightly unfortunate that less than 3 weeks into my debut that a platform I rely on dies, but I guess that’s just my life. Not the first time this has happened tbh.

I GOT MY FIRST TWITCH PAYOUT TODAY!! I GOT LIKE HELLA MONEY!!

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE AMAZING DEBUT!! I had SUCH a fun time talking to you guys. I’ll definitely try to come back to you all ASAP In the meantime, I’ll be taking my well deserved rest. See you on Twitch tomorrow~ 👀 #IRIAM • #IRIAMUS • #VTuber

I’m so excited and scared for my IRIAM debut… please be nice to me I might freak out lol

♥️ HERE’S THE STREAM SCHEDULE!! ♥️ WE ARE SO BACK!! That one week hiatus was so fucking long dude, I’m starting to wish I cut it in half because I was SO bored 😭 To make up for it though, we’ve got a PACKED schedule 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

I found you~ 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

Being j*bless and taking a mental health break from streaming for a single week has made me realized that DAMN I do NOT have a life outside of streaming 😭 I’m already bored as fuck even though it’s been 3 days??

Oh god, the bats are coming to IRIAM too?! OH HECK YES THEY ARE!! By the way, I'm not just some ordinary bat. My name is Azuki, the one and only fruit bat~ 🦇🍒 I'll be making my debut to IRIAM on May 12th, 5PM (PDT). See you there~ 👀 #JumpOnIRIAM • #IRIAMEarlyAccess

I had this planned since last week, but I’ll be taking a break from streaming this week. Gotta focus on my mental health and get my shit together before I even consider coming back to Twitch and YouTube.

It hurts cutting someone off, especially when you’ve tried to have faith in them the longest time I feel like I get stepped frequently for how easily swayed I get by other people’s decisions/emotions However, it’s taking toll on me. I need to reconsider who is/is

I have an announcement to make... 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising • #IRIAMUS

Good news. Stay tuned tomorrow

It’s really cool that some people watch my streams regardless of what language I speak. I had a fellow Spanish speaker join my stream last night and it gave me a chance to speak the Spanish I haven’t practiced in a few years 😭

Bleh~

I am having the most severe case of wanting to make impulse decisions right now and it’s killing me aaaaahhggggdhdbd

Honestly, here’s some advice Stay away from reaction content if you heavily value your channel. It’s far too easy to do copyright strikes even if it’s fraudulent. No need to take it to heart, but many people have this issue and I’d thought I’d give my take.

Thank you all SO much for coming to my debut last night 🦇♥️ The stream crazy… apparently we hit a several new viewership personal records during that stream! 👀 Apparently that was also my 100th stream. Talk about perfect timing lol

♥️ HERE’S THE STREAM SCHEDULE!! ♥️ I can’t believe there’s less than 12 hours until I debut my new model… I did a test stream last night and yet I still feel unprepared somehow. Maybe it’s just the nervousness, I dunno. COME WATCH 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

THIS BAT WANTS TO RECRUIT YOU TO HER DEBUT TOMORROW! April 27th, 5PM PDT! 🦇♥️ #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

Today was rough, likely one of the worst days I’ve had this year. I won’t go into much detail, but I’m considering taking a short mental health break after my debut week. I do my best to stay positive when I can, but it doesn’t help when everyone around you isn’t

I’m so pissed at the whole Twitch outfit thing and it’s hypocrisy. I literally can’t get an extra toggle right now and it sucks that big streamers like ShyLily get some favoritism while others don’t It sets plans so backward and I fucking hate it. Double standards, man.

♥️ THIS WEEKS STREAM SCHEDULE! ♥️ I ran out of words to convince you to join my stream lol. Just look at the schedule and see if anything looks interesting. By the way, 3.0 debut in one week. #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

It's been a while since we've last seen eachother... Y'know, I've changed a lot since then. Care to meet the new me? 👀 April 27th, 5PM (PST) Mark the date, and don't forget... or else I'll bite you 🦇♥️ #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

IT’S OFFICIAL! 🦇♥️ I’m having my 3.0 debut on April 27th 5PM (PST) 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

I’m considering trying to get some professional help for my anxiety pretty soon. It’s gotten so bad that I can’t do basic tasks (visit family, go outside, stream, sleep) without risk of having a panic attack and its torture.

🌸🍃 I feel like I’ve grown a lot since the first time I visited the sakura blossom trees… 🍃🌸 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

The moment we’ve been waiting for is very soon…

♥️ THIS WEEKS STREAM SCHEDULE! ♥️ I managed to finish my affiliate onboarding, so we’re FINALLY getting channel points, subs, etc. ALSO, the new Tomodachi Life game comes out this Thursday. I’M SO EXCITED!! #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

I CAN FINALLY SHINE MY BIG HEAD LIKE I’M MEANT TO! 🦇♥️ #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

Something bald is coming next week and it’s not my dad… 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

I slept so fucking good last night #sleepmaxxing and just saw a Google doc #doommaxxing

Commissioning people is a fucking nightmare because of the sheer amount of trust issues I have. Doesn’t rlly help when most artists have absolutely refuse to communicate either 🫠 Honestly it’s partially why I stick with the same 3-4 artists

My throat is so fucking sore and I feel so lightheaded. The Wii game streams really are a curse

I really admire those specific kinds of models that are posed and have some sort of theme. Kind of like ShyLily’s most recent model, Sinder’s succubus model, or that farmer-themed (?) Vienna model. I wanna get one at some point in the future~ 🦇♥️

♥️ THIS WEEKS STREAM SCHEDULE! ♥️ I genuinely feel like every time I try a Wii Party stream, something’s bound to go wrong Other than that, we got some mote Hollow Knight to grind 👀 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

Some vtubers be purposefully shaking their tits around and making sex jokes with the addition of a very suggestive outfit design and then act shocked when they get flagged for sexual content because of it It drives me nuts. You absolutely know what you’re doing

She wasn’t supposed to show up yet, but I couldn’t resist with that face… 🦇♥️ #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising

Thank you all SO much for bringing me such an amazing birthday. I appreciate you all much more than you guys imagine~ 🥹♥️🫶

BIRTHDAY!! Yay :3 #Vtuber • #VtuberEN • #VtubersUprising