I don’t know which is stronger, my need to experience my cock being sliced off or waking up everyday without one.

I flame painted my latest titanium stent. Let it cool down and stuffed it into my urethra. I haven’t put an elastration band on it yet but walking around with it in my cock feels fucking awesome.

This is my latest stent. I haven’t banded with it inside my urethra yet but it felt pretty good in when I slipped it inside my cock. I want to be able to cum while wearing multiple elastration bands.

Fucking hot

#阉割 #阴茎切除 #penectomy #mtf

Banding + urethral stent + e-stim I made a new more comfortable stent. I a couple more tweaks and it’ll be perfect. I played with my e-stim box again and I was 100% numb within 90 minutes.

I decided to do another experiment today. I wanted to see if banding makes my cock as numb on the inside as it seems to on the outside. I band while head using a single green elastration ring at the base of my cock and then used a bi polar e-stim cock ring mid shaft.

Released the prisoner and postponed the penectomy at one hour’s forty minutes.

Banded for one hour now and it’s completely numb.

One band about thirty minutes. Almost numb enough to do the deed

If I hand you the knife…

All my chats have disappeared. I hope it’s just a temporary glitch

Playing at work again

I’ll bet his cum tastes deliciously salty, seedy and sweet.

Banding my cock at work. I want to see it laying next to me as I am getting railed by a man with a big hard cock. His hot cum filling my ass. Maybe two more guys one on each side cumming in my mouth

I swear I’m not greedy. I just want him to cum in my mouth so I can swallow every drop

I would almost consider keeping my cock if I could do that, but I’m pretty sure I’d still go full null anyway

At the mercy of the machine 😈

Goals 🔥😈🔥

Goals 🔥😈🔥

This sling in particular is the best I’ve seen for complete access and the feeling of consequential vulnerability. I love the idea of being able to watch it happen and being powerless to stop it. ✂️🍆

I like this type of sling because it provides access to your cock and balls for CBT ( my balls are already done ) and you can be fisted or fucked while it’s happening.

I made these using AI. The idea was to create an automatic penectomy device. Unfortunately the safety rails of community guidelines prevented me from satisfying that itch in a render, so I am playing with the idea of making an actual device. Would I ever use it on myself? 🔥😈🔥

I banded my cock today. I wanted to see how engorged I could make it so after applying the first band at the base I used a cock pump for several minutes. I assisted the vacuum by pressing on my taint to help force the blood 🩸 through. I also used my hard catheters which is my standard practice.

Taking measurements to make my penectomy device

The hole of my cigar cutter is so small that I need a cock pump to pull my did through. It’d be a one way trip one my nullification journey. Why the hell do I find this so dam hot 🔥😈🔥

Science is so amazing and gives us the ability to live longer more healthily lives. Science is good

My page is a safe space to share and it’s also a safe space to ask.

I bought a cigar cutter on Amazon. It says the opening is a 64 ring gauge and can snip the end off of a 70. So the opening is about an inch in diameter. I can fit it on flaccid but if I get hard there might be only one way to get it off… 🔥😈🔥

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Before and after the burdizzo

At two and a half hours I’m completely numb and my cock is cyanogenic. There’s no feel at all. I’d be able to cum if my ass was getting wrecked by a hard top.

My pre starts to flow freely about an hour or so into the session as my cock goes numb

Banding with a hard catheter. I like to band for longer times, so I use the catheter so I can pee or cum

This is how we find each other

I only banded my cock for one hour. In the past I’ve gone as long as three, but that left a mark

My balls are too small to band at this point but my cock is still available for sacrifice and torture. Imagine cutting through it as you cum in my mouth or ass

A little back story. I’ve wanted to be castrated since I was about 14 years old. I learned about burdizzos in the early 2000’s. I had managed to clamp myself several times with little success. I finally succeeded in 2019. I have no regrets but I do miss banding my balls. I still band my cock though

I had really wanted to be clamped by some one but it was just time to do it

Just after releasing the burdizzo which had been left clamped in place for two hours.

Just moments before I clamped my cords with the burdizzo. This pair was made by Chifa and they are very high quality

What my balls looked like before I destroyed them with the burdizzo

I’m hungry for connection with others like myself. Those who are nullo and those like me who know they want to be, will be, should be or must be and finally those who can accept us as we are

Always 💖 Don't make me tap the sign

I remember finding a book in parents library when I was just 15 and realizing there have always been people like me.

So much this