i’m in this unfortunate position where i’m staunchly a bottom!nhs proponent (for reasons i’ve gone over) but i get lumped in with the weird misogynist/gender essentialist crowd that hasn’t examined their internal biases as to why they always make the smaller man the bottom and the larger the top

girl some wyb stan (ew) dmed me to nitpick me about my grammar on a fic??????? it cannot be that serious to dm an author u don’t even know…..terrible sense and taste in celebs 🙂‍↔️

Sangcheng Sunday!!!!!!!!! 💜💚💜💚 just two sect leaders and their sort of messy situationship 😙 ➡️: archiveofourown.org/works/86665101 #sangcheng

brah these results have me crying i rlly didn’t think it’d be neck and neck—

how it feels to be hooked onto a series but feel disconnected from practically everyone else in the fandom even if they like the same characters & ships as u

me: i hate showbiz genre me last night: wait what if i wrote a sangcheng showbiz au where theyre costars for a romantic flick but they hate each other upon meeting (JC’s fault ofc) so the director forces them to do team building where they essentially have to date for weeks until they get along

…yeah looks about right lol 😆 (sizhui only showed up once tho…) gizmo1022.tumblr.com/MDZSCharacte...

should i post the sngchng vampire fic 2day 🤔

Maybe Nie Huaisang was simply a bona fide good-for-nothing.

omg why did the sngchng vampire fic end up being like 20k words the hell 😭

せっかくなんでこっちにも。聶瑶♀現パロ。 #nieyao

i feel like there’s a conversation to be had abt the over-feminization of nhs in fandom but i’m not equipped well enough to address it lol.

Hello SangChengies 💜💚 we are looking for you! If you are interested in joining us, please check the form below!👇 #Artists #SCWEEK

HBD to my favouritest headshaker~! 🎉🎂💚💜 #MDZS #sangcheng

wow nhs’s jp audio drama birthday message this yr is actually so heartbreaking 💔🥲 da-ge 😭

the people have spoken. they want sangcheng flavoured vampires 💚💜🧛

ok but what if i just ignored the fact that im not supposed to be frivolously spending money rn and bought tomodachi life so i can make sangcheng and moshang and 3zun and xuanli and zhuiyi and yanshen and—

The final chapter of Tofu Tyrant was posted today! 💚💜 If you're a binge-reader, now's the perfect time to pick it up~ 😉 #sangcheng #MDZS 💜 Historical AU + Arranged Marriage 💍 💚 Enemies to lovers 🆚 ➡️ 🧑🏻‍❤️‍💋‍🧑🏻 💜 War/Politics ⚔️📰 💚 Slow Burn 🐌❤️‍🔥 💜 Rated E 🔞 📖➡️: archiveofourown.org/works/79556576

maybe i’ll make a poll for what wip i should focus on next….i keep jumping around between them like hopscotch so none of them end up getting done 🤦🏾‍♀️

The final chapter of Tofu Tyrant was posted today! 💚💜 If you're a binge-reader, now's the perfect time to pick it up~ 😉 #sangcheng #MDZS 💜 Historical AU + Arranged Marriage 💍 💚 Enemies to lovers 🆚 ➡️ 🧑🏻‍❤️‍💋‍🧑🏻 💜 War/Politics ⚔️📰 💚 Slow Burn 🐌❤️‍🔥 💜 Rated E 🔞 📖➡️: archiveofourown.org/works/79556576

it’s “do whatever you want forever” until someone has a personal distaste for paraphilias or age gap or whatever with you people huh. atp if you use the word ‘puritan’ in regards to fandom i think you’re a fucking idiot lol

yoo leftovers from my recent con are up for grabs! Below are just a few photos! Get them here ➡️ www.inigotears.com #MDZS #SVSSS #TGCF #moshang #hualian

omg this woman cosplaying as wwx eye rolled and scoffed when her friend pointed out that my jc print sold out 💀 the audacity to hate jc while cosplaying as wwx…OOC!!!!

making observations…bingqiu seems to be the most popular for in person sales whereas moshangies dominate online lol

jc print sold out heheheh 😎🍇💜⚡️

oh no update tomorrow for Tofu Tyrant btw sowwy but i have a con ✌︎('ω')✌︎

was suffering from Severe withdrawals yesterday and had to doodle them 💚💜 #mdzs #sangcheng

ever notice how ppl love calling jc and yzy insecure as if that’s A: a moral failing, and B: at all their own faults. And YZY is hardly insecure rather than just insulted and rightfully pissed the hell off about it. This isn’t to excuse her awful behavior; she’s an abusive mother full stop.

not to be a hater again but i read jian long sometime ago and its literally wngx!an but Good. and lesbian. ofc i still have my own criticisms on it but if wngx!an had the same thing going on that gu fuyou and zhong michu did i’d be a diehard wngx!an shipper rn ngl

i’ll finish writing one sangcheng fic and then immediately start writing another one. And i never stop. i never stop.

huaisang. realistically he’s just not doing allat i’m sorry 🙂‍↔️

Jiang Cheng is certainly not catching ~feelings~ #mdzs #sangcheng

like this and the constant racism is why i took a step back from fandom and it’s only getting worse and making me want to distance myself even more bc yall refuse to engage in critical thought of how rape apologia works. how unconscious bias is spread. GET ME OUT.

if you’re at the stage where you’re proudly putting ‘i love rape’ in ur bio u are too far gone and i want you far far far away from me and my creations. Im so fucking sick and tired of fandom holy shit. WE NEED REAL FEMINISM NOW

年何回かしか使わないから良いんだけどね。やっぱアナログしか勝たん (負け惜しみ

i am still not immune to TJR’s cheeky smile 🤧 and CDL is stunning as usual 😍 #veilofshadows

some sneak peeks of a few new merchies i’ll have at my upcoming con! 😝 #moshang #mdzs #tgcf #svsss

I don’t know 💚😎✨ #NieHuaisang #MDZS #fanart #BrArt

being interested in the premise of a danmei but then realizing its written by an author i dislike

Today’s update completes Book 1 of 3 ✨💜💚

tumblr adding compulsory quote retweets just ensured i never post my art there ever again lmaooooooo we r never getting a good sns ever again 😍😍😍

ohhhh i am unwELLLLLL about this

watching pursuit of jade and

bruh it’s actually crazy how WRH is ultimately responsible for the deaths of at least 3 sect leaders belonging to the most powerful sects in the jianghu like love him or hate him, dude was a damn good super villain

smacking a hornet’s nest here but it actually cracks me up when ppl go “they’re adults that have a normal and healthy sex life 😌” irt to wngx!an and their cnc shit bc there was nothing healthy abt how they went abt that in that book’s extras lmfaooo

me watching the 7seas situation unfold: hahaha we are fucked 😍

bruh i think im gonna dnf erha it’s so melodramatic like “im 12 and this is deep” lmaoo and none of the characters so far rlly interest me unfortunately. maybe if id read it when i first got into danmei id be more invested but now my standards are too high to overlook the drawbacks

found this incompleted in my files from like a yr ago and decided to finish it 💚💜

idol group!3zun. is this anything.

me reading the comments on my fic knowing what happens while everyone is agonizing over nhs’s miserable life and how fcked up jc is