hey, @adulter8.bsky.social do me a favor and give me a list of all the music u think I should be caught up on regardless of the fact that u think I'd have listened to it or not. Need a list and want to review it !!

Sylvia Plath if her fig trees were a rock ballad open.spotify.com/track/2I7MEY...

masala chai is all you need to fix any mental illness

anyways chat if I had to give life update, this is it open.spotify.com/track/0uLZMy...

she's getting poetic and relatable in 2 phrases with great use of metaphor and rly good visual direction... I'm sorry but this time the industry planted a good seed in the lana del rey niche of alt romanticism. Still there's room for someone to do much better but I can stan this in the meanwhile.

I really want out of here

me and him

I feel scared

done being a hater I'm full of love again

humans disgust me. can't fathom the idea or need of being intimate with one. do not fucking touch me with your filthy flesh.

being too pretty is also a curse in disguise because then everybody has you on this pedestal and once they get you their entire social circle will question how they even pulled you and then all you can do is feel alienated or seem desperate but it's not ur fault if everyone else is so ugly

sick, mentally deranged, putrid mass of human flesh, utterly disgusting, still wanting to be loved, insane

Grafted Scion

this was so so beautiful can they make a spin off series of Mizuki just resolving everyone's trauma in teyvat in this same art style youtu.be/eP9NZFD86b4?...

being too much of a green flag makes u boring now chat

public incinerator

your perfect lipstick shade is the colour of your nipples

I've only loved once and it wasn't a person it was the idea of one it was a projection of someone I'd want to spend my entire life with and I failed multiple times. I probably was in love with my own self. But I still hope that some day I will find a girl that's made just for me

she owes me her entire personality all her quirks her music taste her taste in people the media she likes the fandoms she's in the mental illness she shares with me... EVERYTHING all of what she is, is the 4 years I sacrificed on her. I should have the legal rights to harvest her organs

am I rly being loved or just a placeholder cuz if it's the latter maybe I'm not the one who controls it anymore

everytime i get in a relationship my only thought is that I can do much better than this and then end up wasting 4 yrs till I find the upgrade

why does sickness make u feel so lonely like everyone has abandoned you

when you're born suicidal u revisit ur old memories, dress up in a new fit, go visit all of ur friends pretend being a spoiled brat and demand one last memory with them all the while acting so nonchalant about having no human attachments

ong baby hutao waaaaa 🌸🌸

she's so pretty this makes the speedrun worth

speedrun moment

really into studded tires rn

imagine being so hot and being perceived as a goddess yet being a little self loathing loser insect that dwells just beneath the surface that these mid humans inhabit

too much hatership I finally fell sick

I rly am not attracted to the male body like at all this is crazy like it feels like nothing how do I ask this guy to stop sending me his shit like ur ugly and idgaf if u had boobs and a pussy we could work this out

new kin unlocked

搬一张小黄瓜🥒

when the outing so boring u start cutting ur nails in public

glass fruit from ytday!! (~15-20 mins each)

all of them wish I gave a fuck

his ugliness but also the unawareness of his own assets and inability to make any good use of them ruins the whole fantasy like a harsh slap back into reality

giving petty reality checks to the woman who ruined my life broke my nonchalant streak

crossing my fingers that somebody would get this #dollsky #mystixx #aespa #kpopfanart

fucking hate group projects

the misa amane fandom is dying repost if you're a true misanthrope

is it normal to have incomprehensible amount of disdain for the people you have in your life even though you have no choice to pick any better people and can't get rid of these either since you're so scared to be alone

there's a lot of new music I need to catch up on

bodies entwined but only one person feels something deep within I just feel the weight of it the sweat of it the little movements of it. It's alive and disgusts me. I thought I'd feel loved

my real homie back out from the grave saving me from having to vent my heart out open.spotify.com/album/3OxfaV...

it's plum blossom season #HonkaiStarRail #ruanmei #阮梅

the real face of depression is shaving after 5 months and it clogs the drains