find release... shadows bound the light... #Amatory @amatoryq.bsky.social

I really thought I'd be more Squall

in self recrimination in hypothetical judgment faced in theoretical scenarios hearts weigh enough as it is the anvil and the anchor i would forge those dreams again denying redemption because with you i was never so sure #judgement #vss365

Day 24 By a duo Nick Cave & Warren Ellis - Carnage youtu.be/JXk2DEIwhFw?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

A letter to... #pennedreveries

drown in (some reveries are more enticing) immerse in (some people are just more necessary) hearts and minds wander yet the stars are immovable (unless falling) contradiction and compulsion the narrative of us #vss365 #immerse

Day 23 With a type of building in the title Placebo - Brick Shithouse youtu.be/JorxYJSOdSI?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

soul tether we drift we numb yet remain unsevered drawn enamoured inspired the logic of dreams the whimsy of fate i can't imagine how i might ever feel like i am not in someway bound to you #vss365 #tether

light bouncing from arc to arc curves align moonbeams on undulations neon passion in midnight depth shifting forms enrobed in tenebrous heat the sound of a kiss the sigh of desire #pennedreveries

Day 22 With a two word title BAND-MAID - Choose me youtu.be/MZIJ2vFxu9Y?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

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Tired...

Introduce yourself with 10 bands you've seen live: Pearl Jam Depeche Mode Tool Clutch Smashing Pumpkins Deftones Ghost Nine Inch Nails Opeth Slipknot

#linger with me a while longer in this moment that claims fate stay in this irreverent bliss please i have forever to miss you we only have now to be overwhelmed by possibility to be crux not periphery flame not umbra to be everything to each other and the stars #vss365

those dreams how i try to hold on to them remember them when i knew my name was so close to your slumbering lips yet a kiss was always oceans away if they are all we'll ever have yes i'll cherish them but i'll never not ache for your proximity for your touch #pennedreveries

Quote with a fictional band that is not Spinal Tap

arabica beans at the bite of spring mornings boulangerie ovens promising golden heavens dappled light dancing on your bare hip the taste of every one of last night's kisses silken every touch i breathe and i am because you are too #pennedreveries

the #betrayal lays with the insufficiency there just aren't the words i could pen you more clichés serenade you with synonyms whisper sweet nouns that you would recognise but could barely scratch the skin but here i am another last stanza wishing you adored me too #vss365

Day 20 An earworm Scatman John - Scatman (Ski-Ba-Bop-Ba-Dop-Bop) youtu.be/Hy8kmNEo1i8?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

the light in you the art in you the compassion in you the passion in you you deserve the sky any horizon you deem or dream i just want you to fly #pennedreveries

her intent wanes my verse suffers please forgive these pale echoes of what once did resound resolute there are only hollow things now pretending to feel #vss365 #intent

Day 19 With heaven or hell in the title Entombed - Hellraiser youtu.be/qDMdA_3OynI?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

and what if we or you or i are only ever one affirmation away it's easier to hope with a timorous heart than to say i think you're beautiful than to say i think the world of you but here we are you are i am looking at someone in that way wondering what if— #UnchainedSymphonies

oh how i wish you looked at me even close to how I look at you

Monochrome Monday 🖤🤍

somewhere amongst my myriad rough drafts some combination of words must exist (mosaic pieces waiting to be made resplendent) that will find some way to tell you perfectly that my heart belongs to you #pennedreveries

Red Leicester Mini Cheddars are the best Mini Cheddars. Fact.

i find home inside you held dearly unparalleled contentment and calm i find desire inside you held desperately unequivocal longing and lust soft and sentimental untamed and unabashed touchingly tender fucking feral gimme both i need to love you completely #vss365 #feral

Day 18 From the year you left highschool Alice in Chains - Again youtu.be/__biilMpnmw?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

my heart is a scrapbook my heart is a shoebox my heart is a pin board my heart is two thousand three hundred post-it notes my heart is a bookmark and a highlighted paragraph my heart is episepistolary love all we've ever written with all of our hearts #UnchainedSymphonies

lost in that indefinable instant fervour and rhythm making artists of us that last stroke (soul-deep) the silent song of glistening bodies in rapturous epilogue vows abundant essences spent (for now) withdraw imminent but for now completion #pennedreveries

kiss me luminous press your lips to mine be all at once the simplicity of home and cosmic cataclysm spark flame conflagration your tongue finds mine and i become the sun #vss365 #luminous

Day 17 With love in the title Jennifer Rush - The Power Of Love youtu.be/b_zHQ6kFuQ0?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

Random 📸 I've taken a day Day 21

Name 10 Bands you've obsessed over at some point: (in no order) #musicchallenge Pearl Jam Nine Inch Nails Tool Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds Guns N' Roses Ghost The Cure Type O Negative Smashing Pumpkins R.E.M.

oh you noticed me day made #pennedreveries

the cavity swallows itself empty parts forgetting resonance #barren moments when hope unweaves itself in the you-lessness anticipation wanes something essential finds dormancy in a devastating transaction for faith i miss you as desperate mantra when i am less whole #vss365

Day 16 That's NSFW Nine Inch Nails - Closer To God youtu.be/Zt15WNl8NNg?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

all i bared the fuel with which i doused that spark every explicit confession i hold that moment dearer than you might ever dare dream clandestine intercourse heretic verse those seared images i seek no #forgiveness for too much of my soul remains there willingly #vss365

Oh. Hi.

intoxicate me with desire and devotion make me giddy with escalating suggestion of escalating touch charm me like only you can 'til i want you so hard i can only turn to irreverent verse glamour me with those lips make love to me in every dream if not— #pennedreveries

Day 15 With a body of water in the title Bruce Springsteen - The River youtu.be/y7BUXRsTbvI?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

where the blood thrums wildest fires irreverent unalloyed no obscuring penumbra just stark absolute doubt crucified at the threshold reverie becoming touch and nothing more certain #vss365 #alloyed

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swaying to the rhythm of your cadence dancing within the flow of your verse drawn to a narrative i pray i perceive losing myself in stanzas that may never have been meant for me but here i am contemplating your lips here i am dreaming here i am moved by you #pennedreveries

Day 14 The title track of an album Finch - What It Is To Burn youtu.be/DLbHfOhJNR4?... #DavidsMonthOfMusic

Random 📸 I've taken a day Day 20