I just went out to eat and this was the best food I've had in so long, it made me a bit emotional after tasting the first little bite

I often like to touch things outside as I pass by them. Just a miniature sensory experience of the world

♡ ♡ #sh #shbsky

Work tonight can go fuck itself, that shift was horrendous. I don't even want to move

Recently, I got earplugs that actually work, and the silence is pure bliss

Uh I'm sorry, I just learned from Pinterest that there is a dark moth called the black witch and is associated with death and misfortune?? I may have a new favorite animal

I like the way light rain looks like dewdrops in my hair ♡

Wait my phone put this photo into the selfies folder, it knows

Raspberries are so yummy

i like hearing when other people are feeling shitty when i’m feeling shitty

Okay I did NOT realize the game design bible for Alice: Asylum would be HUNDREDS of pages long. I am definitely going to be spending time with this!!!

I beat Alice: Madness Returns! I know it's just a game but this is meaningful to me because: 1. It's the sequel to my favorite game 2. That was the third time I clicked new game 3. I've been finding it difficult to do anything lately so this is an accomplishment 4. Now I get to be sad about Asylum

Razor Blade Smile (1998) Watch this film if you like 90s vampire goth camp nonsense, it's SO fun

ᵗᵃᴾᴾᴵᴺᴳ ᵗᴴᵉ ⱽᵉᴵᴺ ⁻ ᵗᴴᵉ ᴰᵃᴹᵃᴳᴱ \ \ \

Spiders when you hold out your hand for them: AAHH EW EW EW GET AWAY Spiders when you're minding your own business: hiiiiiiii <3

Yes baby, Wikipedia, of course I'll give you a few dollars <3 love you! *smooch* hehe

Someone take me to a thrift store right now, I NEED new clothes BAD

Remember to blow a kiss to the moon every so often. She deserves it

The urge to take care of myself just so that I can be pretty

If no one understands me, at least Pinterest understands me

QTP with an album you'd rate a perfect 10/10 ♪♪

Games/series I want to play: Alice: Madness Returns (need to finish it) Rule of Rose (need to replay what I've played and finish) Fran Bow (replay) <333 Fatal Frame Silent Hill Little Misfortune Clock Tower Haunting Ground A Series of Unfortunate Events (PC) The Path Sally Face Kuon Cineris Somnia

I don't mean to sympathy bait. If you are thinking about giving me any, don't... I like to know how people really feel. Otherwise I'm better off ignored

I would like to be an interesting person and do interesting things, but I'm not, and I don't... and I feel that if I try to, it comes off as performative and I feel horrible for wanting that attention, desiring that validation, because the truth is I have no confidence, and no one wants that person.

Trying to improve and have a "better" attitude is so fucking exhausting and fake when I do not feel that way. At the same time I hear in my head the vague ideas that I'm lazy, self-pitying, selfish, oversensitive... not at all up to the standard of what people should strive to be.

Fuck it I'm going to be true to my name and post negative things... even if no one wants to read them. Everyone has the power to block me. I dislike the expectation to be positive around other people. I'd prefer to stay true to how I feel

No one to blame but myself

Bug friend at work

Yay Thank you @vorpalteeth.bsky.social for the inspiration to get a poster and put it on my wall <33

i love thinking about my decomposing body feeding a whole ecosystem and moss and grasses and flowers growing from, and blanketing what’s left of me. that one day i’ll be just bones, but the energy that sustained my life and growth will become the life of everything around me full circle

Friend at work!

It is upon us

So I just read The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls.... in two days. Amidst a time in my life in which I'm seeking therapy, filling out questionnaires inquiring about the particular ways in which I'm suffering, making appointments... this was suitable to indulge in. Thank you @ratbaby.bsky.social

Beautiful ducky darling adorable moth I saw the other night

I wish it was october everyday

"How are you doing?" "I'm breathing." "HAHA! That bad huh?" YES. YES ACTUALLY. THAT FUCKING BAD

I desire drastic, chaotic change and yet have no energy or motivation to bring it about myself. Is this meant to be humorous?

Oh yeah I improved my laptop

Thinking about buying 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤

There is still hope as long as I can enjoy music. And fuck, I can

The trick might be to keep myself past the point of caring anymore so that even though my life might fall apart at least I'll have slightly interesting stories to potentially tell someone if I survive

Wish I could be an artistic and outwardly interesting type of person while feeling horrendously unstable instead of isolating and failing to do basic tasks

Eating blackberries instead of screaming

I need another horribly depressing angsty girl rock album to fall in love with

The feminine urge to post nothing but song lyrics

My caprice desires a mirror