The eldritch horrors persist…

Rain check?

I have so much I want to say actually.

27/12/2025 🧳✈️🌀🌠🌌

Need more black fat queer men on my tv

Crave this actually

Devastatingly funny that you can fit nowhere and your queerness will be misconstrued by any and everyone no matter which space you ( I ) will enter.

"Remember when were supposed to?" :|

I want this

Your ability to determine one’s morality with aging and beauty is very strange to me.

Finally bought Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin 🙂‍↕️

Hmm

I will be wearing sweatshirts going forward

Been gaining weight and I’m loving it so much. MOOORRRREEEE

Haven’t been here in a while.

All that excitement for Halloween has been gone. I haven’t even been able to get back up.

I’m a person who feeds and must be fed.

I don’t believe ones appearance should deem them of any label.

I was 7 months on HRT on October 21st!

I remember liking a guy so much I made him listen to Bite by Troye Sivan. I then made an oath never to emotionally be vulnerable in that way ever again.

Using eugenics to explain physical appearance.

I cant stop thinking of him, I can’t stop dreaming him.

I need to stop thinking about…..

Pizza and watching wicked

Not me me listening to this Bad Religion by frank ocean again. SOMEBODY HELP MEEEE

A "best of both worlds” nigga will never find me

Hmmm

When my face is blank that is the realest expression I’ve ever formed. Everything else feels like I’m operating on autopilot with these large as life expressions.

Gotta get that Cabaret makeup down. 🫣

These dreams still persist. I haven’t been addressing it for a while.The focal point of my mind he resides now.

Want to get my locs steamed soon

Hint…

I wanna try these at some point.

Just a few more details to the clown costume and I’m good.

I don’t care how I’m going to do it. I need that mustache 😔

Wondering if I should go to the Doll Ball Revolution in November. (We’ll see how Halloween goes)

Need to eat out with friends in the near future.

I love eating, cause when I’m really full I want to sleep.

You ever think how you dismantle a whole fried fish on a Sunday.

May my happy trails overlap with my bush.

that beagle

Only feeling alive when you dress up for performance type events is something. When I’m dressed as myself I never feel human. Anyways misgendering and fundamentally not understanding trans people kills.

Feel like disappearing again. Feeling numb and that I’m puppeteeing my own body.

So this is the inspo for the Alfonso look

4 Costumes ready for Halloween.

Treat dms like a walkie talkie

Got the bug clips for the clown look.

Waking up with some horrible anxiety, the kind u feel in your fingers.