my mental health has taken a dive off a cliff and now i’m free falling into a pile of rocks please send help (i have a support system a therapist and an appointment with a psychiatrist so im safe im just struggling real bad)

SO LET THEM BURN x Captain America: The Winter Soldier two childhood best friends forcibly separated from one another reunite five years later to find themselves on opposite sides of a war #WIPPit #YA #RF #LGBT

listened to the wicked for good soundtrack (except the new songs i want to experience those in real time) and i am in tears as long as you’re mine is everything to me

Show me a tv show that used to come on when everybody was sleep loudest theme song ever

#WeeknightWriters #FirstDraftFall unfortunately due to my living situation currently (9 people in 4 bedrooms so i’m oh so lucky enough to get the couch) there’s no way for me to have a dedicated writing space. the best i can do is close myself in a room where kids can’t distract me 😂😅

Danbi and her two best friends, Chloe and Mundy, discuss their options when they find a glowing tree ✨🌲✨ #WIPSnips #WriteSky #WritingCommunity #AmWriting #AmQuerying 📚💙

#WIPSnips tfw you don’t appreciate or understand your mom until after her death oh and also the dragon you’ve hated your entire life becomes inextricably linked to your soul✌🏻

right now i just really want a certain kind of pasta that i haven’t had in a while but more broadly i want to be financially independent which is a lot more of a depressing answer

i love pilates because of the way it stretches my back which is permanently fucked up from how big my chest was before my breast reduction surgery two years ago

5’3” honestly i have no idea because every doctor who measures my height gets a different number

#Novmemeber oh boy this is a hard one but also very fun 😂 ummmmm I Kissed Shara Wheeler - wlw ya but contemporary not fantasy Foxglove - fantasy but no dragons Marvel’s Endgame - fucking killed steve and also ruined both his and bucky’s characters (im not bitter you’re bitter)

#WIPSnips running is actually sort of a…running theme throughout the story for my MC shafira

one of the last things i wrote before i got sick #MelsNoWriMo

just one of those nights where i can’t stop thinking about how i will never be fully independent and i will be a financial burden on my family until the day i die so im just gonna go lie down for a while

my win this week is that even though i felt bad because i wasn’t writing i was and still am very sick and i actually prioritized my health #FiFRevPit

i’ve been so so sick and haven’t written in days

i literally say “help is on the way dear!” at least twice a day 😂

as a born and raised resident of connecticut thank you senator murphy

it’s so obvious that this season was written during the first trump administration and i love michael schur for it

hey! guess who passed 30k! #FiFRevPit

#Bookvember i love most everything ve schwab writes but there’s just something special about vicious and vengeful. idk if it’s the superhero angle or the friends to enemies or the fact that victor vale is obviously asexual but i just love that series so much

just passed the 30k mark!! #writesky #amwriting

#Novmemeber 👩🏽‍🤝‍👩🏼👸🏽🐉🥷🩸💀🩸💀🔥❤️🌊🌳🌳🥷🗻🐉👩🏼💉🔪🔪💀❓

i don’t want to think or talk about anything other than cynthia ariana idina and kristin singing for good

terrible news truly

hit 28k (goal was 30k but yesterday was rough mentally for me) and have written 5.6k total so far for the month #FiFRevPit

i might be too white to handle spicy food but i’m not THIS white this is just embarrassing

#FirstDraftFall so out of it i forgot the hashtag

haven’t written today because my anxiety has been through the roof maybe i’ll get a few words in later

#MelsNoWriMo everything i write has at least a little bit of a fantasy element because growing up that’s all i would read because i needed the escape into a different world so it’s kind of all i know 😂

#MelsNoWriMo specifically it is the man who brainwashed mairi and orchestrated shafira’s parents’ deaths but more broadly it’s just you know. fascism.

#MelsNoWriMo that would be mairi, who growing up was shafira’s best friend but she gets bucky barnes’d into being the world’s deadliest assassin oh and also shafira’s dragon. they are both equally important. shafira would be dead without both of them

#MelsNoWriMo shafira is the 18 year old daughter of the dragon queen who finds herself tasked with hunting down her parents’ murderer

this is horrific oh my fucking god why are people letting this shit run their lives?

i don’t think all that much? considering the MC has a literal dragon and can’t get shit done i don’t see a gun making that much of a difference though it would make the eventual death of the villain much less satisfying

SO LET THEM BURN x Captain America: The Winter Soldier what happens when the person who killed your parents turns out to be your long-lost best friend? #MockPit #FiFRevPit

#Bookvember my mom was overly monitored so she sort of swung a little too far in the other direction 😂 but it’s fine i didn’t read anything that permanently damaged me (i don’t think)

#WeeknightWriters #FirstDraftFall honestly just being able to write again. life has been so crazy for so long and now that i’m writing again i feel like i can breathe

#WeeknightWriters #FirstDraftFall besides just not having energy because i live with 4 kids under 10 i am struggling Hard with imposter syndrome and sometimes just think it’s no good and why should i bother

#WeeknightWriters #FirstDraftFall i’m feeling really good about it so far! whenever i get time to write the words are really flowing

oh shoot. forgot to tag #WeeknightWriters

hey! i’m MR and my #FirstDraftFall project is a sapphic YA romantasy that answers the question “what if steve/bucky specifically in the winter soldier were teenage lesbians and also there was a dragon?” that no one but me asked 😂 it’s currently at 28k and hoping to get to 30k by the end of the week

#FirstDraftFall currently reading Five Broken Blades by Mai Corland and The Dark Prophecy by Rick Riordan

AITA for falling in love with my parents’ murderer? i know how it sounds but hear me out. my (18F) parents were assassinated in front of me. when i tracked down their killer i found out it was my old best friend (17F) who i always had a crush on. so AITA? EDIT: she was brainwashed!! #FiFRevPit

i don’t have any risks but i could stop living with anxiety and guilt that i am going to be financially dependent on other people for my entire life

haven’t written today (yet! it’s only 7:40 i might sneak a sprint or two in) but im at 3,825 words so far for the week and 26k overall im feeling really good about this story and im having so much fun writing it #FirstDraftFall

she’d bring napkins and if anyone accused her of not contributing enough she’d get her dragon to intimidate them #FiFRevPit

#WIPSnips #WriteSky #WritingCommunity trail = road

My Arthurian x Indonesian mythology WIP has: 🤟🏼🗡️ disabled chosen one whose language is that of hands ⚔️ chaotic squad of vigilante knights 👹 a multiverse under the feet of sexy monsters 😤🗡️🫦 enemies to lo–enemies who admire each other's talents. Foemates #questpit #YA #W

#Bookvember i got a copy of this from my uncle for some birthday i think and i read it until it fell apart and my mom made him buy me a second copy