I feel like this today with everything I have to do

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT THE DIRECTION FOR A REALLY IMPORTANT PROJECT ITS TIME TO GO CRAZY ON IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH VICTORIOUS LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Wondering if I should up my dose or see about idk taking morning/night zoloft because I don't think I should be waking up at 6am to this much anxiety lmao man.

Watching Fargo (TV show) having the time of my life how have I not watched it yet

Tell me why I feel like I didn't do anything today when all I did today was work lmao whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy are we doing this brain.

Not gonna lie I'm still kind of bummed I haven't been to a proper pride event in like 5-7 years because or pride organizers here insist on hosting pride on the literal outskirts of the city in the concrete ring of the baseball stadium (not the field, not the parking lot, in the walkway around)

I feel like I can't share my movie opinions with anyone because I'm worried they'll think I'm a snob bitch but if your movie 30 seconds into it shows me an advertisement for a snickers bar it deserves a half star immediately regardless of the quality of the rest of the movie. Do not advertise to me.

Root canal tomorrow and I'm getting nervous :^( it's at 8am at least so I literally get it done first thing and then I can go home and sleep it off.

Warm weather activity <3

Haha. Oh my god I feel like the side of my face is slowly peeling away and exploding at the same time. Tooth pain is no fucking joke dude.

One day I'm going to have magical space and room where I get to make my own notepads. All things considered it's not out of the question for a *one day* sort of thing considering all I need is a stack cutter and a vice setup but then there's like. The disgusting amount of pad glue lmaooooooo

Google how do I not stress about people pleasing and make peace with being unable to satisfy everyone and understand I'll probably disappoint or annoy some people but that's natural part of being a person and the world won't end and to get over it or navigate it better help.

I am not immune to propaganda (saw someone on screen eating cheese and now I really want to eat some cheese)

I feel like a very well squeezed orange

Has anyone made a labeler for bluesky yet that's comms open / comms closed / waitlist available. Half genuinely asking half curious, I feel like it'd be nifty but I also am just musing and wishing again for gallery sites where that was a feature naturally.

I'm feeling like I'm gonna freak out today but I'm gonna try really hard to lock in and be cool and not do that 😗

I wish I could better figure out what to do on the days I feel fully mentally useless and dysfunctional because it's driving me nuts. I cannot get started on anything even though I keep trying and I'm aware it's a problem but I can't Not Do It and I'm going to go. Insane.

I hate to be that bitch online but I still will not forgive certain artists for so willingly going along with NFT and I will not forget lmao. Looking at Ak/re/on specifically. I'll delete this later but it still makes me so mad haha

Landlord saw me standing in the backyard with a pair of Binoculars and I had to be like sorry I'm. Watching the birds. I heard a Warbler and went to investigate 🧍

almost to 8k on main which is wild and a little scary. lots of people looking at my work feels. intimidating. I'm just some dude who's double fisting coffee, adderal and anxiety meds and wondering why I've got issues

Realtor has photos listed online of our place

wondering if I should finally do that indulgent salamander poster I've been thinking about doing for years finally. I like distinctly remember my first school presentation was about salamanders and I was Obsessed with this poster auahfgfhahf

Me: I'm a little stressed tonight Me: time to watch a David Fincher movie, which ill surely be a calm and normal time.

Everyone seeing Killdeer this year BUT ME !!!!!

this island ain't nothin' to me, man

I think what is Wrong currently is feeling the side effects of Zoloft. I've 1. woken up without anxiety, very nice! but now 2. am having an unexpected side effect (short term memory loss/forgetfulness) and one expected side effect (bad tummy problems) which augh. Hopin these will work themselves out

Welcome to the cream kingdom bitch

It's a great day to not be flying to FWA 💃 in my big chilling era.

(guy who's barely keeping it together voice) yeah I'm doing great

Ouuueeyyuuuhhhh :)

we watched Candyman (1992) and it was everything I could have hoped for

I'm going to be thinking about the new RE trailer for the rest of the night I'm afraid. Inspiring me to draw god awful monsters instead of the work I have to do. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Forgot to say I did end up getting prescribed anxiety medication, I have a new caseworker to get me health insurance, and I may actually have my dental shit covered 💃 Let's Get It On

I love the way Robin call to each other as they're settling in for the night. Good sounds I missed.

going to try to get back to everyone today but I'm feeling uuheennnnnnnauuuuueeee

Time to get back into DnD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yayyyy :-)

Thinking about Rush (1996) for the N64 again and I'm about to make it everyone elses' problem

Tell me why I, in the middle of the city, am being woken by a live rock concert somewhere.

These are the best Onigiri photos you're going to get (my son begging for it because he knows fish was involved). It was insanely yummy

Going to be brutally honest because we're at the one year anniversary and I feel like the world's Biggest Asshole for admitting it but camp left me feeling miserable and drained and I genuinely fully looked forward to putting the event on but it was so much work and while there were (are) very kind

hmmmmm people are being nice to me about my comic. slowly folding myself like paper

Just rolled credits on Pikmin 4 and oh my god they weren't kidding I think the "post game" is just an entirely new game you people are crazy I'm so excited to play more

Okay I'm ready to get better

posting soft vore to main. it's ffine. its fine.

Blinks,,, 10 slots for these open! $15 each :3 Dm with links to your refs & a good invoice email to claim! #furryart #ych

Going to the tooth doctors tomorrow and a bit nervous as I don't have dental insurance but they do offer care credit which I'll have to look into as an option. I'm hoping whatever they do is easy- I'm very lucky I'm not experiencing any pain right now but I'd like to keep that up :' D

whoops !

alright everyone lend me your power for something else now I'm going to make eggs benedict for the first time ever to cope.

They need to invent a me that's better at this than I am. Can I firemyself from my own job. (Has to organize and really does not want to)

There's so much to prep for the shop I wish I could have friends in my house to talk to while I slog through it all