I got a commission done and got my doggy some food yippee

if anyone wants my priv twt lmk

I feel like such a shitty dog owner man. I had money to take care of her but my mom pulled the “i need money pls i will pay you back” and now i have no money and she never paid me back. I have no job she knows this that was money i saved from summer and stretched until now

Opening strawpage quietly bc it scares me

I moved in with my boyfriend and have been soso happy tbh ive been offline a lot bc of this and its been really refreshing

I should do a life update :>

Now im about to do a stress test i am not looking forward to this tbh since ik theyre going to try and get my hr to its max and i cant breathe with cardio stuff (literally a treadmill)

that took so long omg help

I am getting echocardiogram like rn

who up working they home

I was manic

College is so weird bc wdym i just road in my boss/professors car

How to explain to people i in fact hate the government and do not support how the military is systemized despite joining [branch] . I am joining for benefits and for a healthcare job. Can we please differentiate 🙏

I love my bf

Hey guys i am normalized now

No one ever taught you how to be a real man /lyr

Itd be easier if people would scream in my face and tell me “HEY THIS IS EVERYTHING YOU ARE DOING WRONG”

I think i go to sh in certain scenarios (ive be clean i mean like wanting to) bc its a distractor and gives me something to ground with

me when i want to cry and spew one billiom things or just explode in a rage room but im like 😐

I hate bpd

screams and screams and screams

i cant even have my esa up here with me bc shes sick and doesnt like to sleep at night atm which keeps me awake. So i am like 🧍🏻‍♂️

Life update. Headoomf signed up for the military bc she got rlly fixated on it. Decided nah no more military. And also i want to relapse rlly bad (all today)

I think my mom would be not too surprised but i domt see my family seeing me the same anymore

I reallyyyyy want to come out as trans ughhh

i have a headache gn

I miss my bf

mira x zoey

Drop BL manhwa recs !!! Rn im reading my darling signed in

HIII

Craving champagne and to be waist pulled into a kiss by a man

Wet by dazey and the scouts

in a way i am waiting for my life to finally lean to one of two sides. 1 being surrounded by family 2. Being everyone slowly fades from our life. And i genuinely mean this. Its easier to give up when you have nothing left. 2 has been coming true recently. Im tired of grasping for connections with

this is cringe isnt it

when will i ever be enough

i just

si but is it from my meds or from genuine content with where i am and how id like to leave -r

haven’t felt this itch for awhile but it seems like its all i can think of

never have a fp that shit stings

Instead of venting ill list stuff out -i miss my friends / feel like my friends have better friends and thats why we dont interact - miss our psys - feel like everyone is distancing from me

Once again past 9pm j need to ignore everything about my thoughts

Work is so fun i love my job genuinely i got to go restock 6 boxes of gloves in the microbio labs and i made a video for the departments social media. I love being an assistant to a professor its rlly fun i like doing random tasks sm

Its past 9pm ignore everything

I live btw

Everyone watch the 8 show that shit feels trippy as fuck especially episode 7

Characters I have been sane about recently. I am #1 Biwa and 2 fan

Med appointment soon do i bring ip my auditory hallucinations

Thank you yuri angel for supporting my weed endeavors

weed x2 on the way mizihappyemote

100 Qs of HW is actually fucking insane