that was a hell of a typo my head is splitting in two forgive me 😭

I have been admitted to the hospital for Reaeons, but the universe said it's okay sweetheart, it won't be that bad. and my nurse on duty for my very first hour was named

life's sucked lately but the other day my friend finally got her comm of my favorite scene of the fic I wrote for her last year and maybe life isnt all bad really

all i post about my writing is that im not doing it my bad 💀

well hello mika kagehira sir

pov class i taught yesterday

my mother's offering me up to her friend to tutor their incoming freshman kid in college for creative writing... conflicting feelings

最近のお出かけ~☆ #いつぬいが見られるタグ #nuiventures #enstars

im still ogling the yume art i got www i had like 20 different health aches happening to me yesterday and they all went away for a blissful moment

class is back in session and started off strong w my new first impressions (very blatant ao3 mention) (my wild attempt at an icebreaker after I failed for an hour) (it worked) (cringemaxxing) (but also be free of cringe)

I was plotting a shmk fic inside the freaking mri machine the film's gonna a rainbow mess

the writerly urge to use every novel experience as a reference material

🤨😠 #いつぬいが見られるタグ #nuiventures #enstars

forgot i post nui pics here. I have so much

📸🇯🇵 #いつぬいが見られるタグ #nuiventures #enstars

also i managed to wrangle a part the outline on the shmk fic id been crying about so p r o g r e s s (using this acct as an accountability feed)

yesterday I read a reeeeally nice oneshot fic that was so delicious it felt like I had written it for myself specifically so I left a comment on it because you have to say thank you for the food and. author replied saying they also used to read my fics for a different fandom! so that happened today.

anyway how is everyone holding up with graceful punishment (I'm not)

(checks bsky) (realizes i haven't posted since april) well so that's the last time I wrote huh

ok this is supposed to be a writing acct. anyway I'm finally touching on the fic i started to imagine last month, and it seems to be above my skill level again so im excited to give it a try~

I can't take it anymore. look at him. my hands hurt but look at him.

the closer checkmate comes the more it becomes more painfully real and it's making me more anxious, so honestly it's just perfect timing for me that they announced the blessing moment showdates...!! like yeah no life doesn't end after june 1 actually

writer culture is just sipping on one of the three drinks hunched over at your desk while overthinking which word you may have overused, finding a synonym to replace it, and then overusing that word instead

a (complete) fic's officially "finished" to me only after a certain # of kudos, and annotations hit 50 so im calling the W & closing up shop mentally on this one. first official enstars ship fic (& it's shumika) and im actually proud of it! might go back and fix up the pdf, but otherwise. yippeee

finally got my own ororon at the last day of the event 👍🏼 here's granny citlali and bestie's ororon(+iansan) to send him off to the night kingdom fall death

“i was born in the wrong era” not me. i love reading 100k words of yearning on ao3 and talking to gay people online.

[video call] mika: ya picked up! oshi-san ya are not gonn' believe this shu: kagehira where are you tell me this instant #いつぬいが見られるタグ #nuiventures #enstars

絵チャ楽しかった〜これはれみおさんとの合作🫶

ˢᵉⁿᵃ ᶦᶻᵘᵐᶦ 🤏🏼 #いつぬいが見られるタグ #nuiventures #enstars

bsky tagging system actually working is nice bc yay but also then u see how slow it actually is in here 😭 I want to get out of twt i really do 😔

i'll crawl home to her. #enstars #enstarsbsky #あんスタ #あんスタFA #shumika #mikashu #宗みか #みか宗

🥐🍬

Trying something new with infographics and I think it came out ok! (18+ only!! 🔞) [ archiveofourown.org/works/63940372 ] #enstars #shumika #mikashu

uwoooh I have the most ideas to write when I don't have the braincell to do it 👍🏼 despair

my head hurts its been like this at me all day with like ??? so many things?? but i can't write while in cars and it's been a long drivey day 😭

must have been in high school when i read tongari's 25 lives from shousetsu bang*bang and genuinely gained an appreciation of reincarnation as a story thing only to have been in jan 2024 reading their jingheng reincarnation death story without knowing it was them until TODAY?

i really shouldn't have dug around in the google drive of my old email at 2am but younger me was writing loads of stuff in there and it was nice to see her again

recent food outtakes! I promise I eat savory food too 😭 #いつぬいが見られるタグ #nuiventures #enstars

all this bc of a line in a fanfic i read today btw.

honestly i think i genuinely have to go back to the old way i studied literature for the lens of learning how to write like it, because there's only so much "uaawgh i wish i wrote like that" i can take at one time

you're telling me three days after i said, "aww, man, this new thing i want to write has to be horror, huh?" i find out my absolute beloved author is hosting a workshop on speculative fiction -- horror included -- literally 10 minutes from my house?

おすそわけ

that one trend on twitter ft. Naru❤️

I need the full TearS song rn i WANT to cook some bland cliche boring ass slice of life absolutely generic ass fic to it like genuinely looking forward to something super braindead and simple while half of my favorite enstars idol voices sings a ballad to me. let me be stupid

all the wips im fiddling with are just sleep... dreaming... napping... like ok maybe i am kinda tired LOL

EVERYBODY STOP WHAT THEY'RE DOING AND GREET MY WIFE!!! happy birthday narukami naru-chan baby darling sweetie pie arashi beloved of my heart my og enstars oshi you're as beautiful as the day I met you MWAH

They are 2 sauces tall #femstars #shumika

Learning to draw backgrounds 😅 #ensemblestars #enstars #あんスタ #shumika

"how many copies of n--" yes.

Bluesky sneak peek: The Folio Society edition of The Night Circus. Illustrated by the incredible @cristinabencina.bsky.social with a new introduction by me. Launching March 4th as part of their spring collection 🖤 www.foliosociety.com