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Got the Doc Creo cards. They’re so gorgeous.

I was outed as trans yesterday. Haven’t seen the consequences yet, but it made me realize that while the world is dark sometimes, there will always be amazing people lighting it up. I realized that I truly found my chosen family and that gives me confidence that I’ll survive whatever comes my way.

My new apartment is wonderful, but I guess due to the fact that it was a renovation project and not a functional home, the address didn’t really get much use. The amount of confused delivery people who have had to contact me is incredible. I feel for them tbh.

Also, to those using the devastation in Texas as support to your political or religious debates, genuinely fuck you. Most of the victims, especially at camp mystic, were children. Not pawns in a game of chess on a red and blue checkered board.

As someone “outside of the box” my relationship with Texas is complicated, but it’s still where I was born. I know the roads and I know the hearts beyond the disagreements and hatred. Seeing those roads and those people swept away by the flood hurts so bad. All the love to those affected.

Finally got myself the perfect apartment and it’s actually affordable. It’s amazing what knowing people can get you

Okay Tommy! Getting into small town bookstores too I see lmao

Went hiking and saw some epic stuff

Tonight seems like a good night to get drunk and catch up on Geminitay’s BG3 streams

The tariffs are having a genuinely awful effect on my paychecks at this point and I’m so fucking upset about it

I’m in the mood to bleach my hair to basically white, change my haircut, and get a tattoo.

I miss Technoblade

I just trusted my friend with my awful living situation and they offered me a room in their house 🥺 So sweet I'm literally crying. Life would be so much better with distance from my family. I'd finally have space to be an adult and wouldn't have to pay $1200/month for it.

Is it weird that I kinda wanna go to a bar solo with a book in hand on a Monday night? I feel like it'd be a bit awkward, but its rainy and I'm bored of my house since I can't work and haven't left it in 4 days 😅

Annoyed that I keep getting laid off every other day. Just wanna work.

The Dragon Republic is gonna be so interesting. I can't wait to see where the story goes, but Poppy War has me fucked up lmao. Imagine being that talented of a writer. Couldn't be me.

Poppy War… Their relationships with anger and the way they have to decide between balance and chaos is so complex and powerful. Also, often children in books suddenly gain an adult pov in difficult situations, but Rin’s youth is so painfully obvious in her approach to difficult situations. Gorgeous.

Does anyone have any book recommendations about a platonic soulmate-type relationship? I need a fluffy wholesome story to read after I finished the first Poppy War book.

A bit sick, so wine and yummy food very much necessary 😋

Gosh my gender dysphoria has me by the throat today. Such a downer on a beautiful day.

Also finished fourth wing a few weeks ago and didn’t realize until the sudden ending of onyx storm that there’s still more story to come. It’s so good and I lack the patience I need lmao

Starting the poppy war trilogy this evening. Been on my TBR for ages.

I'm thinking whiskey and a sketchbook by a campfire tonight. Sounds like a lovely way to spend a Friday evening 😌

Meeting someone and immediately feeling like they could be a best friend with time is such a wonderful feeling.

Two podcasts I can highly recommend for people in their early 20s: Shut Up I’m Talking with Tommy and Jack and the Relational Lives Podcast with Ali and Ros. I'm not a huge podcast person, but both of them are so genuine, relatable, and insightful that I've genuinely loved them.

Happy trans day of visibility. As a trans guy who feels too unsafe to be myself in my everyday life, it's so nice to have social media. I hope everyone feels visible and loved 💜🏳️‍⚧️

Turning on a Bdubs video immediately puts all of my anxiety to a brief rest. The music, aesthetics, precision, and pure talent and beauty just makes me feel so relaxed and inspired.

Can't beat a homemade chicken tikka masala curry. So fuckin yummy.

Doggo play. Doggo attack. Doggo want the ring back.

I'm so hungover lmao

I was sick on Paddy’s day. Gotta make up for it 😁

It’s been too long since I’ve sat with a sketchbook and just put pencil to paper for the hell of it. I miss it.

I’m so certain that I have ADHD and I so badly need to see if I can get diagnosed. Getting something to help would be life changing.

Wanting another Niall Horan album so bad. Need more of the goofy Irishman and his incredible talent.

The sexual tension in Fourth Wing has me blushing and the plot line has me hooked. So good so far

I wanna pull my tent out and go camping. I wish spring would come already. So done with the cold 😅

The Priory of the Orange Tree is such a good book.

Gotta love some birthday fun 🍻

I wanna go to twitchcon Rotterdam so bad. I wish I had money to blow on vacations like that

I don't know who needs to hear this but... You're doing great, okay?

I’m not in a safe place in my life to even transition, so seeing bills being passed that strip me of even the tiniest bit of hope I have really sucks.

Gotta love when your country continuously tries to erase your identity. I’m so exhausted by all this shit. Just let me be a guy in peace 😔

I’m sleepy. Blankets, a snack, and trash YouTube videos sound lovely but I gotta wait like 3 hours

Someone stole my raycons and going without earbuds while waiting for new ones is about to drive me crazy.

What’s a good audio book platform to support? Wanna listen to more audio books since my new job allows earbuds, but don’t wanna go for the default audible if I don’t have to.

I wanna go to the gym so bad today, but my cough is too annoying and I let my mom borrow my car. What am I supposed to do with all this energy?!

I feel like people have slightly more road rage than normal today

Got a new job and don't hate it. Hours are rough though

I've been sick for over a week. Who's idea was it to pass around this stupid flu??!